u/Any-Way-2483

I’m married to a beautiful woman. But I have recently succumbed to this overwhelming attraction to men. I am still very attracted to my wife however. She’s gorgeous. And I love having sex with her. Where I’m getting tripped up is I don’t see other women as something to desire sexually, but I do with men. Also, I long to be held and filled by a man and I am borderline obsessed with the notion of giving a man head. I have had sex with a couple men in my life many years ago so I’m not stranger to it. I hid this part of me for all my life and recently came out to my wife about it. She actually loves it and we are talking about exploring several options for sex, like strap ons and perhaps bringing a second man in if that works out. But sex aside, I feel a desire to be held and kissed and loved by a strong man. I am just wondering what this is. I’m still in a bit of confusion clearly. I am trying to fully embrace this part of myself, but I am just curious whether I am full blown gay or if me being attracted to my wife makes me bi? I’m rambling at this point…but any help would be great. Thanks guys