u/BackShotCaller

When wanting to masturbate I can scroll porn etc for some time before finding some i want to finish to. Find the right video or chat and just go for it and pound it out.

Recently the hunt, rather than the finish, has become the aim. I've found that I love just watching and being hard and leaking uncontrollably for extended periods without ever cumming. It's like im close to the brink at times but never take myself over. And its bliss.

It's a strange revelation and now cumming means it's over and i don't want it to end, so i dont and just continue.

Is this a thing? Do others do this? Thanks