r/BDSMsapphic

Have I sinned? I do not particularly care. I just fail to understand my kinks. I could have liked something normal, like puppy play or exhibitionism, but no. I had to be sacrilegious.

I like the idea of monastic life. I have no faith but, if I did, I might have wanted to be a nun. I think about it often. In fact, I fell asleep thinking about it a few nights ago, and I had a very vivid dream of turning a whole convent into my little den of sin. I can think of few things I would enjoy more than turning each and every single sacrament into a twisted, pleasurable mockery of itself. The details I leave up to your imagination.

I digress. I had that dream, then I recently dreamed of something much simpler. I dreamed of turning a single nun away from the church, into worshipping me instead. I do not mean worship as play, but worship as true undisputable faith. Not the kind of worship that results in hungry eyes, but the kind that results in a re-shaping of the soul.

Again, I digress. Just thinking about these already puts a sadistic smile on my face, and I do not even have religious trauma. Not that I know of, at least. I suppose my ego has finally grown large enough to want to usurp their god. Perhaps, to want to diablerize him, if you catch my reference.

I do not think I know what the point of this post was supposed to be. I guess telling you about these thoughts seemed better than whispering them into the void. Therefore, my voids and voidettes, I thank you for your time. Until we see each other again, if we see each other again, farewell.

Had a metal clothes hanger used on me last night oh my god the sting and the whack is so shebdjdhdbdjdnrnrn

That’s it. That’s the post.

P.s. cuddle me after you give me cummies and as I fall asleep, still holding me close and tight after I fall asleep and while I sleep, please?

this is the whole post, they just feel so soft rn I wish someone would play with them rn :>

She came home after work, she was sooo sadistic and sexy. She punched me and slapped me and whipped me. Tied my tits up, fucked me over my kitchen table, came in me oh my god such princess treatment

being a stone top, only certain things work in my favor as far as pleasure and noises are HIGH on the list. and oh my god when i say her noises are the most pretty i’ve ever fucking heard i’m not kidding. the way she breathes sometimes is enough to get me going, much less when she’s moaning “daddy” while riding a dildo and saying she wishes it was me.

my brain goes into a frenzy and my body reacts without fail every. single. time. i knew my ears were sensitive but i didn’t know they were this sensitive? she turns me on from across an ocean.. over phone calls because that’s what we have right now but it feels like she’s right next to me and i just lose all sense.

i need to be the one touching her and making her feel good so i can be the cause of the pretty noises… i need to learn how to coax them out of her even though i know it would be so easy. she’ll call me cocky for that but i don’t care, i know i could do it with just one touch. i’m yearning and i already need to hear her again. i need her noises injected into my veins..

I’ve always been EMBARRASSINGLY down bad for female authority figures in my life, especially teachers and professors. I know it’d be incredibly unethical in real life, but I love the idea of them saying I was a bad girl in class, and bending me over the desk to punish me. Or maybe they pull me aside to their office at the end of the semester and confess that they’ve always had a crush on me, age gap be damned.

My academic days are behind me for the foreseeable future, but I’ll always have such a weakness for older women who are my social superiors. Does anyone else feel the same way?

Dommes who save their cum in the fridge or freezer to force feed to their subs later

I see you. You are appreciated, you delightfully weird ladies. 💖

(CW for MDLG, but I feel that was implied.)

I don't think my heart can take it. It squeezes every time I'm reminded that I'm her mama, her protector, the one who is responsible for her, the one who loves her more than anything simply because she's my precious baby girl and I am utterly incapable of not adoring her.

I have cried when she's sent me the most innocent little things. "I love you mama" "hi mama" "I miss my mama", the last one makes my heart break.

I have squeezed her tighter in my arms when she's murmured it to me softly, almost overpronouncing each syllable in the sweetest little way, voice full of sleep. I know it means she feels safe, and knowing that makes me ache.

I have heard her whine it out, trembling, as I work my fingers inside her, sounding just pained enough that all of my instincts tell me there's something I need to protect her from, and yet it only makes me want to go harder, faster, until I hear her little breathy moans and feel her thighs clench for me.

My sweet little girl. There is nothing I wouldn't do for her. Blood doesn't connect us and yet I feel strongly that something even deeper must. As if from the moment she was born, she was my everything.

So I am a trans woman and I notice that a lot of people fantasize about trans women with big cocks. Hot I know but then makes me feel sad. I am not a big girl (3 inches to be exact). I always feel useless to people when they want a girl with a bigger cock. Are there people who like girls with smaller cocks? It makes me so self conscious to get naked in front of someone because what if they make fun of me? I still like being played with and I love cumming but more and more just feel like hiding myself away cause what good are my parts.

