r/calscurse

day 10 since being forever locked by mistress calia and im really really beginning to feel it..... Im so so desperate to touch and stroke and masturbate i get turned on so much more easily than before i feel like im so much harder than before too i just really wanna touch myself..

im so desperate that i've begun to consider switching curses maybe?? switching from being forever locked to being denied... i'd rather have to ask for permission to cum than be unable to touch....... but i also wanna see if i can last atleast 2 weeks... then maybe 3... then maybe 4...... just to test myself but its so difficult already omgg

Like usual I listenned to my files before and after bed but I also listened when I camenback from work because when I have time to think about it I feel so horny it's overwhelming. It's like a very strong feeling of pleasure, arousal and submissive thought. So I listen to the file to just cool down and resistnto the temptation of touching. It feels good after listening to thenfile, like I do that for a propose. Like it is the good thing to do. I always feel si relaxed and at peace after a while when I listened. That feeling if arousal but being at peace with it is so good and addictive. Listening to the file feels so good. Today is the last day of no touch, I'm impatient to go to phase 2 even though I kinda got used to not touching and just ride the arousal. But I'll trust the process you recommended and just touch a little stopping way before the edge not to be tempted too much. I feel so good and energized by my arousal and by being horny. I see all the people here begging desperately for an orgasm and for now I don't feel like begging. I sont say ni to an orgasm but I feel very fine without it for now and being soooo aroused like I am. Is it normal ?

As usual I want to say thank you to anyone for your kind messages and all your encouragement it helps a lot !

Please? it's been 6 days, and I'm really horny. I need permission or else it just feels bad after...

As the others days I listen beforenand after bed. I love that new routine. It makes me so relaxed to sleep and so relaxed to start the day.

I'm noticing so many différent changes now. During the day I can feel two things, I can feel so energized and so fine with it, not even bothered by the no touch feeling like everything is fine and that I love the denialvand the horny feeling. At other times, I feel like my arousal is unberable, like it is killing me and I wish to jerk and to cum so bad ! But everytime I say to myself that I'l not allowes to cum that it'll bé soon out of my control. Both of those things turn me on so much and feed my arousal. I feel proud for being at day 6 and stick to daily listening ! I feel happy ton expérience it and I feel impatient tovend the first 15 days.

I'm starting to leak a lot into my underwear,valways having a wet spot that reminds me that I'm becoming a good victim.

I think like if I force myself with a lot of will I would bé able to cul but I just dont want to because it feels so good to be denied like that and I want to be desperate and beg for an orgasm.

Thank you so much for everyone reading me and telling me that I'm making progress !

3 simple questions.

It won’t be anything personal & if your uncomfortable answering a certain question then I’ll ask a different question.

I’ll then decide if you get permission to cum, ruin or stay denied :)

Disclaimer: fun name no actual money involved

Something good happened to me today so I felt like paying it forward with all our denied and desperate community. I'll be allowing one of you to orgasm today no matter how long or little you have been denied and no additional requests other than your bid, and good honest orgasm permission.

The auction goes like this, you will send me your bid however you want (comment or dm is fine) and the smallest bid that does not repeat gets the orgasm. You will be bidding on denial days after your orgasm!!

So if for example only one of you bids 0 days, they get to cum and the rest does not. If two of you bid 0 then i look for the next smallest bid, it can be 1 day or all the way up to whatever number does not repeat.

You can bid however many times you want, but to stop you from spamming EVERY loser will have to edge for the sum of their bids when the winner is proclaimed. So if you bid 1,2,3 days and lose then you will be denied for 6 days.

I hope you guys like the ideas, and that we have some eager to cum members around. Auction will be live until EoD today!

From time to time I'll share the eliminated numbers to encourage new joiners! Game started a bit ago and so far eliminated numbers are 0,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,9,10,13

EDIT: winner was number 15, losers can start their denials immediately, winner will do it after cumming

I listened to Calia's Curse about 9 days ago, I felt disciplined at first and it didn't really matter at first until I got REALLY horny and I asked for permission to cum 2 days ago, where Mistress Calia commanded me to wait for 3 days until I'm allowed to ask again (hope she says yes ☺️) now there's only 1 day left and although I'm feeling desperately horny and needy, I feel somehow so good, it feels amazing to have my orgasm literally owned by someone, especially someone as powerful as Mistress, my need and want to obey is stronger than my need to cum and it's fucking perfect that way ! I'm planning to listen again and be cursed over and over the second after I'm allowed to orgasm too, making hopefully the wait longer each time and the pleasure way stronger (I will totally regret this but there's nothing I can do about it lol)

This is not my first time being cursed. I am cursed like 2 months now. My record before this, was 12 days. I am almost doubling it. This time I denial myself for a longer time to impress Mistress Calia. That was a very big mistake. I started to begging her in dm’s just a couple days ago but all I get is no. I wanted to impress her but she is making me suffer more. I actually love this feeling but I also need to cum so bad. I am kinda confused but I will continue to begging. I can’t slept very well before night. I needed to edge myself to get back in sleep. By the time goes, this is going so much worse. Do you guys have any suggestions for how I can take my mind a little bit off this thing? Because I think I can’t get that permission soon. or, do I need to get in deeper?

