Hii, has anyone here written their own contracts within their dynamic? Me and my gf were considering it awhile back and I was looking into it but alot of it is just men and femdoms if ykwim. I want the perspective of other sapphics.
Hi again! I haven’t posted in awhile omg..here’s some ramblings that may or may not make sense. Idk. I need to get this off my mind
Me and my girlfriend (both 18f) have been really into denial for the last couple of months. Look back on
https://www.reddit.com/r/Femaleorgasmdenial/s/GOmnxG0SsD
to see the reasons why I’ve been put on denial.
Point is my denial has been continually raised. At this point, I haven’t came for 66 days. I still have another five weeks to go, and I counted those together…by the end I wouldn’t have came for 101 days. That seems fucking impossible
The reasons it keeps getting reset is different each time, everytime I misbehave its raised by a week and restarted. It was orginally ment to just be three weeks. Then I came by accident on the second week of it, so it reset and became four weeks. Then I touched myself without permission, and it raised to five and started from the beginning. We had some personal issues resulting in no play, but the denial still stuck despite it. No making myself cum even if we didn’t do anything together for a bit.
Now it’s reached 66 days since I was actually allowed an orgasm, excluding the accidental one that wasn’t even really satisfying…and we just started the clock for the five weeks yesterday. I haven’t came since june, and I won’t until October. Honestly Im mentally preparing for more than just that, because she tends to be a little unfair…
Anyway, cons? The aching. The second my head goes to something sexual, just for a second, its like a switch gets turned on and now my pussy *needs* attention right then and there. And If I don’t, all I feel is clenching around literally nothing. Also I get close insanely quickly now. What would’ve taken atleast fifteen minutes at the start, at the bare minimum, takes just fifteen seconds now to get me right on edge. And pulling my hand off literally hurts. Also, being bratty is literally just not an option anymore. Honestly I hardly even consider doing it anymore mostly because I know i literally cannot take another week added, or a punishment like this.
The pros of that is Im already masochistic enough that it feels good, actually,,, Me and my girlfriend have found out alot about each others sexual interest that i think we might’ve not otherwise. I feel more submissive towards her than I think I ever have. Giving up something like this towards her feels really secure, safe. And we’re both really into free use. We have a necklace and a collar that communicates it when we’re with each other, that Im free to grab. The denial means that I get soaked super easily, just from light flirting or touching, so she can really put her fingers inside as quickly as she wants with little to no resistance. We both really enjoy treating my clit like its only there as a reward, or for pain. She’ll spank and put clips on it, or ignore it outright because thats where its the easiest for me to cum. She’ll call it useless, call me her fuck toy. And with the denial on top of it kinda does become useless, don’t even really need to use it as foreplay to get myself wet for penetration. I already am.
So,, yeah. I hope these ramblings make sense. Maybe I’ll update in a more concise way another day 🫠
Another ramble about me and my girlfriend, whats new,,,
Today I think she’s super focused on making my clit hurt, which is terrible for my sanity but great for keeping me needy. Today I woke up kind of grumpy, not a morning person, so we waited off on doing my task till the afternoon. Four spanks to my pussy, and then no more friction. She allowed me to use closepins and a clamp on my clit, but otherwise no touching.
This absolutely killed me. Last night we did body writting again, and my body is covered in “daddys property” and a reminder that “good girls dont cum” and 5 weeks left. Between my thighs she had me write “daddys personal fuck hole” with an arrow to my pussy. Along with a bunch of other titles and degrading things she calls me. She also made another rule last night, no saying no. (Excluding safe word, obviously, but we use the stop light system). Meaning, no asking for more than I’m given, I have a bad habit of saying ‘no, no, no’ when she edges me so no more of that, and no complaining about whatever she wants me to do. Anything breaking that means three more hits, more if it was a bigger offense.
Back to this morning, I kept begging for more, which ment a-lot of slaps. I just really wanted it, I wanted her to let me touch myself while she called me a good girl and maybe finally let me cum, which theres no way in hell thats happening. We talked about having me tie a body harness with specifically a knotted part of the rope up my slit, which id feel every-time I moved. The rope wasn’t long enough, so I made one thats tied around my hips and ass and one big knot at my clit.
What I didn’t realize was this would basically be a makeshift fucking chastity. I heard the guy on the website say so, but I didn’t fully process it till I reached down and realized the rope completely blocked off that area of my pussy. And especially my clit thanks to the knot. She wont be home till like 10pm to play with me, and it doesn’t sound like she intends on it being filled with alot of touching and more so just painplay. Kill meee
Another ramble about me and my girlfriend, whats new,,,
Today I think she’s super focused on making my clit hurt, which is terrible for my sanity but great for keeping me needy. Today I woke up kind of grumpy, not a morning person, so we waited off on doing my task till the afternoon. Four spanks to my pussy, and then no more friction. She allowed me to use closepins and a clamp on my clit, but otherwise no touching.
