u/AriaDiva88

Reeling over here at a "3 week no contact" ask from my sub. Who is likely no longer my sub, my love, my favorite person after this break. Things are complicated and messy and I'll shoulder a lot of the blame but I had no idea how deep this loss would feel physically.

I truly believe she's the one I'm supposed to grow old with even though she'll never look like she ages and I'll be the only one with a self parking car who's stressed about finding parking one day.

Why does the right choice for right now feel so so bad?

God I miss her over my lap and her post shower smell so much.

To finally being seen.

To holding her place until we are both ready.

I miss you my pet.