u/Alarmed_Ad_68

Hey,
I’m in a somewhat healthy 6 month relationship. My gf isn’t overweight nor a feeder. I( male) am a feeder and a feeder. Because I don’t wanna hurt her feelings I didn’t attempt it and I can fairly live without it on her side. But sometimes, like every two to three months I feel the urge to like be fed or outlive this fetish.
I mask it as indulging& keep my diet etc on track so I overall lose weight.

The thing is, I love her really and I’m okay with the secrecy but on the other hand I love being fed. She know an about the kink and said that this ain’t smth for her and idk what to do. I’m also into other things so i have somewhat of a variety, but still I feel bad for wanting this.

What can i do?
Cheers