Switched from domme to sub...
Hey everyone,
I'm looking for some advice and not sure how to navigate this dynamic.
I've always been a domme leaning switch. But most of the time I'd domme unless I was in some sort of extenuating circumstance.
But recently I've been craving bottoming. There are some life circumstances I suspect switched me.
But I'm not into extreme sadism and pain (which I am into as a domme just not as a sub).
I've been thinking a lot about different dynamics like just straight up humiliation, light impact play, bimbofication, objectification, sensory deprivation, edging and orgasm denial... With the common element of someone who's able to intellectually best me and push back.
I'm out of ideas though. I'm curious what other options I haven't explored?
I'm also not into any medical play or dressing up as any animals. So, the list feels slim, but I'm out of practice and so much of my domme preferences have been sadism and pain, that exploring this new desire of mine while exhilarating... Has been a challenge. Everything I've learned deeply and have been steeped in... has been in this sadism lane I don't want to experience myself.
Can anyone else relate to this? How did you navigate it and how did you go through the process of having to rediscover yourself after 25 years of living a completely different way?