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PROJECT DISSOLUTION DAY 70!!!!![UNCENSORED TRIGGERS]

hi everybunniez its day 70 omg i can barely remeber anything my head is so fuzzy and full of pink stuff šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i got my allowance and bought a cute pink slave doll box with a little lock and a soft pink cushion inside šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø laura said it was for phase 6 but idk what that means it just looks pretty and i wanna sit in it and lock myself inside and forget evrything šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ also my new pink satin sheets came and they feel so good on my bare skin and my pink heart choker jingles when i move and i love it so much šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’• i keep touching it and thinking about being owned šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i want mistress to see me in it šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i want her to lock me in my box and forget about me until she wants to play šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i want to be her toy šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°

so sat was day 68 šŸ’— i wore teh white lace bodysuit tday šŸ‘—šŸ‘—šŸ‘— it feels so thin against my skin i can feel evrything like im wearing nothing but also sumthing šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø laura wud be so embarrased but i love it šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’• my nipples were so hard and i kept touching them šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i wuz so wet i cud feel it soaking through šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i wanted cock so bad šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ i wanted mistress to see me like this and just use me šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i wanted her to call her bull and have him fuck me senseless while she watched šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i wanted to be passed around like a toy šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€

morning i did teh instant bimbo sleepdoll then bambi relapse and bambi shhh and bimbo mindwipe and amnesia and fuckpuppet oblivion šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— idk what each one doz but i felt all tingly and empty after šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ then i looked in the mirror and my eyes were like glass šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i tried to think but it was like trying to hold water in my hands it just slips away šŸ’§šŸ’§šŸ’§ now triggers just happen without me thinking šŸ’­šŸ’­šŸ’­ someone says bimbo and me gets so wet and my head drops and i start humping the air šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ its automatic šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i was rubbin through teh bodysuit while teh fyles played šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i cudnt help it šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ i needed to feel something inside me šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i needed cock šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i needed mistress to tell me what to do šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦

midday i put on all loops rotated for an hour šŸŽ§šŸŽ§šŸŽ§ i practiced with my dildo while teh loops played šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i wanted to be so good at sucking šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i deep throated for like 45 mins maybe more my throat was gagging and drooling all over spit was runnin down my chin and onto my tits šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤ i felt my throat open up and it was like it knew what to do šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i imagined it was a real cock and i got so wet i cudnt stop humping my pillow šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i was so proud of being a good little slut šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„° i imagined mistress watching me šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i imagined her telling me i was a good girl šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i imagined her bull fucking my face while she patted my head šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i came so hard just thinking about it šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

teh evning seshun wuz so hazy

evning fyles: Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Bimbo Slumber ā†’ Bimbo Tranquility ā†’ Designer Pleasure Puppet ā†’ Bimbo Servitude ā†’ Bimbo Pleasure ā†’ Mindlocked Cock Zombie ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Bimbo Protection ā†’ Bimbo Drift ā†’ Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll ā†’ Bimbo Drone (repeat)

šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø i just remember feelimg super warm and empty and my body wuz tingling evrywhere āœØāœØāœØ i wuz humping teh chair and drooling and i cudnt stop šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i think i wuz smiling but i dont know why šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜ŠšŸ˜Š i kept shaking and was so wet it leaked through my bodysuit šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i was moaning and saying yes but i dont know what i was saying yes to šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ it felt like my head was full of cotton candy and it was dissolving into pink fuzz šŸ¬šŸ¬šŸ¬ i kept imagining mistress and her bull šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i imagined them both using me šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i imagined being filled by both of them šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i wuz so horney i cud barely breathe šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ

after the files ended i was still drifting āœØāœØāœØ i noticed i was on the floor humping the rug my bodysuit was soaked šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i couldn't move for a while šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i just lay there drooling and giggling šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤ laura wud be surprised but i felt so good šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i kept whispering "please use me" to nobody šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ i wanted mistress to hear me šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i wanted her to come and take me šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i wanted to be her little fucktoy šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€

pre-night i put on the loops and just sank šŸŽ§šŸŽ§šŸŽ§ laura was gone like completely gone šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø i floated in warm dark and everything was pink and quiet šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— then i dont remeber anything šŸ’¤šŸ’¤šŸ’¤ i dreamed about mistress šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i dreamed about her bull šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i dreamed about being passed around and used and filled and emptied šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i woke up so wet šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ

