r/TraumatizedSlutz

Why do all men always want to have me squat & stay on my toes in front of them and beat or whip me if I put my heels or knees down?🙈

u/Personal-Bake7298 — 3 hours ago

I can't stop thinking about raping men. I'm forever changed

So this sweet man slid into my dms and basically unlocked a new kink. I always kind of enjoyed watching men suffer. There's something really funny about a guy being desperate and afraid. But I felt bad for enjoying it so I'd always try to be nice and helpful.

This wonderful man let me know there are men out there who actually want to be laughed at and tortured for an uninterested woman's entertainment. Go figure.

It's just so exciting how easily you can force pleasure onto men. Having such a vulnerable body with all your squishy sex organs right there on display. The hormones make yall so sensitive to touch and stimulation. Making you all swollen and uncomfortable just from certain words, from certain clothes. You can't even help it. I won't help. But I can punish you for it.

I'm daydreaming about how many times I can force a man to cum before he's crying and sore. How I could train his ass into taking larger and larger items. I'm imagining all the different noises I can force out of him as he's violated. I'm thinking of how I can go through his phone and get his friends' numbers. Threatening to send them pictures of him with a toothbrush in his ass. (God I fucking love object insertion. Its humiliating to get raped with a toy. Its dehumanizing to get raped with an object <3) Just so I can get him to submit more and more for further torture.

And the hottest part? No one will ever fucking believe him. Because... ya know... "women don't rape" :) Clearly if it happened, it's because he wanted it right?

I want to show men their full potential as victims. And I know, deep down, they want it too. <3

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u/Key-Acanthisitta6209 — 9 hours ago

i want to be groomed, raped, and abused into the perfect victim for you

i want to be broken. i want to be stripped down to nothing but a toy for you to use. i fantasize about being beaten into submission, and i crave the violence of being raped over and over, held down and forced to take every inch while i beg and cry and eventually stop resisting because i've learned that fighting only makes you harder. i want you to groom me. mold me. take your time twisting my mind until the only thing i know how to do is please you. i want to be trained from the start, taught exactly how you like your cock sucked, how you want my holes presented, how to beg properly for your cum. ruin my life, i don't care as long as at the end i'm nothing but your perfect little fuckdoll, existing solely for your pleasure. i want you to abuse me and isolate me from everyone until i’m nothing but a living sex doll for you. the only other interaction i get is you drugging me and pimping me out to your friends. and when you're done destroying me, when i'm so ruined i can't think straight, breed me and mark me permanently as your property. use me until i'm pregnant and keep using me after, so there’s no going back, until i’m stuck being broken for you forever. i want to be your damaged, bred little sex toy.

u/nightmcther — 12 hours ago

The things I’ve done for a little bit of a man’s attention 😩

I can’t remember a time where I didn’t feel like I was meant to serve men in some way. The trauma of not getting the attention I needed has turned me into a depraved and needy slut for random perverts on the internet. I don’t have anything to hide anymore, not that I really did before but now I know if no one is gunna save me no one is gunna stop me either. I’m broookennn

u/SlipperySlit05 — 9 hours ago

21f. going to go drink with random men I don’t know

I’ll be going this weekend and I’m there just for the booze tbh. I never met them before and I’ll be the only woman there, idk if they’re looking for sex but I’ll wear something easy to take off anyway. here’s a clothed titty pic :))

u/anemicdoll — 15 hours ago

I often leave the house without a bra because I’m desperate for male attention and I want men to notice me

I figure if you can see my nipples through my shirt, they can’t ignore me, right? They can’t help but look… it’s there staring at them. And then finally my body is serving its purpose of entertaining men and I feel much happier 😊 do you think this is ok?

u/EasySection9127 — 19 hours ago

I have bpd and am addicted to male attention and validation

I have 7 diagnosed mental illnesses and struggle so much all the time. I have been used and abandoned over and over again, I smoke too much weed, I isolate myself. But I am addicted to the attention and validation (good or bad) that men give me, it’s the only thing that makes me feel like I’m worth something. You can see all the scratches on my tummy that my dom gave me. I want him to be meaner. Be mean to me. And also maybe a little bit nice too.

u/Adventurous-Side8031 — 17 hours ago

Im in desperate need to fulfill a cnc fantasy I've been having..

I really want to be even more traumatized than I already am. Im into rape play and cnc and I guess being a victim.

Im a good girl really! I work as a nanny, I bake, cook, read books, sew, and clean. I do the most for a man to satisfy and pleasure him even if its not about sex, but when it is... I'll tease and flirt and act innocent as if I didnt know what I was doing for him. For him to be fueled with lust until he can't take it anymore and attacks me when I least expect it. Telling me I've been begging for it and that I want it. I'll deny it still, I have no idea what your talking about!!

I want to trapped, captured almost. Take me away from my average life so I can serve you in all the ways a man wants and should be served. Id be honored, im so happy you chose me.. so you think im pretty? Do you like my curves? Am i enough? Why did you choose me? Thank you for choosing me!

