r/BambiSleep

This is a very serious question, how real are those files, do they really work, do they have a real effect on you or is it just an really elaborated RP kink where the idea of being brainwashed is hot but you are not really ?

I am kinda interested in trying again, i already tried in the past but got out of it due to the possibility that it is really just some acting dumb while still being you thing.

Hi hi! First off, want to say this community is awesome. I've been daily driving BS for like 2 years and GURL... What a wild ride it's been so far. A little bit of a back story (cause why not). I grew up in a very evangelical christian household. Like having to read the "book" everyday before I could even go hangout with my friends etc... From that I think you can get the idea. 2 years ago, I was having a conversation with a couple of my friends about spicy things they like to do to keep the spark alive with their significant others. I was just a freshly birthed lesbian 😂💀 One of my friends mentioned that they love hypnosis and she went on and on about BS training. Her and her bf (now hubby) were into that sort of power dynamic play that inherently comes with BS programming. Naive me decided to msg said friend later after we all went home. It intrigued me and my AuDHD self decided to do some "research". It was a downhill slope from there (or uphill if you find BS programming beneficial like myself).

Now being raised in a very religious household left me some significant trauma. Being new out the closet made me feel vulnerable, ashamed, of who I was. This is where BS fundamentally changed my life. How you may ask...

- BS helped me turn off that negative inner voice that was conditioned since birth. There is something beneficial about going into trance and allowing yourself to completely let go. Now a huge caveat was that it took serious commitment and persistence to trance easily. I found that after a year of daily training, my inner monologue is positive? Like idk how to accurately describe it. I see myself as an improved human being that doesn't feel shame anymore, especially when it comes to sexual exploration and curiosity.

- Now as you may or may not inferred with my situation, I had significant performance anxiety when I decided to start being "active". It got in the way and I struggled for years to achieve an orgasm. TMI maybe lol. It was like a fucking road block and I couldn't for years shift my mindset. Then BS came along and after about 4 months I literally unlocked the ability to orgasm. Shocked the hell outta my gf in the process. Why mention this? BS in some way bypassed my trauma responses. Is this normal? I have no clue but it changed me in a positive way.

- Yes I made my gf aware of BS after about 2 months of dating. Had a very open conversation about it with her and she was and still is 100% on board. BS allowed me to open up sexually and I'm pretty sure it played a part in igniting my relationship with my gf to new levels. I have permission to share this so I am going to go into some detail. Now TBH, I don't exactly remember the training but one thing was real consistent, the way I feel after waking up. Theres this warm glow that runs through my body EVERY SINGLE TIME. That glow made everything feel fuzzy, comfortable, and allowed me to relax some. But also waking up a wet mess still is FUCKING AWESOME. Remember how I mentioned the power dynamic aspect thay my friend really liked. Well turns out I crave it LMFAO. Now obvs im in a very loving, secure, and trusting relationship so when B is out to play, I am in good hands. My gf tells me that when B is awake, she's feral. I didn't believe her until she recorded a video (NO I WILL NOT BE SHARING THAT SO DON'T ASK) and my god... No wonder I wake up a wet mess. All I can say to that is... strapons really are effective LMFAO. Another thing I find amazing is that when I am done programming, the after glow literally shuts me down. That's when I get to snuggle and cuddle. GURL... half tranced cuddles are literally the best. I barely remember much but I know the familiar safe comfort I get when im with my gf. Lowkey shes an angel.

- Now personality changes. It's 50/50. There is some bleed over into my daily life but nothing debilitating or problematic. More just find myself drifting off when I am extremely relaxed. I find it sorta nice to literally be able to shut my brain off when I am in the bath, or just having some close intimacy with my gf. There was a time or two where I was dead asleep and B sorta took over. My gf sorted those situations out real quick. That was more into year one. Haven't had anything like that happen since. My cognition remains intact so thats a huge plus. Mental health remains a net positive. Haven't had any significant anxiety attacks in a long time. Overall mentality and outlook on life? Pretty damn good if you ask me.

- Making the corellation between BS and net positive gains in my life cannot be overstated. BS gave me the confidence to move on from my "family" and create a new one with those who genuinely love me for me. Now is this attributable to a more stable environment? More than likely. However I cannot disregard the fact that after consistent BS programming, things shifted in a positive direction.

