For context my SD is a well known person in his field and we met twice. We previously had that talk if he's coming into this with me, I won't accept breadcrumbs of his attention. He should make me feel wanted. Im borderline, so not having feelings is a huge challenge for me, i always end up falling in love. We had that talk. The attraction for each other was mutual. And since I was new to sugaring and was kinda leaving it the time he met me, he said that he won't make it feel like a traditional sugar setup. You're gonna be loved as a person aswell and I rlly thought he loved me..! Dumb me fr. Why would a 50 year old be in love with an 18 year old. And tbh I asked for ppm on the first day and after that I didn't because I seriously started loving him and I didn't want it to be transactional.. but I was open to things whenever he wanted to spoil me, he could. Now he's replying coldly, leaving me unread for 3-4 days. And it's literally been a month since he's doing this. I know how work stress is and somehow i gave him time for that, maybe he'll come around.. but tbh it feels disrespectful now. Because it has been a month of vague and cold replies. I feel abandoned and he's my favourite person and I'm kinda exclusive for him. And as a borderline person that makes me spiral tbh.. it feels like the end of the world. I didn't come into sugar dating for this.