u/AdLiving8671

Help what the fuck is going on with me. I need help asap I feel crazy and I think I ruined my life. I am either demon possessed or I am insane or I don't know what the fuck I was normal just yesterday. Oh my God. Forgive me please do not do drugs. I am only 18 and I live with my parents still. I feel as if o can't tell them and I am scared of them finding out that I have have done this. I have been on a binge and I don't know what I have done. Please respond to me. Answer me. I am scared. I dosed last at 9 pm yesterday. I am having evil thoughts and I feel as if I'm being controlled. I don't know what's happening. Sometimes I'm normal and sometimes I need to go to hospital. I can't stop moving my limbs something is controlling me as I lay in my bed

If I dosed around 300mg of DXM tonight would it be bad? I took 2 cottons last night at about 6:30ish. I don't feel any of the benzedrex effects besides this shitty comedown. Also already took 60mg of DXM due to me being sick right now.

Woke up after tripping last night (I may have been binging) and everything feels like a dream. I still feel like I am high and I can barely think. My short term memory is just gone and I'm kinda freaking out. Never felt this way before and the problem is I don't know what it is I'm feeling. I feel like I woke up in a dream.

I have 600mg of hbr for tonight, if I dose 200 around 6:30, then the rest at 8:30, would that be a bad idea? Don't want to plateau sigma or have it ruin my trip.

Is this normal? When I used to trip pretty frequently I feel like I had the high completely under control and could actually form a thought. The last 3 times I dosed (last night was most recent) I've felt completely brain dead and just laid in bed with music playing and some minor cevs not being able to move. I feel half conscious of that makes any sense. Not sure what happened but even the afterglow I've just been tired and lazy when usually I'm super happy and energetic. Also just completely blacked out maybe 45 minutes after peaking and woke up in the morning which was lame.

Never had a drug make me feel this shitty after using. Only used 6 times throughout 2 weeks (never again) since I found out about this drug and it has completely fucked with my emotions. I am currently in such a lethargic and depressed state when I come from work I want to do nothing more than rot in my bed. It sucks too because this is the BEST feeling drug I have ever tried for some reason. I'd rather not feel like a sack of shit and cut years off of my life just to feel good until I have a heart attack. It's normal to feel super reclusive after a little binge right? I hope. 🤞

Just hit a cart my friend gave me that looked a little suspicious and I'm afraid I might've got high on something else that may I have been contaminated on the vape. Maybe it's just a panic attack, but my chest is super heavy feeling and my mouth tastes slightly metallic. Feel slightly light headed when I stand and I find it odd that my eyes are not red but completely unaffected (very unusual for me). I haven't smoked in awhile so I'm possibly just having a panic attack but I also never remember feeling this way before. Kinda freaking out 🤦‍♂️ (update) heart also pounding out of chest, pretty sure I'm just having an anxiety attack.

Did 2 cottons and redosed another (I regret it) and next day I'm having the worst brain fog and scatter brain I've ever had. It's like my inner monologue has a stutter if that makes sense. Physically I'm perfectly fine and I preformed just fine at work. Been staying decently hydrated, haven't ate yet today but I don't think that's the issue. Is this normal for comedowns? I've never had it like this before. Hoping my brain isn't fucked.

Please don't do this drug, it isn't worth it in the slightest. Been going a little heavy on it after discovering it just a week and a half ago and now I feel like I'm dying after doing 2 last night. My heart is beating weird, skin is super pale and bluish/purple. I've been staying super hydrated and took a hot shower which was little to no help. Didn't sleep last night either but I'm to afraid to take a nap. I feel like I'm gonna vomit, the high is awesome but what it does to you is not. Don't throw your life away for some highs until you die. I should be fine but this is definitely a wake up call.

Every breath feel super unsatisfying. Like I'm not getting enough air but my breathing pattern is normal. Never had this before and it's super odd. I feel perfectly fine tho

Just drank it and having slight feeling on left side of chest. Slightly burning/tight. Feel like I could just be freaking out but scared of a heart attack

So I just found about this shitty drug and unfortunately I was foolish enough to try it 2 nights ago. The cotton must've been a dud because there was no noticeable effect, so I was still determined to see if this was as good feeling as everyone says. I did 2 cottons yesterday, only 3/4 of it so maybe 1.5 cottons worth. It was amazing, my heart was perfectly fine the whole time, didn't feel any negative effect. Now today, as soon as I got out of bed my heart was pounding, started hurting, and my muscles are all sore and achy. I've been having palpitations and still get occasional sharp pains in my chest. Had to go home from work because out of nowhere it'd go from my normal 80~ bpm to rapid fire out of nowhere. Right now it's fine (I've been sitting down) but I still get occasional pains. Advice nurse told me to go to urgent care but it's a hour and 20 minute drive and really don't want to get up again. Am I fucked? I know I'm still a bit under the influence of this poison but it wasn't like this yesterday