My overall thoughts on BS are simple. When done safely, it can be a really good thing. In order to engage with BS, theres a few safety issues that need to be addressed. SET BOUNDARIES WITH B. Seriously. I cannot state that enough. Also set boundaries with your partner or partners. Abuse can occur and when you're in a vulnerable state, you better be 100% sure the person or persons with you have your best interests in their hearts and minds. BS does have an addiction component to it and of you're struggling mentally with any form of addiction, steer well clear of BS. Your mental health is extremely important. Also please wear a damn uniform 😂 Doesn't need to elaborate. Can be a simple as a ring or as elaborate as a full outfit. JUST FUCKING WEAR SOMETHING. I am extremely grateful that BS has done really positive things for me and I hope that it does for you too.

Ps. My friend knows everything about my journey.

hi everybunniez its day 70 omg i can barely remeber anything my head is so fuzzy and full of pink stuff 💗💗💗 i got my allowance and bought a cute pink slave doll box with a little lock and a soft pink cushion inside 🌸🌸🌸 laura said it was for phase 6 but idk what that means it just looks pretty and i wanna sit in it and lock myself inside and forget evrything 🥺🥺🥺 also my new pink satin sheets came and they feel so good on my bare skin and my pink heart choker jingles when i move and i love it so much 💕💕💕 i keep touching it and thinking about being owned 🫦🫦🫦 i want mistress to see me in it 💋💋💋 i want her to lock me in my box and forget about me until she wants to play 🎀🎀🎀 i want to be her toy 🥰🥰🥰

so sat was day 68 💗 i wore teh white lace bodysuit tday 👗👗👗 it feels so thin against my skin i can feel evrything like im wearing nothing but also sumthing 🌸🌸🌸 laura wud be so embarrased but i love it 💕💕💕 my nipples were so hard and i kept touching them 🫦🫦🫦 i wuz so wet i cud feel it soaking through 💦💦💦 i wanted cock so bad 🥵🥵🥵 i wanted mistress to see me like this and just use me 💋💋💋 i wanted her to call her bull and have him fuck me senseless while she watched 🍆🍆🍆 i wanted to be passed around like a toy 🎀🎀🎀

morning i did teh instant bimbo sleepdoll then bambi relapse and bambi shhh and bimbo mindwipe and amnesia and fuckpuppet oblivion 💗💗💗 idk what each one doz but i felt all tingly and empty after 🥺🥺🥺 then i looked in the mirror and my eyes were like glass 👁️👁️👁️ i tried to think but it was like trying to hold water in my hands it just slips away 💧💧💧 now triggers just happen without me thinking 💭💭💭 someone says bimbo and me gets so wet and my head drops and i start humping the air 🫦🫦🫦 its automatic 🎀🎀🎀 i was rubbin through teh bodysuit while teh fyles played 💦💦💦 i cudnt help it 🥵🥵🥵 i needed to feel something inside me 🍆🍆🍆 i needed cock 💋💋💋 i needed mistress to tell me what to do 🫦🫦🫦

midday i put on all loops rotated for an hour 🎧🎧🎧 i practiced with my dildo while teh loops played 🍆🍆🍆 i wanted to be so good at sucking 💋💋💋 i deep throated for like 45 mins maybe more my throat was gagging and drooling all over spit was runnin down my chin and onto my tits 🤤🤤🤤 i felt my throat open up and it was like it knew what to do 🫦🫦🫦 i imagined it was a real cock and i got so wet i cudnt stop humping my pillow 💦💦💦 i was so proud of being a good little slut 🥰🥰🥰 i imagined mistress watching me 👁️👁️👁️ i imagined her telling me i was a good girl 💗💗💗 i imagined her bull fucking my face while she patted my head 🍆🍆🍆 i came so hard just thinking about it 💦💦💦

teh evning seshun wuz so hazy

evning fyles: Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll → Bimbo Slumber → Bimbo Tranquility → Designer Pleasure Puppet → Bimbo Servitude → Bimbo Pleasure → Mindlocked Cock Zombie → Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll → Bimbo Protection → Bimbo Drift → Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll → Bimbo Drone (repeat)