I’ve been seriously looking into checking out a local dungeon as I very badly want to meet some new people especially in an environment that I know they’re into that kinda stuff, I just had a few general questions that weren’t cleared up from the dungeons website as I am a very worrisome person

1. What is normal to wear? Most typical bdsm wear is far from my style so I’m just wondering what other things people wear, do people wear typical nightclub outting clothes? Dresses?

2. Is it normal to go alone? I’d feel much more comfortable going with friends but I’d also like to step out of my comfort zone and also just make it easier for myself scheduling wise by going alone, is that normal for people to do? Am I gonna be the only one there alone and have trouble finding people to talk to?

I haven’t had sex with anyone yet, but I masturbate frequently…. I whimper and cry. So I cover my mouth often. I feel so embarrassed and worry for when I do have sex that I won’t be able to fight the urge to stifle the sounds.

At the moment I’m wearing a plug and playing a video game. I keep throbbing and I want to be played with. I’m so fucking horny I’m going to cry.

in the beginning of last week i separated with my previous sub. they didn’t want to interact with me much. we did have fun, really. i was truly upset we were ending.

now i’m at a completely different height.

it doesn’t go as quickly for me… usually. not in years, honestly. and now i’m completely addicted to this new sub i have. they’re so eager. so needy. so desperate. they literally beg to touch me. as someone who’d been crying about my body being complicated and undesirable just a week ago, i’m intoxicated by that level of desperation for me. they beg to strap me. beg to lick my boots. beg to please my tits.

i’ve never felt so desired in my life. i feel high.

I was with erasmus in Copenhagen and i used a dating app to meet people over there. Randomly I found a girl who's part of the same program as me and is also into nerd things(dnd mostly) so we started talking. I was immediately aware that she was super smart just from the way she talked. She used fairly verbose language which is probably because english wasn't her native language(neither is mine) but also she went to a fancy university that brought her there. I can't exactly describe how strange it was meeting her she obviously had some sort of autism and had some sort of like sadistic humor idk she was such an interesting person to talk to and we immediately clicked. After our first meeting concluded and I was getting ready in the evening when i got a bunch of texts from her twlling me what she's gonna do to me and ah, she was such a great dom, she knew so much about shibari and told me about times she did it before.

I forgor to mention but she was 185 cm (5'11') and spoke estonian which if you know something about elvish from lotr it is one of the languages its based on. When i told her that she seems like an elf she started playing into it, she told me that estonians live high up in trees and other fun bullshit like that and how they like to kidnap girls like me to eat.

The actual session was one of the weirdest but also really fun i had, she tied me up so I couldn't move and my breasts were exposed, then edge me relentlessly until i was close. Then she'd give me quiz questions and if I got three right she'll put a vibrator to my clit for 30 seconds but ir i got one wrong the streak breaks(and she yanked my nipple hard couple of the times when my answer was outrageously wrong) she also sometimes played with my nipples when i took too long to answer because that made it hard to think for me and she said my moans while I'm trying to think were really precious.

Nearing the end I was so close and I got 2 right in a row, I was begging to cum and then she said the question and it was in estonian, and she expected me to answer, I had no idea what she said but it was so cruel to change the rules last minute. I said yes to whatever she said and she let me cum finally

The whole thing was so crazy idk she was a very weird specimen I'll never forget, also she was the kinda top that doesn't really like getting touched themselves but fully gets off on torturing and making others feel good. She said she came like 4 times thinking about me being tied up later touching herself and had a time of her life and like you go girl damn.

idk just wanted to share this :P

I would kill to be touched right now. I haven't been touched in so long and my body is aching for it. My body needs to be explored and desired and shown that it can be sexy and wanted. I need someone digging their nails into me and pulling me close to them. Kissing my gods kissing. Underrated and I need it sloppy and passionate please. I want to share someones spit. Skin to skin contact, rubbing each other and pressing to get closer to each other. I would be putty in someones hands if they gave me a hug. I just really need to be touched.

I'm a catgirl but also a trans girl, which presents unto me a difficult quandary.

I want to get fucked, but still be able to have my tail in 👉👈

Anyone have any plug or tail recommendations that would be comfortable for both me and a partner to achieve this?

I am aware of the... stretch, that is required, but part of it is definitely dependent on the plug as well >.<

me and my gf just did knifeplay for the first time, where i had her cut (fairly lightly) my initials and some derogatory names into her thighs. she was really into it, and it was her idea in the first place, so why do i feel so guilty about it? she even said the cuts make her feel pretty, but i feel like a disgusting and sick person for encouraging her to do that, watching and being into it.

maybe it’s because she’s struggled with self harm in the past. at the same time i feel like i should be able to trust her to know what is and isn’t good for her mental health.

has anyone else felt like this after anything similar? how do i go about dealing with this?

edit: thank you all for the reassurance, i feel better and i talked my my gf about it. <3