happy beltaine bambis
bambi started listengin to her files again after being sent a really nice playlist last night and its kinda nice to see bambis still somehow one of the top 50 bambis on the leaderboard even after a six month break thats fvkn wild how the hell did that happen
today she listened to day one of the new prime training plan
it was super intense and bambi cud really feel the bleed over from her old training like some of the old triggers going through her head
but it was amazing how heavy the files hit and babmi wasnt even high for this
this is going to be a really intense experince... and she is wndering how much deeper this relapse is going to take her and when she looks at her life she like how much deeper can this really even take her