r/calscurse

I keep hoping to find posts from cursed victims telling us all how horny and desperate they are. How they are TRAPPED edging all day and never cumming. Telling us how they LOVE it, how they hate it, how it is a little of both. How they love it too much to beg to stop, or maybe they just aren't desperate enough yet to suffer the humiliation of having to BEG FOR IT.

Really I just want to hear more about how it is going for people, and maybe tease or humiliate them about it. Seems as of late there is a post every few days with someone asking for permission, but that is about it. I really want more, I want to hear about the process, the feelings, all of it.

Anyway, that is my rant thanks for reading.

please? ive been rubbing my clit for an hour now and my pussy won’t stop aching. please let me cum please

I got back from holiday on Monday (got to see the eclipse which was pretty cool) and I’ve been listening to the curse since I got back to catch up on the week I missed like a good victim.
It’s now been almost 3 weeks since I was last given permission and I need to cum again so badly! There hasn’t been an hour this week where I haven’t edged my needy cock at least once! Please can someone let me cum?

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Day 7 on Calia’s Forever Locked.

Mental only. No cage.

Zero touching. Zero edging.

Arousal and frustration are medium. Present, but completely manageable. I can go about my day without the urge turning into a crisis. The phrases repeat on their own sometimes, which is nice, but I’m not sitting here whimpering, begging strangers for permission, or writing essays about how I’ve forgotten what an orgasm feels like.

I keep reading posts from people on day 5–10 who sound like they’re about to die from horniness, claiming they can’t think, can’t function, and the curse has completely destroyed their will. Meanwhile I’m over here just… locked and functional. No dramatic breakdown. No “I never want to be free” meltdown.

So honest question for the ones who’ve actually lasted longer than a week:

Is the extreme desperation phase real for most people, or are a lot of you just roleplaying the most unhinged version of it for the sub?

Does the intensity usually climb later, or do some of us just settle into a quieter, more stable locked state?

Still haven’t touched. Still don’t plan to.

Just not interested in pretending I’m losing my mind when I’m not.

Curious what the actual long-term people think.

I love watching girls swallow semen, but I never dared to try it myself. However, I feel horny now, and I feel like if I have the permission—that I can to do self facial then swallow even if i didn't do it I am ready to do any punishment

I haven't came since yesterday and I'm so desperate after edging for an hour so far. I know it hasn't been long, but I feel compelled to humiliate myself by asking to cum. I want to edge but I want to cum at the same time. I'm so fucking horny and confused.

Can I please cum? I need to cum so badly, its driving me crazy. Please please please give me permission😣😣😣

I cant stop stroking i havent cum in 6 months im so edged i cant go out . Im this close to cancel everything and just pump m. I need this to stop please i beg you please make it stop

It's my second day and i will any humiliating tasks for the permission

I tried cals permanent chastity curse twice while drunk and high with chastity on for better results but nothing happened at all! What can I do make it work for me

It's been more than two weeks since I first got permission to cum, after I tried the file and found out that it is effective. Can I please have an orgasm?

It is really arousing to listen to the file and edge every day...

So I have been listening to the 3 files at least once a day, but this morning I woke up and my underwear was soaked and sticky, so I think I had a wet dream and possibly orgasmed in my sleep. Does this mean I screwed it up? Does this set me back to zero?

Just venting here. It's been one of those days. Argh!

I've been in denied for a month and a half now...

Please I'm constantly horny and it's getting really hard to hold back my edge

I want to cum so bad please, please, please 😭

I'm ready to do a lot of things please

I've tried so many times but I just can't get over the edge!

The "best" I managed was a kind of ruined orgasm which basically didn't even feel like anything, after I edged for hours the first day. Since then, nothing!

It's been 5 days now, I need help, I don't wanna be stuck unable to cum for ever! Please, I need it!

So, in my previous post, I explained that I had decided to listen to Orgasm Go Bye Bye, Calia’s Curse Orgasm Denial, and Forever Locked Chastity Curse Hypnosis for exactly one year, and boy, has it been fun. To start, I am constantly horny and am in agony over not being able to touch, which I love. I have no intention of stopping, and I will make it to my goal because this scratches a very good itch in my head that I don't want to go away.

Listening to all 3 has also had some interesting side effects. My brain is constantly thinking of the multiple layers, such as wanting to edge but being unable to touch, which is torturous in a great way. Plus, whenever I even slightly think of orgasm, I have three different forms of denial to make sure that doesn't happen hehe.

It might just be my horny brain, but after all of this, I want more and have gained a nasty habit of looking for more curses to either aid in my denial or make it worse. If any of you think I should try, I am willing to look into it, but for the first week it will only be the 3; then, after a week or maybe two, I will add more.

Overall, I think I am enjoying this a bit too much, but it's not even been a week, so we will see.

Non-related topic to the curses:
>!All of this has also made me want to get back into Dronification. Be a good little Drone, unable to orgasm lol!<

Edit: Last post had a spelling mistake in the title.

It's been 8 days since my last orgasm, and I really, really want to cum. I'm feeling so desperate at the moment, can someone please just give me permission? That would be so appreciated

I’m asking again because I’m desperate. Let me cum, please, I beg! I just edged and got so close that I thought I wasn’t going to be able to hold back

Can I buy my permission, earn it, or bet for it?

Even a ruined orgasm would be fine just… something please....

WOW I was not expecting CCP OGBB to that effective. I may be in trouble lol

Hi, so last Tuesday I made a report of my experience since starting the curse. It's been 10 days of half daily listening.

In my last post, I said that I had to play along quite a bit because I could very well push myself over the edge. I kept true to playing along and didn't cum without permission for the whole period. However, I now feel like playing along is becoming less and less necessary, as I need to put less effort into reminding myself not to go over the edge for my hand to stop. I had a few close calls, though.

Also I was previously using both Calia's Curse and Lilith OGBB, I decided to only keep going with OGBB because the induction in Calia's Curse is too short to put me under, I feel very little effect from it.

And lastly, I'm happy because I got permission for a release on friday😋. But it was under the condition of getting that orgasm while caged and only by plaping my orbies hehe. It was hard at first as I'm very sensitive and it hurt so much, but after a while I got into the rythm and the release was intense!!