This absolutely killed me. Last night we did body writting again, and my body is covered in “daddys property” and a reminder that “good girls dont cum” and 5 weeks left. Between my thighs she had me write “daddys personal fuck hole” with an arrow to my pussy. Along with a bunch of other titles and degrading things she calls me. She also made another rule last night, no saying no. (Excluding safe word, obviously, but we use the stop light system). Meaning, no asking for more than I’m given, I have a bad habit of saying ‘no, no, no’ when she edges me so no more of that, and no complaining about whatever she wants me to do. Anything breaking that means three more hits, more if it was a bigger offense.
Back to this morning, I kept begging for more, which ment a-lot of slaps. I just really wanted it, I wanted her to let me touch myself while she called me a good girl and maybe finally let me cum, which theres no way in hell thats happening. We talked about having me tie a body harness with specifically a knotted part of the rope up my slit, which id feel every-time I moved. The rope wasn’t long enough, so I made one thats tied around my hips and ass and one big knot at my clit.
What I didn’t realize was this would basically be a makeshift fucking chastity. I heard the guy on the website say so, but I didn’t fully process it till I reached down and realized the rope completely blocked off that area of my pussy. And especially my clit thanks to the knot. She wont be home till like 10pm to play with me, and it doesn’t sound like she intends on it being filled with alot of touching and more so just painplay. Kill meee
On day four? five? Of six week denial, and yesterday was practically a wet dream for me.
I had to deep clean my room, we’re moving out of the house soon so people were coming to take pictures. I spent the day texting my girlfriend, while she told me all the perverted things she wanted to do.
She told me about how in the future she wanted to spoil me. I told her how I’d keep the house clean. She’d Run me a bath with a pink bath bomb, chocolate strawberries and a whipped cream heart in the centre. All my favorite things. She wanted to put on a tv show for me and let me relax while she cooked (my personal Gordon Ramsey for the record, shes an amazing cook. I manage to burn ramen.) dinner for us. I told her about how I wanted to come home, present my collar to her and kneel down while she lets the food cook. Have her put it around my neck and let me kneel in-front of her in lingerie or sexy pjs she picked out for me, letting a toy vibrate inside me while I have a chastity belt on. Something only internal, ignoring my clit until later.
We’d eat and turn the toy off temporarily, maybe she’d turn it on low for a few seconds to make me jump and crave more but that’d be all. We’d tell each other about our days.
She told me how she would carry me into the bedroom, lay me down gently against the bed and ask if I wanted to be unlocked. When I begged and pleaded, she’d quiet me down and tell me to spread my legs and make inspect to make sure I was wet enough. I really want a see through belt, that way she can see me throbbing from the outside. She’d put her hand over it, making sure I was leaking through. If I wasn’t, she would mess with the toy for longer while I sat in her lap.
After she decided I had enough, she’d check one more time and ask me if I wanted to be unlocked. Once I begged again, she would give me a fake key. She would let me struggle with it, for about ten minutes while mocking me. Asking if I was too stupid now to work a lock.When she finally gave in, she would take out the real keys and unlock me. And put her strap on inside of me, fucking me hard until I was close. She’d tell me unfortunately I wasn’t gonna cum tonight, pull out, and go back inside. Do that over and over until she finally decides I was enough of a mess, leave her cock inside for me to warm and tease my clit while she spooned me and hushed me to sleep.
Im being told all this while I’m actively cleaning and running around, which did me no favors since all I could focus on was my inner thighs rubbing together.
We had talked about body writing, it’s a kink of mines. I asked her what she would write on me, telling her I had a surprise. I wrote my own few things down, things I know she’d love. I wrote “fuck hole” on my inner left thigh, with an arrow pointed towards my pussy. I wrote “No cumming” on the other side. I wrote “good girls dont cum” on my upper thigh, this time facing me where I could read it, “5 1/2 weeks left” underneath. “Daddys good little girl” on the other side, “use me” on my lower stomach with another arrow. “Useless clit” with one last arrow pointed towards it on my upper inner thigh. I sent her pictures, made sure I was wet and needy just before by touching myself but stopping once I sent them.
Once she told me what she would write and where, I copied it. I wrote over my tits and abs like she wanted. I wrote “useless fuck toy” under my tits, “tease me!” with another arrow pointed towards my nipple, “cum slut” on one tit, and “my slut” on the other, and finally “stupid slut” on the middle of my stomach.
I sent her pictures and videos of it, of me showing off how wet I was for her and flashing the camera with what I had done. She praised me, saying that was the best video I had sent her yet. And honestly that made me feel really proud of myself. It was really embarrassing in a way, but also really turned me on.
At this point my clit is throbbing for attention, and all she was letting me do was grind into a pillow until we could call. I asked if she could order me some food since I had forgotten to eat in the rush of cleaning. And I also asked if I could clamp my clit, see if that helped at all with the twitching. The clamp I used is a nipple clamp with a little bell on it. And it really did not help, only adding more pressure without any real pleasure and the ringing when my pussy would throb and leak for more only added to the feeling of powerlessness.
I sent her a video of me putting it on, and she told me how badly it turned her on seeing my pussy throb for more. And then she told me the food was outside, told me to go out with my clit clamped. Everytime I stepped I heard it jingle, a constant reminder of the little ache. A reminder of how I was branded and marked, and denied from even touching it normally.