Tell me what you like about me while you rape me. That i deserve and that im doing a good job. Soothe me while you violate my body as I tremble and whimper. Be rough and gentle at the same time! Mo matter how hard i cry or shake or how much I tell you no or to stop, it doesn't matter! Your in control ♡ I owe you for taking me and letting me live the life I deserve just for your selfish perverted desires. They're mine too. I'll develop stockholm syndrome and be fully devoted to you. Id be nothing without you. I love you and I need you.

This is kinda the fantasy I have going on rn lol im just so male centered and desperate for dick hehe and a connection in which I either genuinely like you and will do "innocent things" to you only for you to take me away and keep me to yourself forever OR for you to take me suddenly like kidnapping almost and yeah do the same just make me yours hehe! Mwah ♡♡♡

u/supa_anais — 17 hours ago
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Tell me what you would do to this pathetic piece of meat?

My whole life I was taught one thing above all else. My body only exists to be a man’s fuck meat. I truly believe this and so here I am, putting myself out there so that my body may be used for man’s pleasure, and then cast aside till the next man comes along. So tell me how you would use me and what I can do to pleasure you!

u/The_Red_Wake___ — 22 hours ago
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reducing myself into porn for big random men online

ive realized this is all i am and all i can ever dream of becoming. the only thing that matters in life is getting cocks hard so they can jerk off and cum while looking at my exposed holes online. it makes me feel so happy, wet, and horny 💕

u/pink_raspberry_30 — 1 day ago

using my new sex machine to train my throat so i'll b an even better toy to use!! &lt;3

(apologies for the blurry pic, it's a screenshot from a video since i can't post the vid here <3)

the first thing i did when i got this new machine was get on my knees and fuck my throat with it, slowly turning it up and up until i got to the highest setting, getting it nice n wet to ruin my cunt with. i lovee the feeling of my throat being used, n now i can have that n show that off whenever i want!! it makes me absolutely soaked to be a brainless abuse doll like this :3

u/macaronmutt — 1 day ago
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22F: So much rape trauma i just want to make it worse

Ever since I was a child I’ve had fantasies about being kidnapped or tied up by a man who just needed me. Not necessarily sexual at first but after my assaults it became wired that way. Ended up making a whole alter (me) due to it (we have DID)

I wanted a man to do whatever he could to take away my power, responsibility, even consciousness. I’ve always been enticed by state changes. Hypnotism, intoxication, sleep

I love the idea of a soft rape due to this

u/Cool-Monitor-4328 — 24 hours ago

doomer trauma slut vents via jackoff material for weird pervs

i feel so trapped by the cycles of violence in my life and my student debt and misogyny and ableism and american politics and my upbringing and the flashbacks i get when i try to go in public and my learned helplessness and my defeatist mentality and my hardwired instinct to give you what you want and my track record of failure after failure to ascend the abuse i’ve experienced and be anything more someone else’s victim

and its just like ? whats the fucking difference? trapped is trapped is trapped

at least things would be a lot more straightforward with a too-tight collar around my neck. i won’t be constantly saying stupid shit if i have a gag in my mouth. in my current ecosystem, trying to survive under capitalism without pushing myself to my own death in the process feels like a type of predicament bondage. so bring out the nipple clamps and the crotch rope and uncaring vibrators and mechanized dildos and anal hook and whatever else you have up your sleeve to keep me teetering back and forth on my tiptoes, unable to find substantial relief from any source of pain or unwanted pleasure, wincing and whining with my wetness dripping down my thighs, eventually puddling underneath me. 

maybe i write and post this shit for you because if you cum to my trauma and all of my crying and my fuck-up-ness, at least something good comes out of it. your libido has the power to give me any kind of meaning or worth. i should be thanking you for using me to get off. thank you

whenever i try to have normal, consensual, vanilla, healthy-ish sex, i spend the entire ordeal trying to keep myself from thinking about the times i was raped, basically ensuring that rape is all i can think about. at least i don’t have to pretend to be normal when you have one palm clasped around my whiny mouth while your other hand is stretching out my sore cunt. i don’t have to pretend that sex doesn’t make me feel sick. i don’t have to hide the fact that it makes me terrified whenever someone is attracted to me. you love and accept me for who i am when you rape me. when you force my legs apart and tie them down at the joints to ensure i can’t close them, you’re giving me the opportunity to exist as i truly am. i am my truest self when i’m blubbering and helpless and uselessly squirming as someone better than me takes what they want from me. i’ll probably never like it but i quickly get used to it. i trade my dignity and autonomy for belonging and purpose. you frequently remind me that it could be much worse.

i’ll pretend to hate you when you give me exactly what i’m asking for, but i won’t try to leave. when you corner me in a parking lot with a chloroform soaked rag, you’ll undress my limp body and find that my twenty seconds of struggling against you was more than enough to leave my pussy puffy and completely soaked. you haven’t even touched me sexually yet. my body just knows what its good for. and once i’m broken in and accept my place as your stupid little rapedoll, i’ll thank you for saving me from my miserable life of trying to be a real person.

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u/IndividualRespond378 — 23 hours ago
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finally got a few toys again to train myself…

ex threw them away years ago, finally got 2 plugs, a metal and silicone, and 2 dildos, a 6 and 8 inch. now what?

u/Then_Sea8892 — 1 day ago