u/AirArtistic5825

So I've been into BBC and trans and blacked and BNWO and sissy / feminization stuff for a while. Like years. Always insisting its just a phase, Im just too horny, I just need some pussy. But after multiple purges and partners, these urges have not gona away, and I'm getting too tired to fight them. It's becoming an addiction....actually, I think its been one for some time and im just now coming to terms with it. I want to experiment, but I have a gf. I plan on starring to come out to her, but idk where to begin or even what the end goal is. Has anyone been in any situation like this before? Any advice would be appreciated.