When I came back with my food, I asked her to leave the toy inside while I ate. No lube or vibration to make it easier, it fully just sank in.
We talked about our days while we ate Mcdonalds, it was pretty fun. She looked really pretty.
Once we were done, she connected the remote control and let me fuck myself and edge a bunch of times. My clit felt super sensitive, even just 20% felt like 100%. And then when it was at 100%, it felt like it wasn’t enough and I needed a million times more. I lost track of how many times she turned it on and off, how many times she came in my ear while I recovered from another edge or ruin. At first I asked her to spank me in between, make me spank my pussy. Every single time she makes me hold off, she makes me say that good girls don’t cum. That I need to make daddy proud. To the point it became instinct, and I started saying it without being told to.
Once she decided I had enough, she said “thats your last edge tonight.” I thought that ment she would turn it off, but she ment so much worse with that. I turned my light on and showed her my body, everything still written all over me (and still is). I fucked myself to one last edge, and then she turned it on low. And kept it there, for what felt like hours. She told me that it would stay there till it died. I think that would be the absolute worst form of torture for me, enough to keep me stimulated and horny but never enough to actually get close.
Eventually she decided to shock me by putting it on high. She made me say thank you everytime she changed the vibration. But the second I felt an orgasm *start* building, not even close to the edge, she turned it back to low. The first time I thought it was an accident, the second time it clicked to me that thats what she ment. She ment that she was gonna make sure I couldn’t get close. She told me that for a slut like me, an edge is a reward. Not a punishment.
It fucked with my head so badly. I sat there and wondered, at what point did I start feeling satisfied with edges? They used to feel like hell. Now I beg her for them. When did that ache start feeling like a reward? And she stuck to her word. I think she did it two more times, which left me genuinely pathetically desperate for another edge. One more time to get close.
Long post, but I needed to get this off my head
On day four? five? Of six week denial, and yesterday was practically a wet dream for me. (f18, got the disclaimer. Both me and my girlfriend are 18.)
I had to deep clean my room, we’re moving out of the house soon so people were coming to take pictures. I spent the day texting my girlfriend, while she told me all the perverted things she wanted to do.
She told me about how in the future she wanted to spoil me. I told her how I’d keep the house clean. She’d Run me a bath with a pink bath bomb, chocolate strawberries and a whipped cream heart in the centre. All my favorite things. She wanted to put on a tv show for me and let me relax while she cooked (my personal Gordon Ramsey for the record, shes an amazing cook. I manage to burn ramen.) dinner for us. I told her about how I wanted to come home, present my collar to her and kneel down while she lets the food cook. Have her put it around my neck and let me kneel in-front of her in lingerie or sexy pjs she picked out for me, letting a toy vibrate inside me while I have a chastity belt on. Something only internal, ignoring my clit until later.
We’d eat and turn the toy off temporarily, maybe she’d turn it on low for a few seconds to make me jump and crave more but that’d be all. We’d tell each other about our days.
She told me how she would carry me into the bedroom, lay me down gently against the bed and ask if I wanted to be unlocked. When I begged and pleaded, she’d quiet me down and tell me to spread my legs and make inspect to make sure I was wet enough. I really want a see through belt, that way she can see me throbbing from the outside. She’d put her hand over it, making sure I was leaking through. If I wasn’t, she would mess with the toy for longer while I sat in her lap.
After she decided I had enough, she’d check one more time and ask me if I wanted to be unlocked. Once I begged again, she would give me a fake key. She would let me struggle with it, for about ten minutes while mocking me. Asking if I was too stupid now to work a lock.When she finally gave in, she would take out the real keys and unlock me. And put her strap on inside of me, fucking me hard until I was close. She’d tell me unfortunately I wasn’t gonna cum tonight, pull out, and go back inside. Do that over and over until she finally decides I was enough of a mess, leave her cock inside for me to warm and tease my clit while she spooned me and hushed me to sleep.
Im being told all this while I’m actively cleaning and running around, which did me no favors since all I could focus on was my inner thighs rubbing together.
We had talked about body writing, it’s a kink of mines. I asked her what she would write on me, telling her I had a surprise. I wrote my own few things down, things I know she’d love. I wrote “fuck hole” on my inner left thigh, with an arrow pointed towards my pussy. I wrote “No cumming” on the other side. I wrote “good girls dont cum” on my upper thigh, this time facing me where I could read it, “5 1/2 weeks left” underneath. “Daddys good little girl” on the other side, “use me” on my lower stomach with another arrow. “Useless clit” with one last arrow pointed towards it on my upper inner thigh. I sent her pictures, made sure I was wet and needy just before by touching myself but stopping once I sent them.
Once she told me what she would write and where, I copied it. I wrote over my tits and abs like she wanted. I wrote “useless fuck toy” under my tits, “tease me!” with another arrow pointed towards my nipple, “cum slut” on one tit, and “my slut” on the other, and finally “stupid slut” on the middle of my stomach.
