Addicted to Ai Generation and I want to stop
I've always been into humiliation/submission kinks and usually I have people that I can safely explore my kinks, but for some personal reasons, I haven't met up with any doms/subs in a while. Out of boredom and horniness, I got curious about Grok and tried to generate images using my own pictures.
I cannot fully generate NSFW content but there are ways for me to go around and generate near NSFW images. Regardless, my kinks are more about humiliation so I can get turned on enough without the images getting sexually explicit. Every day for the past few weeks, I would generate images of myself--until the account reaches to the limit--in embarrassing situations, like being almost naked in public, being in a humiliating pose and so on, and I started including group photos with me in, making myself the only one who's almost naked like CMNM kind of stuff.
I started to feel guilty because I'm not sure how secure any of these AI models are, especially Grok. Also because my friends are in some of the photos I use. Of course, I don't share, save nor post them anywhere, but the fact that I'm jerking off to those images, every post nut clarity hits me like a truck.
At least for the past few days, I've slowed down but I also haven't fully moved on.
I guess I just want to get this off my chest, see if anyone else use Ai for the same reason.
(For added context, I'm a professional illustrator and as much as I'm not fully against Ai, I've never used Ai for my work--which also adds another layer of guilt in doing this)
TL:DR; I use Ai to generate embarrassing pictures of myself to jerk off and I feel guilty.