u/macaronmutt — tumbrall

rant abt being a braindead slut :3

i feel so empty,,men keep lying to me, pretending to care abt me to gain my trust n then abandoning me when i've served my purpose. it's getting harder n harder to trust each man that comes after the next, my heart being ripped out over n over again,,it makes me feel so worthless, but it also pushes me to debase myself more n more,,i just wanna b the perfect braindead whore, i want a father figure to control me n do all my thinking for me. every time i can tell a man i chose to trust, even though i've been hurt so many times before, is pulling away/losing interest, it hurts so much but it's just motivation for me to be even sluttier for the next man,,

u/macaronmutt — 3 hours ago

▲ 92 r/traumatizedsluts2

a guy from here added my discord n used me just to get off, then unadded me,,,why does it turn me on so much??

i'm so fucked,,i think i'm genuinely at the point of no return w being a dumb traumaslut. i get taken advantage of n used as porn, which should hurt my feelings, but all it does is make my cunt soaked!! what's wrong with me :(

u/macaronmutt — 7 days ago

▲ 62 r/traumatizedsluts2

when i was freshly 18 and still in highschool, my foster parent kicked me out, and i ended up moving in with a 35yo man i had met on tinder n was secretly seeing at the time. i have BPD and he definitely took advantage of that, manipulating me n keeping me on an emotional/mental leash. he somehow turned him cheating on me into me being drugged n having threesomes with him n the other woman. he'd make me smoke a bunch of weed and take acid, n when i was high him and another woman his age would take advantage of me.

i remember it in bits and pieces, one of my favorite memories is me panicking, sitting in between them on the couch while they reached under my clothes and groped my tits n thighs. their favorite position was shoving my face into her cunt, making me please her while he fucked me from behind. they'd tease me in public a lot too, making me wear skirts/dresses without panties underneath n dropping things on purpose to make me bend over...

i miss being taken advantage of by an older couple,,i had just turned 18 n i was being filled w psychadelics n used like a toy, n it's some of my favorite memories!! i hated him for so long until recently,,i love how he made me worse <3

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u/macaronmutt — 17 days ago