I sent her pictures and videos of it, of me showing off how wet I was for her and flashing the camera with what I had done. She praised me, saying that was the best video I had sent her yet. And honestly that made me feel really proud of myself. It was really embarrassing in a way, but also really turned me on.
At this point my clit is throbbing for attention, and all she was letting me do was grind into a pillow until we could call. I asked if she could order me some food since I had forgotten to eat in the rush of cleaning. And I also asked if I could clamp my clit, see if that helped at all with the twitching. The clamp I used is a nipple clamp with a little bell on it. And it really did not help, only adding more pressure without any real pleasure and the ringing when my pussy would throb and leak for more only added to the feeling of powerlessness.
I sent her a video of me putting it on, and she told me how badly it turned her on seeing my pussy throb for more. And then she told me the food was outside, told me to go out with my clit clamped. Everytime I stepped I heard it jingle, a constant reminder of the little ache. A reminder of how I was branded and marked, and denied from even touching it normally.
When I came back with my food, I asked her to leave the toy inside while I ate. No lube or vibration to make it easier, it fully just sank in.
We talked about our days while we ate Mcdonalds, it was pretty fun. She looked really pretty.
Once we were done, she connected the remote control and let me fuck myself and edge a bunch of times. My clit felt super sensitive, even just 20% felt like 100%. And then when it was at 100%, it felt like it wasn’t enough and I needed a million times more. I lost track of how many times she turned it on and off, how many times she came in my ear while I recovered from another edge or ruin. At first I asked her to spank me in between, make me spank my pussy. Every single time she makes me hold off, she makes me say that good girls don’t cum. That I need to make daddy proud. To the point it became instinct, and I started saying it without being told to.
Once she decided I had enough, she said “thats your last edge tonight.” I thought that ment she would turn it off, but she ment so much worse with that. I turned my light on and showed her my body, everything still written all over me (and still is). I fucked myself to one last edge, and then she turned it on low. And kept it there, for what felt like hours. She told me that it would stay there till it died. I think that would be the absolute worst form of torture for me, enough to keep me stimulated and horny but never enough to actually get close.
Eventually she decided to shock me by putting it on high. She made me say thank you everytime she changed the vibration. But the second I felt an orgasm start building, not even close to the edge, she turned it back to low. The first time I thought it was an accident, the second time it clicked to me that thats what she ment. She ment that she was gonna make sure I couldn’t get close. She told me that for a slut like me, an edge is a reward. Not a punishment.
It fucked with my head so badly. I sat there and wondered, at what point did I start feeling satisfied with edges? They used to feel like hell. Now I beg her for them. When did that ache start feeling like a reward? And she stuck to her word. I think she did it two more times, which left me genuinely pathetically desperate for another edge. One more time to get close.
Long post, but I needed to get this off my head
Im on day three of a six week long denial. I asked my girlfriend to reward me more often, which as of right now entails being able to touch my clit when she orders me to masturbate. On the other hand the punishment would be to ignore it and only fuck my hole.
The only thing is the reward can’t be cumming (obviously) or ruins, those are punishments to me because they hurt so bad. Anal is a hard limit. So far on out obedience app we have points to win me things like a new toy, solo masturbation where I can touch myself without instructions but no cumming, getting a message, or being tied and teased up.
Any ideas that feel rewarding but ultimately make me more desperate is appreciated!
Long story short my girlfriend put me originally on three weeks of denial, but I really couldn’t help myself.
I accidentally came within the second-ish week. She was edging me and I got carried away and I fucked up, and came around our remote controlled toy. It was hard, I could feel the tension release but the second she turned it off I knew I fucked up. And god, it so wasn’t worth it. She made me overstimulate myself and drag every orgasm out, even if my pussy was begging for it to stop.
I really regretted it. I regretted losing that constant ache, the way I felt like I had to be a good girl, like absolutely HAD too and win praise, and the way my lobito went from matching her high one to surpassing it and constantly asking for more.
But now we’re here. No orgasm before denial, just right into a restarted clock of six weeks. Im only on day two and I broke and begged her to just let me. And I crumbled, the way my lower stomach was tense and clot ached felt like hell on earth. Of course, she turned the toy off every time and reassured me that this is what I needed. That good girls don’t cum and I’m better when I’m horny. To make it worse, I touched myself without permission the other night. She ignored my clit the entire next night and most of the day after, and made sure to only fuck my hole.
Today we went out, and she took me into the bathroom and fingered me in the stall. She started by spanking my ass infront of the mirror for a bit, took me into the stall. She ate me out for a bit before telling me to put my hands against the door, and fingered me from behind. But only after a few hard spanks to my pussy.
Her fingers were covered in me. Just having them inside me for less than a minute left them soaked, and she kept having to make me clean her fingers up. She did that while she fucked me with her other hand, and ultimately didnt let me cum again and made me walk out like that.
I don’t know how I’m gonna do a whole summer of this 🥲 Im already losing my mind. But at the same time I really love it. I love how submissive it makes me feel, how she can take me into a stall and immediately use me however she wants because my pussies always ready.
Suffering from success atm
Long story short my girlfriend put me originally on three weeks of denial, but I really couldn’t help myself.
