u/Att1tudeEth1cs

I hate how many times I find myself right back here. This has to be maybe my fifth account for this year? Every time I quit it goes well for a while and then the pressure gets too much. Uni shouldn't be as overwhelming as it is to me, but the compulsory attendance and my autism do not get along in the least. I work hard, I do well I'm on top of everything. Then I relapse, a week or two of edging without cumming, fall behind, fake illness, then once I finish, scramble to catch up. It makes me feel like an animal without self control.

I hate how many times I find myself right back here. This has to be maybe my fifth account for this year? Every time I quit it goes well for a while and then the pressure gets too much. Uni shouldn't be as overwhelming as it is to me, but the compulsory attendance and my autism do not get along in the least. I work hard, I do well I'm on top of everything. Then I relapse, a week or two of edging without cumming, fall behind, fake illness, then once I finish, scramble to catch up. It makes me feel like an animal without self control.