u/Adventurous-Side8031

I have 7 diagnosed mental illnesses and struggle so much all the time. I have been used and abandoned over and over again, I smoke too much weed, I isolate myself. But I am addicted to the attention and validation (good or bad) that men give me, it’s the only thing that makes me feel like I’m worth something. You can see all the scratches on my tummy that my dom gave me. I want him to be meaner. Be mean to me. And also maybe a little bit nice too.