u/Alert_Elk635

Growing up I thought about fucking my mother while sniffing her dirty underwear for years I would rummage the hamper looking for my moms worn underwear then one day I was in a dirty book store and found rush poppers one sniff and I was hooked now it's like an addiction fantasizing about my mom while in a euphoric state but when I orgasm it's so intense for that 30 seconds It feels like im on cloud 9 has anyone ever had similar experiences

I'm 48 years old i have had a thing for my mom for many decades over the years i got to see my mom naked mostly accidents but my mom never saw my cock to my knowledge i airways wanted her to see what she did to me then one night I remember staying at my parents house visiting before I moved back in permanently my mom was very watching TV in the guest room alone i walked in my old room pulled my underwear off slipped on a pair of shorts with a slit that a button for a zipper and walked in to say goodnight to my mom i sit on the bed for a minute and when my mom wasn't looking I unbuttoned my shorts and sit back my bare cock exposed i was extremely nervous but my started to grow my mom gasped upon glancing at me noticing my semi erect cock growing leaking precum until fully hard standing in honor of the woman that I desire the most my mom she had this black thousand years stare on her face it was one of unbelief she mumbled she was tired but remained still staring at the wall i wanted to tell her how I felt about her but I didn't say a word then suddenly she told to i should get some sleep so like always I went to hamper grabbed a pair of her dirty underwear and blew a load of cum right in the crotch the few days my mom didn't tell much i don't think she told my dad but she was distant then one evening she was doing laundry we were all alone i walked in the laundry room helping her fold clothes she was acting normal and that feeling of desire i have for my mom came over me very strong so I loosened my belt letting my pants hit the floor she went in the dryer for the cloths I turned my hips when she came out my cock grazed her lips she turned turned looking at the wall folding cloths and said son being your cloths to room please I wish I wound have something but I didn't. My mom is 67 years old she's a widow I'm almost 49 I have many regrets with my mom but showing her my Dick is not one. If I ever get to fuck my mom or not I'm still and will always be in love with her