u/Awkward_vanilla2858

...That I'm not making money. Last weekend I showed up to a weekend shift, worked six hours, got naked for three men and made $10 after house, and it was so my fault. Thankfully I made a good amount my previous two shifts but I've been really struggling to get out of my head and just show up and work when I'm at work.

I know I need to cultivate a healthy balanced life outside of the club in order to do well in the club but I just dont quite have the money to achieve that. Moving countries is expensive, buying furniture is expensive, and I feel like im slowly going crazy with how burned out I am and no easy solution. If I had like...two ousand more I could buy some more furniture so my closet isnt still my suitcase and a couch so I'm not sitting, eating, sleeping and relaxing all in my bed.

😫 ugh I gotta pick myself up and get over myself.

My club has an annoying rule that we're not allowed bags on the floor and are instructed to tie money to our wrists using elastic bands, which I find really annoying. I've made some garters that allow me to hold my money, but they don't go with all my outfits. I've found men seem put off by the money on my wrist, assuming I've already made enough and occasionally the bands slide and my money falls everywhere and I have to scoop it back up.

I've seen girls who make a lot of money at my club's wrists be bare, which has me wondering where they're putting the money they make, maybe in their lockers? They could be exchanging the small bills for big bills with front of house?

Does anyone else work at a club that has this rule? Would it be safe enough to lock my bag and store my money upstairs? I don't have access to a locker yet.

At my old club, we didn't get to leave until the club closed, no matter what, which has Pavlov dogged/ conditioned me to never leave until close despite almost always starting my shift when the club opens, and my club atm is open till 8am...so a full 12/13 hour shift if I stay the whole time.

It's so bad for me since I'm trying to also expand my life outside of the club, freelance do some civ work etc.

Do you leave after you've hit your money goal for the night, do you stay the whole shift, do you prefer to start early leave early or start late and stay late? Curious how other girls do it.