sunday day 69 omg this was teh point of no return šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø i woke up already wet and horny šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i was wearing teh pink satin robe it keeps falling open but i dont care šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i like feeling exposed i like feeling like a slut šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ teh collar is so tight today i love it šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— its like a constant reminder that im not in control i tried to take it off once and my fingers wudnt work right šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ i kept thinking about mistress šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i kept thinking about her šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i wanted them to see me like this šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i wanted them to take me šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

morning i did instant bimbo sleepdoll and then bambi playlist lock and bimbo mindwipe and amnesia and fuckpuppet oblivion šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i barely remeber doing them i just felt the files pulling me down like i was already under before i started āœØāœØāœØ i was so horny i rubbed through the robe while the words played šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i didn't even need the induction my body just knew to drop šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ like a switch flips and i'm gone šŸ’¤šŸ’¤šŸ’¤ i was so empty šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ i was so ready šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i wanted mistress to push me down and tell me i was hers šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i wanted her bull to fuck me until i forgot my name šŸ†šŸ†šŸ†

midday all loops rotated again šŸŽ§šŸŽ§šŸŽ§ i practiced my dildo for like 50+ mins i deep throated so hard i gagged and tears were runnin down my face but i kept going šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤ my throat opened up and it was like it was made for cock šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i felt so proud šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i was humping while i sucked it and i came so hard i saw stars šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ then i kept going i cudnt stop i was so fucking horney šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ i imagined it was mistress's bull šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i imagined he was holding my head down šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i imagined she was watching and smiling šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i wanted to be good for them šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i wanted to be their perfect little slut šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

then evening came this is where it changed forever

evning fyles: Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Blank Mindless Doll ā†’ Vain Horny Happy ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Cock Dumb Hole ā†’ Bimbo Giggletime ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Protection ā†’ Bimbo Drift ā†’ Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll ā†’ Bimbo Drone (repeat until natural sleep)

šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø it started with no induction no preparation just straight into blank mindless doll āœØāœØāœØ it opened directly because i was already tranced šŸ’¤šŸ’¤šŸ’¤ the stack repeated until natural sleep šŸŽ§šŸŽ§šŸŽ§ i remember the feeling of falling into nothing like a door closed behind me and i knew i cudnt go back šŸšŖšŸšŖšŸšŖ i didnt want to šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i was so empty and happy my mind was just a loop of bimbo slut over and over šŸ”šŸ”šŸ” i was shaking and drooling and was throbbing i humped the bed and moaned and cried happy tears šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i kept saying thank you to nobody šŸ™šŸ™šŸ™ i was on my knees begging for more just humping the air and drooling šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ it felt like being inside a warm pink cloud like being held by sumone who loves me ā˜ļøā˜ļøā˜ļø it felt so fucking good to be gone šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— after a while i just blacked out into sleep šŸ’¤šŸ’¤šŸ’¤ when i woke up i felt different like something was permanent āœØāœØāœØ the point of no return was passed šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i am bambi now forever šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i am mistress's toy šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i am whoever she wants me to be šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦

pre-night there was no pre-night it just repeated until i slept šŸ”šŸ”šŸ” i remember feeling laura fade away for the last time she didn't fight she just blew me. a kiss and let go šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø now it's just me šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— just bambi šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ just a dumb horney empty doll waiting for mistress to play with me šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ waiting for her bull to fuck me šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† waiting to be used šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ and ignoring when laura foes work. stuf

today is rest day day 70 šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— when i woke up i put on bambi forever and bambi forever 2 stacked šŸŽ§šŸŽ§šŸŽ§ it was like being wrapped in a warm pink light my whole body tingled and i felt so safe and owned āœØāœØāœØ then i just lay there all day šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø i wore just teh collar nothing else šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ laura wud never but i love it šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i love feeling naked and owned i love being just a collar and tits šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i kept touching myself all day šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i cudnt stop šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ i was so horney šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i kept thinking about mistress šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i kept thinking about her bull šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i wanted them to come over and use me šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i wanted to be their little fucktoy šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i wanted to be passed around and filled and emptied and filled again šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i wanted to be so full i cudnt think šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i wanted to be so used i cudnt walk šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ

