I'm getting myself back into diapers. I feel like this is something that I need to set personal boundaries around because, as someone with autism, this is something that is a sensory need and something that my body is telling me to lean into when I'm SUPER tired and at my wits end!
And also... UUUUGHHHHH
Why am I judging myself so much?! Why am I not giving myself what I need in the privacy of my own home?!
Why can't I just use this as an immediate go-to? While I'm in burnout, this is something I NEED to do?!?!
I'm a strict DL, but if there's anyone else out there who can relate to this struggle and recognize it as part of unmasking, I'd love to hear from others!
Why can't I just make this something that I do my home and set boundaries around?!
Why is that so difficult?!