u/Aromatic-Listen-76

One week since last dose

At this time last Wednesday I was taking my very last dose of those Buzzer cat claw hidden MGM bullshit…I was terrified, took Thur and Fri off work to give me a 4 day weekend…I will say I got lucky and SR seemed to handle most of the physical but mentally I was a train wreck. I’m a grown man and literally cried on my mom’s shoulder on Day 2….I came clean to her and completely took her by surprise…However after day 3 things slowly starting improving mentally. Sunday was my birthday and gave myself and my family the ultimate gift of getting clean. I am stuck w some serious brain fog, I have been tapering the SR and down to 25mg 3x. Will continue to drop that the next 2 days and stop this weekend. I took a little plain leaf here and there but not much and haven’t touched it in a few days….Long story short I know a lot of people are terrified with this new ban coming. All I can say is at this time next week you could be feeling so much better. Think about how fast this last week went by. Stay busy and get time under your belt. I know I’m not out the woods yet but much better than I was and it feels good to already notice the $50-$60 a day I was blowing stacking up in the account. Good luck to all of you and God Bless. Faith over Fear is something my Mom told me on day 2 and I have kept that in my head since.

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 2 days ago

84 hours & Happy Birthday to me

84 hours since my last dose of those buzzer/klaz tablets. Today is my birthday and even though I still mentally feel off (bunch of anxiety, emotions etc).. I gave myself and my family the ultimate birthday present. I made a plan to take a few days off work (last Thursday and Friday) and told myself I refuse to go into another year of my life a slave to this shit. Proud of myself for sticking to it. Yesterday I used a little bit of plain leaf and also I am starting to taper back the SR. A lot of people I talk to say hour 80-90 is when they really started turning the corner and I’m hoping that’s the case for me mentally. I do have family stopping by today which I’m nervous about. But also understand I’m truly blessed. Just making posts along the way to hold myself accountable as I will never touch any of this gas station/smoke shop BS again. I beat 7oh after a year in spring only to get stuck on these “cats claw” bullshit. Which imo are worse…Have a great day. Looking forward to hitting 96 hours later

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 5 days ago

60 hours in

Just making a couple posts to keep myself accountable. Have used a little bit of plain leaf/mit and using SR but it’s still been pretty rough but here we are. Anxiety has been brutal. I don’t know. Just feel like shit all around. Hoping to turn the corner soon. Have been able to sleep which I guess is huge I credit to the sr but then daytime is overwhelming sadness and gloom. Anyways I’ll be happy to hit 72 hour mark later this evening and start day 4. Came clean to all my family and not getting thru this isn’t an option. Even though they don’t understand they have been helpful. I guess it just feels good to talk to people on here who actually know what it’s like

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 6 days ago

42 hours since my last tab

To be clear was on those damn buzzer “cat claw” tabs really bad for the last couple months. Tried to quit with SR a month or so ago and it didn’t work out. Now I finally came clean to my family. Took yesterday and today off of work and have no choice but to get thru this. Even with SR I’m hurting pretty bad… Have to keep it going though.

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 7 days ago

Medical detox questions.

Who has gone this route w mgm? What do they give you “if anything” to try keep you comfortable? How long were you there? I’ve never been to a detox but got thru some bad WDs at home but I’m honestly getting to the point where I may start looking into it. Nobody even really knows my secret and I’m scared out of my mind but I can’t keep doing this….How do you even find a detox center? Do you have access to your phone and visitors and things like that, the thought of being away from my family kills me. Should I just call a center and ask for an assessment? I’m so lost

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 2 months ago

Tapering advice

I’ve been taking these stupid buzzer tabs for the last month and a half or so. Still don’t know what the hell is even in them, just assuming low dose MGM at this point but I am trying my best to taper this week. It’s going fairly well, but I have learned for myself it is much easier when I only buy what I need for that day. When I go buy a bunch thinking it’s gonna last a few days or whatever. I usually burn right thru them. I just figured I would throw that advice out in case anybody is in the same situation. Yes it sucks making more trips to the store but in my case, I have about 10 stores within a mile of my house so it’s not a huge deal swing by. If anybody else has any tips that they would like to share, I am all ears

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 2 months ago

Dosing only creates anxiety…

I don’t know where I’m even going with this post as I just feel the need to talk right now. For starters Im not even sure what I’m taking with these buzzer tabs. Worst case people say it’s low dose of MGM. Many othes say there is no MGM. I talked to one gentlemen in the DM’s this week who kicked them recently and he said they were fairly easy and much much easier compared to 7oh. Him and I were on or around the same dosage. I’ve heard people on other new cats claw products say buzzers are weak compared to the others. So I guess I have that going for me….However I’m to a weird point where I don’t even feel good after dosing. It’s just immediate anxiety, panic and guilt to where I can’t even enjoy it. Anyone else ever hit this stage. This is completely new to me. I was on 7 for a year and even though the WDs sucked. I at least got some relief and joy when dosing. I don’t know man. I’m just venting and no idea where to go from here. Truly stuck. Thinking of maybe trying to taper off these while incorporating plain leaf (which I do not want to get on but I do understand it’s the lesser of the 2 evils. Plain leaf is how I quit 7oh and a few weeks ago I was able to successfully switch from buzzers to plain leaf for a week and it wasn’t terrible. Seemed much easier than when I did it with 7. But back to anxiety site, is there anything I can try taking with my dose to keep the anxiety down, I do have about 15 gabapentin but I wanted to save those for when I 100% quit. Also have magnesium glycinate, l theanine, I’ve been dosing a ton of vitamin c lipo already

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u/Aromatic-Listen-76 — 3 months ago