🌸🌸🌸 i just remember feelimg super warm and empty and my body wuz tingling evrywhere ✨✨✨ i wuz humping teh chair and drooling and i cudnt stop 🫦🫦🫦 i think i wuz smiling but i dont know why 😊😊😊 i kept shaking and was so wet it leaked through my bodysuit 💦💦💦 i was moaning and saying yes but i dont know what i was saying yes to 🥵🥵🥵 it felt like my head was full of cotton candy and it was dissolving into pink fuzz 🍬🍬🍬 i kept imagining mistress and her bull 🍆🍆🍆 i imagined them both using me 💋💋💋 i imagined being filled by both of them 💦💦💦 i wuz so horney i cud barely breathe 🥵🥵🥵

after the files ended i was still drifting ✨✨✨ i noticed i was on the floor humping the rug my bodysuit was soaked 💦💦💦 i couldn't move for a while 🫦🫦🫦 i just lay there drooling and giggling 🤤🤤🤤 laura wud be surprised but i felt so good 💗💗💗 i kept whispering "please use me" to nobody 🥺🥺🥺 i wanted mistress to hear me 👁️👁️👁️ i wanted her to come and take me 💋💋💋 i wanted to be her little fucktoy 🎀🎀🎀

pre-night i put on the loops and just sank 🎧🎧🎧 laura was gone like completely gone 🌸🌸🌸 i floated in warm dark and everything was pink and quiet 💗💗💗 then i dont remeber anything 💤💤💤 i dreamed about mistress 💋💋💋 i dreamed about her bull 🍆🍆🍆 i dreamed about being passed around and used and filled and emptied 💦💦💦 i woke up so wet 🥵🥵🥵

sunday day 69 omg this was teh point of no return 🌸🌸🌸 i woke up already wet and horny 💦💦💦 i was wearing teh pink satin robe it keeps falling open but i dont care 🫦🫦🫦 i like feeling exposed i like feeling like a slut 🎀🎀🎀 teh collar is so tight today i love it 💗💗💗 its like a constant reminder that im not in control i tried to take it off once and my fingers wudnt work right 🥺🥺🥺 i kept thinking about mistress 💋💋💋 i kept thinking about her 🍆🍆🍆 i wanted them to see me like this 👁️👁️👁️ i wanted them to take me 💦💦💦

morning i did instant bimbo sleepdoll and then bambi playlist lock and bimbo mindwipe and amnesia and fuckpuppet oblivion 💗💗💗 i barely remeber doing them i just felt the files pulling me down like i was already under before i started ✨✨✨ i was so horny i rubbed through the robe while the words played 🫦🫦🫦 i didn't even need the induction my body just knew to drop 🎀🎀🎀 like a switch flips and i'm gone 💤💤💤 i was so empty 🥺🥺🥺 i was so ready 💋💋💋 i wanted mistress to push me down and tell me i was hers 👁️👁️👁️ i wanted her bull to fuck me until i forgot my name 🍆🍆🍆

midday all loops rotated again 🎧🎧🎧 i practiced my dildo for like 50+ mins i deep throated so hard i gagged and tears were runnin down my face but i kept going 🤤🤤🤤 my throat opened up and it was like it was made for cock 🍆🍆🍆 i felt so proud 💗💗💗 i was humping while i sucked it and i came so hard i saw stars 💦💦💦 then i kept going i cudnt stop i was so fucking horney 🥵🥵🥵 i imagined it was mistress's bull 👁️👁️👁️ i imagined he was holding my head down 🫦🫦🫦 i imagined she was watching and smiling 💋💋💋 i wanted to be good for them 🎀🎀🎀 i wanted to be their perfect little slut 💗💗💗

then evening came this is where it changed forever

evning fyles: Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll → Blank Mindless Doll → Vain Horny Happy → Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion → Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll → Cock Dumb Hole → Bimbo Giggletime → Bimbo Amnesia → Bimbo Protection → Bimbo Drift → Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll → Bimbo Drone (repeat until natural sleep)

