Trying to taper in an incredibly abusive situation
I have been having a nightmare of a time trying to taper, my nervous system has been in complete overdrive and I've been feeling like I'm gonna have a heart attack. And instead of being in a loving and supportive environment, I'm dealing with an incredible amount of emotional abuse. From both my daughter and my long term boyfriend. They are both treating me like absolute trash right now. Yelling and screaming at me, calling me a druggie, all kinds of shit. I can't live like this. :( I'm starting to feel really really bad mentally. I am about to start a new medication and I don't want to be alone but they refuse to be here with me and they're screaming at me for even asking. It's a fucking nightmare. God I hate my fucking life so much, I'd be better off dead.