u/Background_West5332

I shouldn’t be here as a married women but I can’t get this stuff out of head after stumbling across this recently

I have always identified myself as a strong independent woman, even while dating and now even that I’m married. I’ve recently discovered some darker parts of Reddit randomly and I can’t stop going to them and putting myself in them and it’s really messing with my mind and my feelings. I hate that it all turns me on so much and feel ashamed for it. I so strongly disagree with the principles behind the content but am I lying to myself if it is turning me on? I’m so confused lately.