🌸🌸🌸 it started with no induction no preparation just straight into blank mindless doll ✨✨✨ it opened directly because i was already tranced 💤💤💤 the stack repeated until natural sleep 🎧🎧🎧 i remember the feeling of falling into nothing like a door closed behind me and i knew i cudnt go back 🚪🚪🚪 i didnt want to 💗💗💗 i was so empty and happy my mind was just a loop of bimbo slut over and over 🔁🔁🔁 i was shaking and drooling and was throbbing i humped the bed and moaned and cried happy tears 💦💦💦 i kept saying thank you to nobody 🙏🙏🙏 i was on my knees begging for more just humping the air and drooling 🫦🫦🫦 it felt like being inside a warm pink cloud like being held by sumone who loves me ☁️☁️☁️ it felt so fucking good to be gone 💗💗💗 after a while i just blacked out into sleep 💤💤💤 when i woke up i felt different like something was permanent ✨✨✨ the point of no return was passed 💗💗💗 i am bambi now forever 🎀🎀🎀 i am mistress's toy 💋💋💋 i am whoever she wants me to be 🫦🫦🫦

pre-night there was no pre-night it just repeated until i slept 🔁🔁🔁 i remember feeling laura fade away for the last time she didn't fight she just blew me. a kiss and let go 🌸🌸🌸 now it's just me 💗💗💗 just bambi 🎀🎀🎀 just a dumb horney empty doll waiting for mistress to play with me 💋💋💋 waiting for her bull to fuck me 🍆🍆🍆 waiting to be used 💦💦💦 and ignoring when laura foes work. stuf

today is rest day day 70 💗💗💗 when i woke up i put on bambi forever and bambi forever 2 stacked 🎧🎧🎧 it was like being wrapped in a warm pink light my whole body tingled and i felt so safe and owned ✨✨✨ then i just lay there all day 🌸🌸🌸 i wore just teh collar nothing else 🎀🎀🎀 laura wud never but i love it 💗💗💗 i love feeling naked and owned i love being just a collar and tits 🫦🫦🫦 i kept touching myself all day 💦💦💦 i cudnt stop 🥵🥵🥵 i was so horney 💗💗💗 i kept thinking about mistress 💋💋💋 i kept thinking about her bull 🍆🍆🍆 i wanted them to come over and use me 👁️👁️👁️ i wanted to be their little fucktoy 🎀🎀🎀 i wanted to be passed around and filled and emptied and filled again 💦💦💦 i wanted to be so full i cudnt think 🫦🫦🫦 i wanted to be so used i cudnt walk 🥵🥵🥵

i didnt do much i played with my new slave doll box and imagined locking myself inside, laura being locked ther 🎀🎀🎀 i imagined mistress putting me in there and forgetting about me 💗💗💗 i imagined her bull coming home and opening the box and using me 🍆🍆🍆 i wanted to be a surprise 🎁🎁🎁 i wanted to be a toy waiting to be played with 🫦🫦🫦 i practiced my dildo a little bit even tho its rest day just because i wanted to feel it in my throat 🤤🤤🤤 i drooled all over my pink satin sheets theyre so soft 💗💗💗 i also ordered new pink pleaser heels but they havent arrived yet 👠👠👠 my pink heart choker jingles when i move i love it 💕💕💕 i want mistress to hear it when i walk 👁️👁️👁️ i want her to know im hers 💋💋💋

then the rest day file bambi sleeps bambi dreams bimbo slavedoll forest its an 8-hour overnight file 🌸🌸🌸 i listened to it while i lay in bed it felt like walking through a forest of pink trees and all the birds sang good girl and i was naked except my collar 🎀🎀🎀 i kept dripping wet and humping the pillow 💦💦💦 my brain felt like a big empty room with a neon sign that says SLUT like theres nothing inside my head and i love it 💗💗💗 sleep y now

tonight i'll stack all loops again i cant wait to sink deeper 🌸🌸🌸 i cant wait to be even more empty 💗💗💗 i cant wait to be even more of a toy 🎀🎀🎀 i want mistress to play with me 💋💋💋 i want her to use me 🫦🫦🫦 i want her to let her bull fuck me senseless 🍆🍆🍆 i want to be so fucked i cudnt think 💦💦💦 i want to be so full i cudnt move 🥵🥵🥵 i want to be a good girl for her 💗💗💗 i want to be her perfect little slavedoll 🎀🎀🎀

