u/AutumnTheGeek

I am a 23 year old trans lass looking for other gals to play with me. I am looking to just robotically follow basic instructions tonight.

Give me green light and I will touch an edge myself.

Give me a red light and I must stop masturbating allothger untill you say green again.

You may also tell me how I am to masterbate: hands, wand or both.

You may also decided what anal toys go in me: nothing, wide gem plug, heavy long plug or tentacle dildo (only after I've been teased a bit and am ready.)

I am not allowed to cum tonight so when you satisfied or bored just tell me to pull my panties and resume basic operations

I would like to just fully turn my brain off for this session and just have you decide my masturbating for me.

To know that you have read this fully please have you first order "pull down your panties and await instructions" or something among those lines. Treat it like launching a program :3

As a sub I want to feel like I am being spoiled but most of the time orgasm denial is framed as a punishment of sorts. "I'm not letting you cum because you don't deserve it" ect ect. As if so who wants to be pampered and spoiled I kind of want it to be acknowledged as a tool for pampering me. I want to thing like "I'm not letting you cum because if I don't I get to pleasure you more and more, as much as you deserve and you deserve the world."

I have had a lot of struggles self worth and I'm finding the idea of being forced to indulge in pleasure and attention in spite of any guilt (that would manifest itself from trying to put myself first) to be really hot.

Anyone else like this idea or is it just me?

As a sub I want to feel like I am being spoiled but most of the time orgasm denial is framed as a punishment of sorts. "I'm not letting you cum because you don't deserve it" ect ect. As if so who wants to be pampered and spoiled I kind of want it to be acknowledged as a tool for pampering me. I want to thing like "I'm not letting you cum because if I don't I get to pleasure you more and more, as much as you deserve and you deserve the world."

Anyone else like this idea or is it just me?

I been wanting to condition myself into needing permission to orgasm but it's been difficult because I don't have a lot of dominant people in my life who could help me and most places online expect some sort of play when I kind of just want to edge myself alone but cum with permission. Does anyone else feel this or is it just me?