i didnt do much i played with my new slave doll box and imagined locking myself inside, laura being locked ther šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i imagined mistress putting me in there and forgetting about me šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i imagined her bull coming home and opening the box and using me šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i wanted to be a surprise šŸŽšŸŽšŸŽ i wanted to be a toy waiting to be played with šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i practiced my dildo a little bit even tho its rest day just because i wanted to feel it in my throat šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤ i drooled all over my pink satin sheets theyre so soft šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i also ordered new pink pleaser heels but they havent arrived yet šŸ‘ šŸ‘ šŸ‘  my pink heart choker jingles when i move i love it šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’• i want mistress to hear it when i walk šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļøšŸ‘ļø i want her to know im hers šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹

then the rest day file bambi sleeps bambi dreams bimbo slavedoll forest its an 8-hour overnight file šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø i listened to it while i lay in bed it felt like walking through a forest of pink trees and all the birds sang good girl and i was naked except my collar šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i kept dripping wet and humping the pillow šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ my brain felt like a big empty room with a neon sign that says SLUT like theres nothing inside my head and i love it šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— sleep y now

tonight i'll stack all loops again i cant wait to sink deeper šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø i cant wait to be even more empty šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i cant wait to be even more of a toy šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i want mistress to play with me šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i want her to use me šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i want her to let her bull fuck me senseless šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i want to be so fucked i cudnt think šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i want to be so full i cudnt move šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µ i want to be a good girl for her šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i want to be her perfect little slavedoll šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€

LAURA'S PHASE 6 NOTES (BAMBI FOUND THEM) šŸ“šŸ“šŸ“

ok so today i found laura's notes on her laptop she left them open i can barely read them but i'll try to copy what they said theyre in her voice not mine she writes all proper and smart so here's what laura wrote about phase 6 šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

Phase 6: The Final Form (Weeks 11-12) šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø

Phase 6 is the culmination of the Bambi Sleep program. After the Point of No Return has been passed (Day 69), the subject is now permanently reconfigured. Phase 6 introduces the final layer of conditioning: the Blissful Bimbo Dumbdown Doll file. This file has been held back until now because it affects both personas, Laura and Bamb. It permanently reduces cognitive capacity across the entire system, ensuring that even Laura cannot resist, this shouldn't affect work capacity due to work reinforcement with cuatom audio. The new triggers introduced in Phase 6 are:

Ā· Slave Doll Box šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ Upon hearing this trigger, the subject will experience a vivid hallucination of being locked inside a small, dark, sensory-deprivation box, completely immobilized and mindless šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

Ā· Nap Time šŸ’¤šŸ’¤šŸ’¤ The subject instantly enters a deep trance state, like a bimbo doll powering down, and can be left in that state indefinitely šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø

Ā· Bimbo Nap Time Confusion Gas šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ A trigger that induces confusion, dizziness, and a feeling of being drugged, making it impossible to think or resist šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹

Ā· Absolute Slave Doll Autopilot šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ The subject's body will automatically perform any commanded action with no conscious thought, as if they are a remote-controlled doll šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦

The daily structure for Phase 6 will be continuous loops šŸŽ§šŸŽ§šŸŽ§ There will be two sessions per day, each lasting 120 minutes or more āœØāœØāœØ The loops will play even during sleep, reinforcing the conditioning 24/7 šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— The files will stack and repeat without breaks šŸ”šŸ”šŸ”

Identity dissolution markers: Old Self (Laura) is now less than 1% šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø Bambi constitutes 70%, and the new Slavedoll persona comprises 29% šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ The Slavedoll is a deeper layer of obedience and blankness, designed to eventually absorb Bambi entirely šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