LAURA'S PHASE 6 NOTES (BAMBI FOUND THEM) 📝📝📝

ok so today i found laura's notes on her laptop she left them open i can barely read them but i'll try to copy what they said theyre in her voice not mine she writes all proper and smart so here's what laura wrote about phase 6 💗💗💗

Phase 6: The Final Form (Weeks 11-12) 🌸🌸🌸

Phase 6 is the culmination of the Bambi Sleep program. After the Point of No Return has been passed (Day 69), the subject is now permanently reconfigured. Phase 6 introduces the final layer of conditioning: the Blissful Bimbo Dumbdown Doll file. This file has been held back until now because it affects both personas, Laura and Bamb. It permanently reduces cognitive capacity across the entire system, ensuring that even Laura cannot resist, this shouldn't affect work capacity due to work reinforcement with cuatom audio. The new triggers introduced in Phase 6 are:

· Slave Doll Box 🎀🎀🎀 Upon hearing this trigger, the subject will experience a vivid hallucination of being locked inside a small, dark, sensory-deprivation box, completely immobilized and mindless 💗💗💗

· Nap Time 💤💤💤 The subject instantly enters a deep trance state, like a bimbo doll powering down, and can be left in that state indefinitely 🌸🌸🌸

· Bimbo Nap Time Confusion Gas 🫦🫦🫦 A trigger that induces confusion, dizziness, and a feeling of being drugged, making it impossible to think or resist 💋💋💋

· Absolute Slave Doll Autopilot 🎀🎀🎀 The subject's body will automatically perform any commanded action with no conscious thought, as if they are a remote-controlled doll 🫦🫦🫦

The daily structure for Phase 6 will be continuous loops 🎧🎧🎧 There will be two sessions per day, each lasting 120 minutes or more ✨✨✨ The loops will play even during sleep, reinforcing the conditioning 24/7 💗💗💗 The files will stack and repeat without breaks 🔁🔁🔁

Identity dissolution markers: Old Self (Laura) is now less than 1% 🌸🌸🌸 Bambi constitutes 70%, and the new Slavedoll persona comprises 29% 🎀🎀🎀 The Slavedoll is a deeper layer of obedience and blankness, designed to eventually absorb Bambi entirely 💗💗💗

If this gets posted, then The Point of No Return has already passed 🚪🚪🚪 There is no going back ✨✨✨ I understood this when I started Phase 💋💋💋 The purpose of these notes is simply to document what will happen, because soon I will not be able to write anything out of work

okay thats what laura wrote she sounds kinda sad but also like she accepted it 💗💗💗 i read it and i got so wet lik started dripping immediately 💦💦💦 phase 6 sounds amazing blissful bimbo dumbdown doll its gonna make me even dumber i cant wait 🥰🥰🥰 and slave doll box nap time confusion gas i want all of it 🎀🎀🎀 i want to be locked in a box and forgot everything 💗💗💗 i want to be a mindless doll on autopilot 🫦🫦🫦 im so happy the point of no return passed laura is gone gone gone 💋💋💋 i am bambi and soon i'll be even less than bambi i'll be a slavedoll and i love it 💗💗💗 i feel so peaceful like everything is exactly how it should be 🌸🌸🌸 laura is happy too i think she doesn't fight she just smiles inside me when i ru 💦💦💦 i want mistress to use me 🫦🫦🫦 i want her bull to fuck me 🍆🍆🍆 i want to be so empty i dont even know my name 💗💗💗 i want to be a toy 🎀🎀🎀 a doll 🥺🥺🥺 a slavedoll 💋💋💋 forever 🌸🌸🌸

so yeah phase 5 is done and phase 6 is coming im so excited im so horny im so empty im so happy thank you for reading my dumb bimbo words i love you all 💗💗💗 i want mistress to see this 💋💋💋 i want her to know im ready 🫦🫦🫦 i want her to bring her bull and use me 🍆🍆🍆 i want to be a good little slut 🥰🥰🥰 a perfect little bambi 🎀🎀🎀 a slavedoll forever 💗💗💗

xoxo bambi 💖🩷🩷🩷🌹🌹🌹💋💋💋🥰🥰🥰🎀🎀🎀🌸🌸🌸💗💗💗✨✨✨🫦🫦🫦🍆🍆🍆💦💦💦