I accidentally came within the second-ish week. She was edging me and I got carried away and I fucked up, and came around our remote controlled toy. It was hard, I could feel the tension release but the second she turned it off I knew I fucked up. And god, it so wasn’t worth it. She made me overstimulate myself and drag every orgasm out, even if my pussy was begging for it to stop.
I really regretted it. I regretted losing that constant ache, the way I felt like I had to be a good girl, like absolutely HAD too and win praise, and the way my lobito went from matching her high one to surpassing it and constantly asking for more.
But now we’re here. No orgasm before denial, just right into a restarted clock of six weeks. Im only on day two and I broke and begged her to just let me. And I crumbled, the way my lower stomach was tense and clot ached felt like hell on earth. Of course, she turned the toy off every time and reassured me that this is what I needed. That good girls don’t cum and I’m better when I’m horny. To make it worse, I touched myself without permission the other night. She ignored my clit the entire next night and most of the day after, and made sure to only fuck my hole.
Today we went out, and she took me into the bathroom and fingered me in the stall. She started by spanking my ass infront of the mirror for a bit, took me into the stall. She ate me out for a bit before telling me to put my hands against the door, and fingered me from behind. But only after a few hard spanks to my pussy.
Her fingers were covered in me. Just having them inside me for less than a minute left them soaked, and she kept having to make me clean her fingers up. She did that while she fucked me with her other hand, and ultimately didnt let me cum again and made me walk out like that.
I don’t know how I’m gonna do a whole summer of this 🥲 Im already losing my mind. But at the same time I really love it. I love how submissive it makes me feel, how she can take me into a stall and immediately use me however she wants because my pussies always ready.
Suffering from success atm
To clarify Im not trying to sound kink shame-y, especially considering this is about my own thoughts on it but to make sure nobody takes it the wrong way ^
Me and my girlfriend have both talked intensively about scenes where I say ‘no’ and beg but don’t actually mean so unless its a safeword. We’ve had alot of talk about forced orgasms and denial periods, and recently things like kidnapping or powerplay has came up (specifically ghost face lmao) and she pointed out alot of my kinks are CNC adjacent. And then eventually just said bluntly that more than likely had a cnc kink.
At first I admittedly was very against it. I guess I hold my own not great biases against it. Me and her have both history of sexual misconduct in our childhoods (being vague) so it feels less like an unsafe situation in my mind with her, if that makes any sense? Plus we’ve also been very sure about using safe words and respecting them both ways.
I think in my head when I think CNC i think guy hiding his rape kink, honestly. But at some point of telling her that I want her to chase me in a ghost face mask and hold a fake knife to my throat definitely made it undeniable 😭 like omg.
Idk how to get over that big discomfort around using that title when thats quite literally what it is. Its nothing shes doing so I know for a fact its just in my own head. But regardless I can’t help but associate CNC with the most extreme form of it
Please only AFAB responses (not exlusive to cis women but to those with afab anatomy). Sorry if this isn’t as sexy as other posts, its a genuine question and I wanna figure out methods to the madness lol
Recently I had an accidental orgasm and really really wanna start my denial streak over. But I have a really big adversion to doing anything too early in my cycle, especially with cramps and general feeling grossness. Im not against grinding or friction against, just any direction touch on my lower body until the first bit ends tends to kind of gross me out unless I’m maybe in the shower and it’ll all wash off anyways. But I do really want to stay horny and make my girlfriend proud of me, and make sure I stay a good girl for her.
How do others handle it? I considered focusing more on grinding and nipple play, but that can get boring quickly. Any ideas, stories, ect ect?
Accidental orgasm, kinda nervous about what comes next
Huge fuck up. Ive been supposed to be on denial for four weeks, a whole month, and I came last night when I was a quarter of the way through. And I regret it so much
I was on day twelve, and I was constantly aching and my clit was sore and uncomfortable. My girlfriend was busy for most of the day, so she made her orders in the morning through text. Three spanks on my pussy, and then three edges. The night before I had caught a bit of an attitude, so that was supposed to be a punishment until she got to me later. I begged her for more, and she told me to leave the toy inside of me all day, and turn it on every two hours for ten minutes.
It killeddd me, I kept twitching around it and grinding into a pillow throughout the two hours I couldn’t do anything. For the ten minutes I could, I put it immediately on full vibration and thrusting. The first time I edged seven times. The second time I think maybe four. Each of those times I turned it off the second I felt myself get too close, recovered for less than a second, and then turned it back on and built it up again. The third time my girlfriend was back, she made me hold it off for as long as possible, and then turned it off and let me keep it inside for a bit longer before I took it out.
I still remember the aching, the way my pussy would clench around nothing constantly and how sensitive I was. I really miss it. I miss that level of devotion to her, even though it was originally a punishment it started to feel less like one and more like I was being good for her.
Then we get on the phone, she decides to do a similar format all night long. Fifteen minutes with the toy on low, not enough for me to get close but enough for me to get progressively more wet and needing more. And then five minutes with it on max, she told me she wouldn’t turn it off. I’d better try my best not to get close, cause if I did, I’d have to hold it for whatever time I had left. Any mistakes ment two weeks added and hell to pay. The fifteen minutes felt like hell, I grinded the toy in my hand as if that was gonna help much. The five minutes was where everything got fucked up.