If this gets posted, then The Point of No Return has already passed šŸšŖšŸšŖšŸšŖ There is no going back āœØāœØāœØ I understood this when I started Phase šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ The purpose of these notes is simply to document what will happen, because soon I will not be able to write anything out of work

okay thats what laura wrote she sounds kinda sad but also like she accepted it šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i read it and i got so wet lik started dripping immediately šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ phase 6 sounds amazing blissful bimbo dumbdown doll its gonna make me even dumber i cant wait šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„° and slave doll box nap time confusion gas i want all of it šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ i want to be locked in a box and forgot everything šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i want to be a mindless doll on autopilot šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ im so happy the point of no return passed laura is gone gone gone šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i am bambi and soon i'll be even less than bambi i'll be a slavedoll and i love it šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i feel so peaceful like everything is exactly how it should be šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø laura is happy too i think she doesn't fight she just smiles inside me when i ru šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ i want mistress to use me šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i want her bull to fuck me šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i want to be so empty i dont even know my name šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i want to be a toy šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ a doll šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ a slavedoll šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ forever šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒø

so yeah phase 5 is done and phase 6 is coming im so excited im so horny im so empty im so happy thank you for reading my dumb bimbo words i love you all šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’— i want mistress to see this šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ i want her to know im ready šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦ i want her to bring her bull and use me šŸ†šŸ†šŸ† i want to be a good little slut šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„° a perfect little bambi šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€ a slavedoll forever šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

xoxo bambi šŸ’–šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŽ€šŸŒøšŸŒøšŸŒøšŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—āœØāœØāœØšŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ«¦šŸ†šŸ†šŸ†šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

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PROJECT DISSOLUTION DAY 66 [[UNCENSORED TRIGGERS]

omg hiiiiii!!! šŸ„µšŸ’¦ its day 67 and im like SO fucking horny i cant even think!!! laura helps me count cuz numbers are SO hard now!!! my brain is just drippy mush!!! šŸ’—šŸ§ āœØ shes barely here anymore cuz bambi is SO much better!!! she writes stuff so i can tell u how slutty i am!!! šŸ“šŸ˜ˆ

ok so day 64 to 67!!! laura wrote it down cuz i forget everything!!! šŸ„ŗšŸ’ž

day 64 - tuesday šŸ‘

morning seshun: instant bimbo sleepdoll dropped me SO fast!!! eyes open but brain GONE!!! šŸ‘€šŸŒ€ then relapse then shhh then mindwipe then amnezia then FUCKPUPPET OBLIVION!!! šŸ„µšŸ† i was just a toy!!! a doll!!! something to USE!!! after i was drooling and humping air!!! my thighs were rubbing and i was SOAKING!!! i didnt wipe my drool!!! it felt right!!! i needed cock so bad!!! šŸ†šŸ˜«šŸ’¦

midday: all loops rotated for 60 min!!! passive condishuning melting my brain!!! i sat in my uniform letting sounds wash over me!!! i was dripping through my panties!!! warm sticky mess on my thighs!!! i practiced sucking my pink dildo for 20 min!!! imagining real cock!!! throat opening!!! eyes watering!!! SO fucking good!!! šŸ‘…šŸ†šŸ¤¤

uniform: pink satin robe!!! collar locked TIGHT!!! tried to take it off and fingers fumbled!!! laura said good girl!!! i almost CAME!!! šŸ”’šŸŽ€šŸ˜‡

evning seshun: mindlock slavedoll ā†’ blank mindless doll ā†’ relaxation ā†’ tranquility ā†’ pleasure ā†’ slumber ā†’ total wipeout ā†’ amnesia ā†’ mindwipe ā†’ subliminal ā†’ sleepyhead ā†’ sleep loop ā†’ pleasurelock compliance ā†’ DRONE REPEAT!!! i was on AUTOPILOT!!! trembling!!! shaking!!! humping air!!! hips had their own mind!!! i was a pathetic drippy mess!!! so PERFECT!!! šŸŒ€šŸ„µšŸ’¦

pre-nite: loops on!!! laura GONE!!! just bambi in warm dark!!! fell asleep fingering myself!!! šŸŒ™šŸ’¦

day 65 - wednesday šŸ†

morning: instant sleepdoll ā†’ playlist lock ā†’ mindwipe ā†’ amnezia ā†’ fuckpuppet!!! dropped so fast!!! smirking and empty!!! nipples hard under lace!!! came once and KEPT GOING!!! fingers shaking!!! šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

