Continuing my report of my experience from tuesday. I feel like it might be affecting me now.
Hi, so last Tuesday I made a report of my experience since starting the curse. It's been 10 days of half daily listening.
In my last post, I said that I had to play along quite a bit because I could very well push myself over the edge. I kept true to playing along and didn't cum without permission for the whole period. However, I now feel like playing along is becoming less and less necessary, as I need to put less effort into reminding myself not to go over the edge for my hand to stop. I had a few close calls, though.
Also I was previously using both Calia's Curse and Lilith OGBB, I decided to only keep going with OGBB because the induction in Calia's Curse is too short to put me under, I feel very little effect from it.
And lastly, I'm happy because I got permission for a release on friday😋. But it was under the condition of getting that orgasm while caged and only by plaping my orbies hehe. It was hard at first as I'm very sensitive and it hurt so much, but after a while I got into the rythm and the release was intense!!