I lasted literally like two fucking minutes before I got close. And it didn’t feel like something I could hold off. But I tried, I really tried! I begged her to stop for maybe a few seconds before I felt it, it was honestly really strong and to the point I forgot how to speak for a second. My legs curled into my chest and it felt really good to finally cum, but also really really bad. She stopped once she noticed my moans, when I cum she says I make a small choking sound before I do. Like my voice gets stuck in my throat. She asked me if I came, and I hesitantly said yes. I was really scared of what was gonna come, I knew she was gonna overstimulate and yell at me. And she did.
For the rest of the night, she drained every bit I had left in my pussy out. She made me cum with my clit I think two or three more times, and squirt at-least three times. Back to back, so there was a release, but a painful one. I begged her to not extend the punishment for a second, but mostly I just kept repeating that I was sorry. That it was an accident, she knew it wasn’t on purpose, Im a good girl for her.
Maybe all that hypnosis crap and repeating little mantras about how good girls don’t cum really fucked with me. Honestly I partially thought most of it was just dirty talking and playing into the scene, until I genuinely started craving her approval. I always liked it when she called me a good girl, when she told me I was a good slut making her proud. But recently I catch myself kind of \*needing\* it? Like making her upset is the worst thing I could do. I want her to tell me I’m daddys good girl, that I take everything so well. Which is weird. Not that I didn’t care before, but usually I was a brat for the opposite. Her punishing me, telling me I needed to be taught a lesson, spanking and overstimulating me endlessly until I cracked and apologized just to do it all over again.
Even though she wasn’t being necessarily harsh, I think me repeating over and over in a cracked voice that I was sorry and it was really an accident probably got to her too, I just feel kind of disappointed. In myself, I think? The way it doesn’t hurt anymore. The way I didn’t listen to what she wanted. And especially now that my pussy feels satisfied, theres no ache, theres no strain. Before I couldn’t wait for it to go away and now I really just want it back. Ughhhhh. She did reassure me alot that after six weeks it’d be ten times worse, especially since I came in the middle of it, but like..still.
Anyway, I know she’s reading this so I’m sorry again daddy. I’ll make it up to you.
Any ideas on punishments, getting me needy again as quick as possible? As of right now I think when she wakes up she’s gonna have me spank my pussy again. We’re adding two weeks to the original four week plan, totaling six weeks. Is there anything I can do to make this up to her quickly, be her good girl again?
Huge fuck up. Ive been supposed to be on denial for four weeks, a whole month, and I came last night when I was a quarter of the way through. And I regret it so much
I was on day twelve, and I was constantly aching and my clit was sore and uncomfortable. My girlfriend was busy for most of the day, so she made her orders in the morning through text. Three spanks on my pussy, and then three edges. The night before I had caught a bit of an attitude, so that was supposed to be a punishment until she got to me later. I begged her for more, and she told me to leave the toy inside of me all day, and turn it on every two hours for ten minutes.
It killeddd me, I kept twitching around it and grinding into a pillow throughout the two hours I couldn’t do anything. For the ten minutes I could, I put it immediately on full vibration and thrusting. The first time I edged seven times. The second time I think maybe four. Each of those times I turned it off the second I felt myself get too close, recovered for less than a second, and then turned it back on and built it up again. The third time my girlfriend was back, she made me hold it off for as long as possible, and then turned it off and let me keep it inside for a bit longer before I took it out.
I still remember the aching, the way my pussy would clench around nothing constantly and how sensitive I was. I really miss it. I miss that level of devotion to her, even though it was originally a punishment it started to feel less like one and more like I was being good for her.
Then we get on the phone, she decides to do a similar format all night long. Fifteen minutes with the toy on low, not enough for me to get close but enough for me to get progressively more wet and needing more. And then five minutes with it on max, she told me she wouldn’t turn it off. I’d better try my best not to get close, cause if I did, I’d have to hold it for whatever time I had left. Any mistakes ment two weeks added and hell to pay. The fifteen minutes felt like hell, I grinded the toy in my hand as if that was gonna help much. The five minutes was where everything got fucked up.
I lasted literally like two fucking minutes before I got close. And it didn’t feel like something I could hold off. But I tried, I really tried! I begged her to stop for maybe a few seconds before I felt it, it was honestly really strong and to the point I forgot how to speak for a second. My legs curled into my chest and it felt really good to finally cum, but also really really bad. She stopped once she noticed my moans, when I cum she says I make a small choking sound before I do. Like my voice gets stuck in my throat. She asked me if I came, and I hesitantly said yes. I was really scared of what was gonna come, I knew she was gonna overstimulate and yell at me. And she did.
For the rest of the night, she drained every bit I had left in my pussy out. She made me cum with my clit I think two or three more times, and squirt at-least three times. Back to back, so there was a release, but a painful one. I begged her to not extend the punishment for a second, but mostly I just kept repeating that I was sorry. That it was an accident, she knew it wasn’t on purpose, Im a good girl for her.
