I don't know how to feel about this
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So, I started dating my Gf about 4 years ago. When we met, I hated feet. I was disgusted by feet because of a constantly over used joke of my friends saying I have a foot fetish simply because I had masturbated with a lotion typically used for feet. So, I eventually developed a hate and disgust for feet. I made that very clear when I first started dating my girlfriend. The problem is that now, I have a sexual attraction to her feet. For some reason, I have a relatively strong want for her to touch me with her feet lately and I still don't understand how I gained an attraction to something I hate. I don't know how or why, I can't exactly explain it, but it's there. It's weird but I don't know how or why it happened, has anyone else experienced this or have heard of something you hate becoming a kink?