u/my-dark-au

I am loving the idea of other people sending me audio recs (A4F) for me to listen to this evening. (just the thought is turning me on)

This is not a search for a tist.

File must be well tagged.

Can be any hypno genre as I will read the tags to consent to any individual file.

I love being controlled! And I love seeing that control through participation files.

Body affects, being empty and brainless, light humiliation, degradation, praise, edging/pleasure play, constraints, roleplay

I'm at your will this evening, be nice (or don't)

I can cum but it doesn't feel as good as normal.

And I need permission to cum (so far they don't have to know about the curse)

I've tried masturbating without an audio but it just wont work. For some reason I can't get there. So I guess this file is the answer. Because the second I picture (again, I don't think it fully worked YET) someone commanding me and ordering me to cum, then I can finally finish.

I'm scared if I listen again I'll be here begging like all the other subs on this thread and get denied over and over.

But also I'm so compelled to listen again. So curious to see how far it can go. Weirdly jealous over the people who have been edging and begging for days. Just the tiniest flicker of arousal at the idea of putting the don't let me cum tag for this community.

I need someone to beg me to leave while I still can 😭 (or don't)

I love being controlled. It's my favorite thing. When triggers are not only implanted, but then used.

Lately I've really liked the idea of being given a trigger that I can then tell other tists about to use on me. Especially if I don't remember giving it to them or it being implanted.

I also love the idea of tists fighting for my control or CNC being dropped, but let's start small.

I want to be your toy :)

DMs open, please be respectful, tell me a little why you think we would be a good match

I (24F) let a stranger on the discord hypnotize me and it was the hottest thing on the planet. Something about it being someone I don't know makes it so much hotter. But I feel like this sort of CNC is kind of taboo in my circles. So I'm sharing it with you instead.

It wasn't even anything crazy. Just texting conversationally as I dropped. Them guiding me through it.

But I'm so turned on still.

Something about being a woman and having that extra risk associated with it. It should make me question it, but I can't help it, it feels so good.

I often see people posting about their awesome in person sessions, but I don't usually see people talking about this aspect.

Even through the screen, that live response just makes me fall so much deeper.

Okay, sorry if this is unorganized, I think I'm still a little gone. Thanks for letting me share :)

I love this kink, because what do you mean a stranger just put me under and used that power to force me to clean my room.

It was so hot and now I also have a clean room!