Maybe all that hypnosis crap and repeating little mantras about how good girls don’t cum really fucked with me. Honestly I partially thought most of it was just dirty talking and playing into the scene, until I genuinely started craving her approval. I always liked it when she called me a good girl, when she told me I was a good slut making her proud. But recently I catch myself kind of *needing* it? Like making her upset is the worst thing I could do. I want her to tell me I’m daddys good girl, that I take everything so well. Which is weird. Not that I didn’t care before, but usually I was a brat for the opposite. Her punishing me, telling me I needed to be taught a lesson, spanking and overstimulating me endlessly until I cracked and apologized just to do it all over again.
Even though she wasn’t being necessarily harsh, I think me repeating over and over in a cracked voice that I was sorry and it was really an accident probably got to her too, I just feel kind of disappointed. In myself, I think? The way it doesn’t hurt anymore. The way I didn’t listen to what she wanted. And especially now that my pussy feels satisfied, theres no ache, theres no strain. Before I couldn’t wait for it to go away and now I really just want it back. Ughhhhh. She did reassure me alot that after six weeks it’d be ten times worse, especially since I came in the middle of it, but like..still.
Anyway, I know she’s reading this so I’m sorry again daddy. I’ll make it up to you.
Any ideas on punishments, getting me needy again as quick as possible? As of right now I think when she wakes up she’s gonna have me spank my pussy again. We’re adding two weeks to the original four week plan, totaling six weeks. Is there anything I can do to make this up to her quickly, be her good girl again?
On day twelve and im losing my mind
Currently sitting with a toy deep in my pussy, its off and I cant turn it on for another hour. Kill me now
To refresh anyones memory who hasn’t seen my other posts, I’m on a month long denial because I really pushed my girlfriends limits. I came without permission multiple times, talked back, and laughed at her when I did it. She was gonna let me cum for a couple days, overstimulate me and surpise me one night with edging, but I really just wanted her to do it and stop overstimulating me. I came more times without any permission, and told her about it to make her angry enough to start.
I regret it so fucking much. I keep begging her for any way to cum, even tried convincing her that me squirting wouldn’t count.
Yesterday I got an reward to solo masturbate. She told me to stop at four edges but I honestly spent most of my day rubbing my clit to the edge, stopping, getting too horny again to fully stop and do my chores, and repeat. She wanted me to get on the phone with her and her friends, and I got really bratty about it and complained endlessly through text until she let me go. She didn’t forget about my attitude though, and when I woke up in the morning I woke up to her ordering me to spank my pussy and edge three more times. After, keeping the toy in and only turning it on every two hours for ten minutes. I can’t turn it back on till 1:30 and w 12:40 while I’m writing this. Im dreading it because I know ten minutes will only fuck me over more, but at the same time Im dying for any extra stimulation other than feeling myself warming this stupid toy.
One week and some change down,, three more to go,, yay…I can’t wait for this to be over
Small update since I copy pasted this from r/femaleorgasmdenial
I finally got to turn it on and I edged 7 times in ten minutes. I hope she loved the video of me leaking for her
On day twelve and im losing my mind
Currently sitting with a toy deep in my pussy, its off and I cant turn it on for another hour. Kill me now
To refresh anyones memory who hasn’t seen my other posts, I’m on a month long denial because I really pushed my girlfriends limits. I came without permission multiple times, talked back, and laughed at her when I did it. She was gonna let me cum for a couple days, overstimulate me and surpise me one night with edging, but I really just wanted her to do it and stop overstimulating me. I came more times without any permission, and told her about it to make her angry enough to start.
I regret it so fucking much. I keep begging her for any way to cum, even tried convincing her that me squirting wouldn’t count.
Yesterday I got an reward to solo masturbate. She told me to stop at four edges but I honestly spent most of my day rubbing my clit to the edge, stopping, getting too horny again to fully stop and do my chores, and repeat. She wanted me to get on the phone with her and her friends, and I got really bratty about it and complained endlessly through text until she let me go. She didn’t forget about my attitude though, and when I woke up in the morning I woke up to her ordering me to spank my pussy and edge three more times. After, keeping the toy in and only turning it on every two hours for ten minutes. I can’t turn it back on till 1:30 and w 12:40 while I’m writing this. Im dreading it because I know ten minutes will only fuck me over more, but at the same time Im dying for any extra stimulation other than feeling myself warming this stupid toy.
One week and some change down,, three more to go,, yay…I can’t wait for this to be over
Small update since I copy pasted this from r/femaleorgasmdenial
I finally got to turn it on and I edged 7 times in ten minutes. I hope she loved the video of me leaking for her
Currently sitting with a toy deep in my pussy, its off and I cant turn it on for another hour. Kill me now
To refresh anyones memory who hasn’t seen my other posts, I’m on a month long denial because I really pushed my girlfriends limits. I came without permission multiple times, talked back, and laughed at her when I did it. She was gonna let me cum for a couple days, overstimulate me and surpise me one night with edging, but I really just wanted her to do it and stop overstimulating me. I came more times without any permission, and told her about it to make her angry enough to start.