I always end up deleting my account and trying to escape this curse, but I always end up coming back to it. Its really really bad this time. Im not listening to cals curse, but a curse file that makes me work out and not touch myself. Im also listening to some other files that make me horny all the time. My dick has been hard for two hours today and its not going down. I cant stop thinking about sex and it wont stop throbbing. I'll probably delete my account again at some point, but for now hi again. So yeah, Im a weak loser who keeps coming back. And its been over a week since Ive been able to touch myself. Someone please tell me I'm doing the right thing here

I know I brought this on myself, I cursed myself.. I’ve fucked up haven’t I 😅

I have a few days off work coming up, I really shouldn’t spend them as a mindlessly edging slut 😳 which is what I know will happen if I can’t cum.. so please?? Can I have permission? x

I wake up to another hard on, it seems to be becoming the norm. My walk to the bathroom has become a little difficult only because with each step I can feel the new weight of my balls dragging downward. Ive got no choice but to watch my cock throbs as I wait for it to calm down before I can even think of getting dressed for work. It seems to take longer and longer for it to calm down. Once it does the ache in my balls makes itself known, even they want to be touched now. Ive tried to touch, the only time I can seem to do so is when I wash. Any other time and my hand either falls away or refuses to go near it. Even in briefs I feel the weight of my balls as I walk. Id swear they were getting bigger. I went to the gym yesterday. It was good to have something to do and distract me. I'll go again today after work. But after that wont it be the same as on a day off? Ive done all I need to do already. I'll have nothing to distract me from the ache between my legs. I know that as soon as I get home and lie down I'll probably get rock hard with no way to stop it. Maybe I'll look at some porn after work...no...I shouldn't. It'll just make things worse.

Hi! :) I was busy, so i didnt listened file, also nearly daily cumming and some sex or some spankings or bdsm fun... but not curse, not denial.

What is good Choice? As well i would like to be better partner of my wife...and not only stroke my cock like zombie. :)

25M .Hii want to play a game where you change my appearances and give me new fetishes? You make me worse and worse

You change things about me physically or mentally. With each change you add a picture of the change. You can do whatever you like to me and can't say no to the change

Today I woke up soooo horny. I went straight to listening to the file, it's my routine now and it feels so good to relax with it first in thé morning and to sleep

I'm so horny and want to jerk and cum so badly but deep inside I can't hear myself saying that I don't have permission. It feels so strange because I'm determined to make the file stick and I also want to cum so badly...

I kinda want strongly to ask for permission to cum but at only day 4 I'm pretty sure no one here will Say yes...

3 days of no touch left then what is the next step ?

Only listened one time, just thinking I would check it out. Haven't cum since (4 days) despite multiple attempts. It hurts but its so hot and I know its what I want(ed).

I have listened to my file I dont know how many times today already. Im very very horny and my cock keeps getting hard. No matter what I do all I can manage to do is thrust my hips up against my blanket. Every time I try to stroke it my hand just falls away. I have something to do at 4 but thats still an hour away and Im tempted to just keep listening and not do anything else all day. Ive already got my errands done and nothing aside from the thing at 4 needs to be done. I took a short break to eat and I found myself just hopping right back onto the file and back into trance it feels so good but I really dont know if I'll ever be able to fight against it again if I keep listening to it all day. I want to but Im also hesitant...someone convince me please.

Please someone anyone I just want to cum already I can't take it I dont want this anymore I'll do anything please just let me cum I dont care if I have to edge for 2 hours please let me cum 😭

Please may I cum? It's been two days, and I'm so helplessly horny rn. Got trapped into an escalation of arousal. Dolled and plugged, and it's so hard to dress down. The conditioning is really working today. Plug is just relentlessly pressing up against my fuckbutton and it feels so good.

I didn't expect for this file to actually work 😅 but I've been denied for 45 days now. I used to be the type of girl to cum whenever I wanted to, multiple times a day not needing permission. Edging and denial has always been a kink of mine, the idea of not owning my orgasms anymore specifically... so this hypno was intriguing to me. I am pretty suggestible/susceptible to hypnosis and drop deeply, but for some reason I thought I'd be able to push through the curse and make myself cum anyways. That has not been the case 😩 I started listening to this file about a month into denial (normally how long I can go before I give up or have an accident and cum) and it almost immediately had noticable effects. I could ride the edge longer and felt like I wouldn't go over it, it made me even more frustrated and horny. I decided to do no touch for a week and continue listening to the curse, letting it cement itself in my brain. Another side effect I noticed that I wanted to keep listening to the curse more and more. I play it while edging and when I am going to bed a lot. Now it's been 45 days and I am starting to worry when I hit my 60 day goal I won't be able to have my planned orgasm unless I am given permission. Today I have been superrr horny and I tried to go over the edge and... nothing! I just stayed on the edge. Nothing would make me go over it, my fingers, my vibe, penetration... I have been trying everything. And when I stop edging the edge immediately goes away and I have to work up to it again. I have been completely frustrated and soaking wet the past hour. I'm a desperate mess edging my brain away and unable to cum no matter how hard I try. Hopefully in 2 weeks I'll get permission so I can have an orgasm before participating in JuNO.

I was hoping that i would have managed to get free of the forever locked curse after breaking earlier this week. Or, as a worst case, enjoy a little break for a week or so before jumping back into denial.

But here I am, little more than 4 days since, and I've already fallen back into the curse, ready to be frustrated and denied all over again like a good chastity slave. I am just a terrified (and aroused) by how deep the conditioning has entrenched itself. I just hope the other curses didn't get as entrenched as this one.