My parents just offered me a deal I never expected
For the last year or so, I’ve been dealing with intense attraction to my mom. She’s 41, fit, beautiful. I can’t help but stare at her when she bends over, wears yoga pants, has her cleavage revealed. I’ve jerked off to her countless times and I feel guilty as hell every single time. I thought I was just a sick pervert who’d take this secret to the grave.
But apparently my parents noticed.
Last night after dinner, my dad said they needed to talk to me privately in my room. Both of them were quiet as I sat in my bed. My heart was pounding. My dad started. “We’ve noticed you’ve been taking more interest in your mother lately. The way you look at her. The way you spend more time in your room. We’re not stupid.”
I tried to brush it off, but my face was burning. Right then and there I thought my life was over.
But Dad kept going. “You’re not in trouble. In fact… your mother and I have been talking. She’s noticed too. And she’s open to exploring this with you.”
I couldn’t breathe. I looked at Mom. She was blushing but she looked me in the eyes. “We want to make you a deal. I’ll help you with your… needs, occasionally. We can explore this curiosity of yours together, safely. No one else needs to know. It all stays in this house. Your father supports this. We’ll still have our own time together, but you and I can have a private arrangement… If you want.”
I was shaking. Confused. Embarrassed. Horny. My dick was already hard in my jeans, something my dad noticed. I couldn’t think straight, but my dad smirked up a smile. He told me I didn’t have to decide tonight and quietly left. My mom smiled and said something like “I think it could be fun…”
I’ve been lying here for hours, replaying it. It feels to insane to be true. I never would have expected any of this. I don’t think I can say anything except “yes”. I just needed to write it out here because I can’t tell anyone in real life.
Has anyone else had parents initiate something like this? What the fuck do I do?