u/Alarming-Okra-513

I’m a little (f21) and I have a 9 month old daughter. She lives with her father (m22) because he has a more stable and suitable environment to live, and I have struggled with alcoholism.

My Daddy (m44) is the absolute most respectful kind human I’ve ever encountered and is such an amazing friend to everyone. I’ve never felt so loved and accepted.

My life feels perfect to me, I spend time with my daughter, I work on a STRAWBERRY FARM, my daughters father and I are best friends and occasional lovers (yes my daddy knows and is okay with it) but I feel the shame people project on me.

Having a daughter it’s hard not to let those thoughts of “you’re enabling pedophilia” to kick in because my little age is 2 and I LOVE being a baby. It makes me feel happy and safe and warm and loved

My Fathers daughter, his family a lot, and RANDOM ASS people at the bar, so many people in my small country town hate me enough as it is because I divorced my daughters father, and got with an older man, and don’t have custody of my daughter. I get to see her everyday, so long as my other responsibilities like work and maintaining my home don’t get in the way. But I can’t help feel like they’re all right and I’m a terrible mother and especially because I’m a little. Which no one knows except my daddy, but my daughters father does know I like to be like a little baby kitten sometimes but he doesn’t know to the extent.

Anyways, I DONT WANNNA FEEL THIS WAY!!!

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u/Alarming-Okra-513 — 20 days ago