Hi! I'm the 18 year old with a first sex experience that you would have remembered from this post:
https://www.reddit.com/r/GaySex/s/K5XskR2rgk
Now, here's an update. I have moved on and has been living life much better today. I also got tested for HIV, HepaB, and Syphilis, and they were all negative. No signs of other STDs.
Recently, I also brought lube and a dildo to play, and I have to say, the lube does a great work and it is really super fun haha.
I have also been now been taking PrEP and I always have a condom in my wallet just in case. I have also found another person that is super caring and we had some really good fucking times together. He is now my fubu and I really love him. He's really gentle and caring and always thinks of what I feel when we do things.
Anyways, a huge thanks to everyone who helped me, showed their thoughts, and reminded me that I am who I am. I have the right to decide, I have the right to be free, I have the right to live this life the way I want, as free as a butterfly 🦋 ✨.
Have a nice day!