Hard to escape
M21 as the title says it is hard to escape this fetish and I wonder if it is the same for you guys, a little background to maks things more clear. Ive lost 20 kilograms due to being overwhelmed with all my weight that was pinning me down to some it may sound hot to me back then it wasnt. So I'm currently sitting at 120kgs so I was thinking, recently I've checked my weight and it turns out I'm 10kgs heavier making me acutally weight more than I expected and that's when things start to look intresting because I enjoy it more than I should. Now I wonder if I should be pround or ashamed because at one hand I love it truly gaining and enjoying myself at other I question myself if I should be doing it. I'm thinking about comming back to it just a bit because it is hard to turn my head away from it.