u/Apprehensive_Hat6748

I’ve always been into cbt/ballbusting but making it my daily activity really rewired my brain. Every time I get horny, I immediately think of smacking my balls instead of touching my nub as I used to. The combination of pain and pleasure, as well as humiliation of it turns me on so much that I can't resist it. The idea of knowingly destroying my white little orbs makes me wanna beat them harder and harder, breaking new barriers each time.

I often think about massive black balls full of testosterone and potent seed, made for fucking and breeding as I plap my useless testicles. It brings another level of humiliation and acceptance, knowing that I don't deserve to reproduce and make sure my white balls are sterile. The idea of losing them completely also crosses my mind very often, which gives me even more inspiration to keep going.

It also turns me on that testicles are considered the main attribute of masculinity and real men keep them safe and protected at all cost, while I completely destroy mine. They would never let anyone hurt their precious balls even slightly, meanwhile I completely obliterate mine with hundreds of brutal hits each plapping session, increasing the intensity every time.

And it’s great to see that a lot of other whitebois also make it their usual activity. It’s not even a niche fantasy or rare kink anymore, it’s becoming our common practice.

Here’s my story and I wonder how common it is.
My dad was a dockworker and sometimes brought his co-workers/friends home to hang out and have some beer. They looked like simple working men, a bit rough around the edges but outgoing and loud, strong, big, confident, sweaty and musky after a long day at work and giving the overall “working class daddy” impression. I was a bit intimidated by them and felt kinda shy but still wanted to hang around them and appreciated their rugged energy. Even back then I knew I’d never be anything like them so this contrast and their masculinity made me feel weak and attracted to them.
And now, year and years later, this exact type of men is the one I’m most attracted to. Men like these make me feel extremely submissive and I can’t even describe how obsessed I am with them. Would love to hear your experiences if you had something similar and discuss related topics!

All characters are 18+

Kinks: humiliation, sph, size difference, cbt, castration, manscent, musk, armpits, hairy ass, used underwear, feet and footwear, body hair, big cock and massive balls, facesitting, strict/gentle dynamic, masculine men, dadbods, incest, punishments, piss, smeg, body worship and much more. Limits: fantasy stuff, creatures, unrealistic anatomy

Plot ideas: a dominant man/ bully/ boss/ roommate/ tradesman/ military man/ truck or taxi driver/ family member humiliates a guy and turns him into a sex toy/ domestic slave. Hairy masculine man with big cock and balls vs smooth shy guy with a tiny dick. Make me smell and worship your musky body. Strong manly smells turn me on. Skip showers or maintain your manly scent. Make fun of my nub and tiny nuts and compare them to your package. Turn me into your servant or a toy to play with. Make a decision to get me castrated because I don’t deserve to have balls and reproduce. Humiliate my empty sack and remind me my nuts are gone forever. Make me worship your big balls full of seed, as well as your body. Into strict/gentle dynamic as well. Add some feminization aspects if you’re into it. Other scenarios and additions are welcome so feel free to suggest yours if it matches your kinks

Also feel free to reach out if you’re interested in any topics I mentioned

My dad’s never been shy about his nudity so there were multiple occasions when I saw him naked. I saw him casually changing his underwear at home, walking out of the shower without even a towel, and we showered together at public swimming pool. I’ve always been impressed by his size and thought maybe I’d be as hung as him eventually. But now in my late 20s, I’ve never really reached that size and “daddy look”, not even close.

Seeing that difference makes me insanely horny. His fat hairy sausage and plump egg-sized balls look like the perfect masc daddy package. And standing next to him in a public shower, with smaller than average penis and balls twice as small as his, creates a very striking comparison. I also usually keep it smooth, which only adds to the difference. I’ve noticed him “subtly” looking at my private parts and even though my dad never said anything, he looked quite surprised.

It actually aligns with my kinks and preferences, as I’m mostly into daddy-type men and find size difference one of the hottest things. But having this real comparison with my dad makes it even more special. Anyone else had this kind of experience/observation? (Both dads and sons). I’d like to know how common it is

My dad’s never been shy about his nudity so there were multiple occasions when I saw him naked. I saw him casually changing his underwear at home, walking out of the shower without even a towel, and we showered together at public swimming pool. I’ve always been impressed by his size and thought maybe I’d be as hung as him eventually. But now in my late 20s, I’ve never really reached that size and “daddy look”, not even close.

Seeing that difference makes me insanely horny. His fat hairy sausage and plump egg-sized balls look like the perfect masc daddy package. And standing next to him in a public shower, with smaller than average penis and balls twice as small as his, creates a very striking comparison. I also usually keep it smooth, which only adds to the difference. I’ve noticed him “subtly” looking at my private parts and even though my dad never said anything, he looked quite surprised.

It actually aligns with my kinks and preferences, as I’m mostly into daddy-type men and find size difference one of the hottest things. But having this real comparison with my dad makes it even more special. Anyone else had this kind of experience/observation? (Both dads and sons). I’d like to know how common it is