I regret it so fucking much. I keep begging her for any way to cum, even tried convincing her that me squirting wouldn’t count.
Yesterday I got an reward to solo masturbate. She told me to stop at four edges but I honestly spent most of my day rubbing my clit to the edge, stopping, getting too horny again to fully stop and do my chores, and repeat. She wanted me to get on the phone with her and her friends, and I got really bratty about it and complained endlessly through text until she let me go. She didn’t forget about my attitude though, and when I woke up in the morning I woke up to her ordering me to spank my pussy and edge three more times. After, keeping the toy in and only turning it on every two hours for ten minutes. I can’t turn it back on till 1:30 and w 12:40 while I’m writing this. Im dreading it because I know ten minutes will only fuck me over more, but at the same time Im dying for any extra stimulation other than feeling myself warming this stupid toy.
One week and some change down,, three more to go,, yay…I can’t wait for this to be over
Does anyone else get insanely jealous watching other women cum? My girlfriend loves using this against me, and having me hold off from my own orgasm to cum in my ear before she turns off my vibrator. I always get a mix of jealousy and anger in my stomach, but instead of lashing out like I usually would and saying something bratty, I’ve been being good and (begrudgingly) saying thank you. I get a similar, but less intense, feeling watching gifs of other women cum on reddit or in erotica and my page is full of it. Fucks me up soo bad.
* please dont DM i have a gf, u will be promptly ignored
Me and my girlfriend have been playing with the idea of ignoring my clit during sessions. It started when she was ontop of me fucking me with her strap, and she outright refused to let me rub myself to an orgasm for a while. Once she let me it was one of my hardest orgasms yet, I think about that often.
Now Im on day seven of denial and we spent the last time we were otp ignoring my clit in favor of fucking myself with my toy. The only time I got permission was to tease it, and being told that it was useless and all I needed was my hole. Which for the most part I can’t cum from, it was killlingg me. But I felt weirdly satisfied after, the ache quieted down as if I had came even though I know I didn’t.
I wouldn’t want this to be a 24/7 no touch thing, I think that would become unfun for me since I have a heavy preference for it, but as a common thing as a punishment it sounds fun. We’ve talked about getting something to numb my clit or a chastity cage (far in the future for this one) especially for punishments. Any ideas or recommendations? I really want her to fuck me up. But I also wanna be safe about it and keep myself from having any loss in nerves or sensitivity, especially with anything numbing or causing light pain/warmth
Me (18f) and my girlfriend (18f) have been experimenting with new ideas in keeping me denied for the four weeks as Ive said before. Im kinda interested in saying little ‘mantras’ while she edges me and having me repeat it till I believe it. So far all we have is good girls dont cum without permission but I want more things to give her as amo lmao. Nothing penis/male adjacent (lesbian rls and all) or with nicknames like ‘puppy’ or petpay related since ive seen alot of that
thanks :3
So me (18f) and my gf (18f) have had a set dynamic for basically as long as we’ve known each other and rules. Dont talk back, say things like yes ma’am or yes daddy, and especially no touching without permission. Theres absolutely no way in hell I can get permission aside from rewards though our obedience app, which im now in the absolute negatives in points.
awhile ago I really wanted to see how many buttons I could push before I got the biggest punishment yet. Usually denial periods maybe last a week, she really enjoys watching me get overstimulated if we’re otp or spanking me if we’re in person. But Ive always been really really into edging and denial, so I decided to see if enough pushing back could get it. And holy fuck im regretting that decision.
Even if I had or didn’t have rewards I touched myself till I came repeatedly, sometimes while we were otp and she wasn’t paying attention, other times when she was busy or asleep. And I told her everything, and at first she was annoyed. Then angry. She decided I needed something long term to get through my head that this was a privilege, not just something I could do whenever I felt like it. She decided a month (four weeks) would be enough.
On top of that, leading up to it she overstimulated me. Making me cum once twelve times to make sure the four weeks felt like hell. I felt like she was taking too long to start it. She wanted to overstimulate me for days, maybe a week then start, but I hated that. I wanted her to just start. And i regret that so much, id kill to cum twelve times again. We’re maybe a couple days in and Im constantly a little wet, one time I panicked and thought it was that time of the month (gross ik) and when I checked it was genuinely just wetness between my legs.
The first night I really pushed her. I made myself cum three times on my own and came back to her being really bratty. I wanted it, i wanted her to make me regret it. and she really really did. After edging me I dont even remember how many times, she made me listen while I sat with a pillow between my legs, not even grinding against it, while she came twice. I remember cursing her out for that one, probably didn’t help me much
Yesterday we went to a waterpark arcade thingy, and we went into the stall twice for quickies. Each time she didn’t let me cum, and made me leave and walk around like that. My thighs rubbing together was the cherry on top of fucking agony.
A big part of me loves it, but another part is so willing to do anything to get rid of this ache. I gave her so many ideas for this and Im a little scared of how shes gonna run with it. Like spanking my ass or pussy after a hard edge, or putting something to numb my clit which is one of the only ways I can cum while she fucks me. There’s no talking her out of this. I love my sadist