Slowly introducing my wife to my gooning habits
I have two dreams for developing my gooning habits; one realistic, and one pure fantasy. The fantasy is to have my wife and I both completely addicted to porn and gooning. Every day we'd sit down together and just watch porn and masturbate together, pushing each other to get worse.
The more realistic dream is to be more open with my masturbation habits and perhaps include her in some way, either by joining or simply encouraging me.
Until then, masturbating has always been my private time. When the wife was at work, and I had a day off, or getting home before her meant I'd have time to jerk off to as much filth as I'd like. I got so addicted to porn that I even started watching it in the same room as her without her knowledge. This is possible since our computers are set up in a way that we can't see each other's screens. This has even developed into me getting so horny that I've secretly masturbated without her knowing, right in front of her. But since she's caught me a few times and we'd even watched porn together once or twice, I decided to take it to the next level. I brought up the fact that since those events had happened, would she find it awkward if I started doing it openly. She said she had no issues. Later on that night when I got horny and opened up some porn, I caught her eye and motioned that I wanted to jerk off, and she responded with something so simple, yet so sexy
"I don't think you're wearing those pants correctly."
"You mean down?" I asked. She just nodded with a slight smile.
This may not seem like a big leap, but this small moment made my head spin with new possibilities. I'm not sure I'd be able to push her to go as deep into porn as I am, but this little interaction means she's open to me practising without closed doors. A small step, but big possibilities for the future.
But now, I want to take things slow. Let this moment simmer. The next step is to have her come home and find me jerking off without warranting a reaction. This has never happened because she always lets me know when she's coming home, but this way, it would become the norm.