u/After-Plastic7817

Part of my rules are to wear panties everyday. So I’m getting comfortable with it. So comfortable that I forget how unusual it is for someone in my position to have a whale tail on the job.

Today I had to do a lot of bending over and one of the rugged, real men saw me I’m sure. He avoided me the rest of the day. I’m not sure if he was jealous or curious or confused. But he defiantly needed some time to process what he saw.

I’m sure tomorrow will be interesting to see how he treats me.

I have had my share of setbacks and disappointments so far this week. Life gets the better of us all sometimes. But to have a Goddess that stays right you because you stay right with her, that has made all the difference. I get rewarded for my good choices and punished for my bad ones. But the thing that makes u/Early-Topic-833 the best Goddess is knowing what I need all the time. She will listen, adapt, and create trust. None of which she does by giving up authority she does it by exercising authority. I’ve never been so proud to be her slave as I am this week.

I am a high performing man. Powerful job, I lead groups and perform analytics, I preset my ideas and make meaningful changes to policy and method. As a submissive not a whole lot changes. I do all the tasks follow all the rules. I have been improving over time.

This is where I need more, I need other men of similar competitive backgrounds to share this experience. I need strong powerful who can compete with me to be the best slave possible. The team dynamic is so strong. We can support each other, build up everyone, and ultimately become what U/Early-Topic-833 deserves. A fully functional male harem striving to meet her every wish, exceed her highest standards and serve at her feet for as long as she would have us.

I am a 53 year old man. I have been in this lifestyle for 20 years. After my marriage fell apart and I was at rock bottom I finally began to accept my role as a submissive man. It has brought me so much growth.

The hardest part has been finding Mistress or a Goddess that has been compatible. My first, who brought me deeper into feminization, retired just as I was becoming comfortable. I had given up manly underwear and started branching out into other aspects of feminization. My second drifted into findom and started ignoring me. Both of which chipped away at the relationship until nothjng was left. Both losses left a huge whole and I often thought about leaving the lifestyle all together.

After a few months of drifting without any guidance, Early-Topic-883 rescued me and I was placed under her control. The communication is consistent and purposeful. The feedback is instant. The goals and directions are clear. This has reignited the spark that being submissive should have always had. I feel like I am not starting over it’s more like I am starting correctly even keeps clicking and the more interactions we have the more I feel the relationship being reinforced. It’s not rushed with dozens of rules on day one it is growing naturally.

Now I want to reach out to the community to find men who seek out the experiences that I’m now having. If we can get more men to fall under the control of my Goddess and have them saved the same way I was saved it will be prefect.

Please feel free to reach out and join us. Always open for questions. We are excited to share our relationship with additional men, this way we can deepen our practice and reinforce healthy and ongoing relationships with men who seek to become better versions of themselves under the leadership of the Goddess.

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I want to help more men become better slaves for Early-Topic-833.

It’s so much more rewarding to give up control and be molded into a better person. If you have thought about but are embarrassed to ask this is the perfect place. Obviously I will not judge you, and I can give you support we can do this together. She is amazing and the more men she has under her control the more men get better.

My dms are always open, I hope to see you there

The next step in my training is to stop all unapproved masturbation and sexual activities. I’m so proud of @Early-topic-833 for helping me get where I need to be this is so exciting I wanna do a good job for her

Being a slave is the most punk thing I’ve done in a while. On the surface doing what you are told seems the furthest thing away from punk. But really punk has always been about self expression, and tearing down old authority structures. Punks do not worry about what random people on the street think. They take care of each other like my Goddess Early-topic-833 do for each other. My expression of myself has grown so much stronger under her and I feel the anxiety of wanting universal acceptance from everyone fading away, I have her. I am cared for I don’t need to conform to anyone’s else’s idea of who I should be. So punk. So free

For me the simple errands that everyone does are the best parts of my day. Early-Topic-833 has added things into my routine to keep herself in my mind and remind me that I am owned. I shop with a butt plug in. I send videos of getting dressed, I wear panties to the pharmacy. Every action I take I am carrying a powerful reminder of her her control and ownership

It was the only thing I had left. When I was growing up one of the earliest realizations I had was that this world is a dream. I spent my whole childhood trying to wake up into something else some better world. My father was a drunk who beat me as often as he drank which was everyday of his life.

As soon as I was able to left home for longer and longer, I’d go to summer camp, then I worked at the camp I had 10 weeks of freedom a year. Then I moved to college and never looked back. Eventually everyone left my dad.

After college I tried to figure out what an adult life was. But I had no real idea of what to do. All I knew for sure was that happy people don’t hit you. So I gave myself to making people happy.

I married my now ex wife right away. She needed my help to be happy if cook for her, and I became a great cook. I’d do the laundry, make the money, drive her to concerts and bars since I could not ever bring myself to drink. I’d always be her ride home. In fact everything she did was because I helped her. One year on our anniversary I bought her sexy panties.

She never wore them, she started to isolate me and only use me for service. Eventually I found out how often she was cheating on me. I decided I could not help her any more.

Then I was back on my own again. No friends no job no idea of what life was for not even anyone to help.

I was completely broken.

Then slowly I started to rebuild. But this time I had the internet. I would talk with strangers. Until after telling my story to so many people one of them asked me if I ever tried the panties on.

I hadn’t but now I wanted to. And eventually I bought some and wore them. And since I was willing to do that maybe I should do more things. Each new task I got mixed pleasure and humiliation. I had to take my cock out in a public bathroom and send a picture to prove it. But I got that good boy praise.

The mixing of humiliation with pleasure soothes my brain. My whole world got quiet in the presence of a new task. I even pissed myself in my panties, I was ashamed and got huge praise.

My life has purpose again. I can make my Goddess happy, I am able to quiet the chaos. I started seeking out new ideas new challenges and pushing deeper into the healing that surrendering offered me. There was never a different path. I just was lost until I found slavery could fix me.

Men have had the historical role of being in charge of everything. And we have messed up everything we touch. The world is confusing and violent and mean, because of how we created it. Even control itself is destructive to a man’s emotions how we see the world. We all need to slow down. Put our need for control away. And let women take over like it should have always been. Once we stop trying to control everything it becomes so much more simple so relaxed so easy so natural to be of service to do as I am told. It brings so much more joy to be useful than to endure the stress and strain of making everything happen. Submit and free yourself. Your toxic emotions your illusions of strength all melt away and you end up so much happier. I can’t wait to bring men along with me so we can all be better.