To start off this isn't something entirely sexual. So if sexual aspects of a dynamic are central to you, this post isn't for you.
I've always been the one to make people feel things. Naturally I'm very dominant and excellent at reading people. I'm very attentive and like to make things easier for the people around me, as well as taking care of them.
I love doing all of these things for the people in my life. And don't get me wrong - I've felt I was taken care of, attended to, and loved by people before. Still do and I'm forever grateful for that. Love is something to be grateful for. But I'm not looking for love on here. I want to feel what other people feel when I look into their eyes and say things they would never imagine hearing from me. Usually it's quite fun, first the puzzled look and then the change of tone in their voices. I like how miserable they get. It's cute. But I don't think I've ever felt the same way in my life, or if that's even possible for me. Maybe you can show me if it is?
I'm very rational and collected so I won't fold easily. I know most people don't, either, so I would like to take some time to get to know you for this to work. I want something really intimate. I want to be able to talk about anything with you and trust you, and receive that same trust back. I want to really know you. I want to admire you. Though I won't, of course, let any of that admiration show.
To sum it up I think I just want to lose. Obsess over someone. Have them in my dreams.
What's in it for you? Well, maybe a challenge, but I'm almost certain you'll lose. After all, how can you be different from all these people that thought they could do it?