Context : I am a virgin. I'll be visiting my girlfriend next month and we have decided to do the thing this time. However I have conditioned myself to ejaculate asap especially in my teenage years due to which I have developed PE. So I decided to get a stroker mainly to reverse this conditioning, to get that 360 degree feel and maintaining the arousal level.
I am using Beyond Touch Alpha which I got on Instamart. However it is closed on one end which is creating a vacuum, thus launching me out like a cork. This is creating some intense stimulation, thus aggravating the problem. I don't think real vagina work this way.
So Men can you shed some light on this and my issue in general? I was wondering if I would make a small hole, would it solve this vacuum and intense suction problem?