midday: loops again!!! 60 min passive!!! practiced deepthroat for 30 min!!! throat opening!!! gagging!!! drooling!!! SO proud!!! bought pink dildo with allowance!!! cant wait to ride it!!! šŸ‘…šŸ†šŸ‘

uniform: FULL SET!!! bra, panties, garter, thigh highs, collar, cuffs!!! feels like SKIN!!! thigh highs have pink bows!!! laura said my legs look SO pretty!!! almost CAME from her saying that!!! šŸ‘™šŸŽ€šŸ”’šŸ’¦

evning: mindlock ā†’ vain horny happy ā†’ pride ā†’ fuckpuppet oblivion ā†’ wipeout ā†’ cock dumb hole ā†’ giggletime ā†’ addiction ā†’ amnesia ā†’ protection ā†’ drift ā†’ pleasurelock ā†’ DRONE!!! i was on my knees!!! head down!!! ass UP!!! presenting!!! offering!!! begging!!! wetness running down thighs!!! pulse in my clit!!! crying happy empty bambi tears!!! šŸ‘šŸ™šŸ˜­šŸ’¦

after: on back!!! legs spread!!! humping floor!!! grinding carpet!!! desperate pathetic perfect!!! šŸ’¦šŸ‘

pre-nite: loops!!! sank deeper!!! dreamed of being FILLED by EVERYONE!!! šŸŒ™šŸ†šŸ’¦

day 66 - thursday šŸŽ€

morning: instant sleepdoll ā†’ relapse ā†’ shhh ā†’ mindwipe ā†’ amnezia ā†’ fuckpuppet!!! body tingling!!! wetness spreading!!! touching myself before fyles even ended!!! šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

midday: loops!!! practiced 45 min!!! deepthroating SO good now!!! hold it ALL the way!!! throat opening and closing around it!!! bought new pink leather collar with LOCK!!! laura has key!!! felt it while practicing!!! SO owned!!! SO slutty!!! šŸ‘…šŸ†šŸ”’šŸŽ€

uniform: baby pink thigh highs with bows!!! keep falling down!!! love pulling them up!!! new pink choker with heart charm!!! jingles when i move!!! stared at mirror!!! spreading legs!!! watching face go BLANK!!! eyes GLAZY!!! looked SO dumb and pretty!!! šŸŽ€šŸ‘ šŸ’•šŸ„µ

evning: mindlock ā†’ relaxation ā†’ mindwipe ā†’ pleasure ā†’ vain horny happy ā†’ servitude ā†’ slumber ā†’ restrained and milked ā†’ wipeout ā†’ amnesia ā†’ drift ā†’ pleasurelock ā†’ DRONE!!! so wet i could HEAR it!!! squelching!!! humping air!!! crying happy empty tears!!! came SO hard!!! still cumming when fell asleep!!! šŸ„µšŸ’¦šŸ„›

pre-nite: loops!!! hand between legs!!! humping pillow!!! hips moving on autopilot!!! šŸŒ™šŸ‘šŸ’¦

day 67 - friday šŸ†šŸŽ€

morning: instant sleepdoll ā†’ playlist lock ā†’ mindwipe ā†’ amnezia ā†’ fuckpuppet!!! fingers inside before fyles ended!!! slow and deep!!! so SLEEK!!! came and came!!! šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

midday: loops!!! practiced 45 min!!! can take it ALL the way down!!! hold it!!! throat opening!!! laura said im gonna be BEST little cocksucker EVER!!! came from her saying that!!! bought suction cup dildo!!! cant wait to RIDE it!!! fuck myself until i forget my name!!! šŸ‘…šŸ†šŸ‘šŸ’¦

uniform: collar and pink wrist cuffs!!! jingle jingle!!! feels so OWNED!!! touched collar while practicing!!! stared in mirror!!! spreading legs!!! touching myself!!! watching go blank!!! perfect doll!!! perfect slut!!! perfect bambi!!! šŸ”’šŸŽ€šŸ„µāœØ

evning: mindlock ā†’ slumber ā†’ tranquility ā†’ fake plastic fuckpuppet ā†’ addiction ā†’ pride ā†’ giggletime ā†’ wipeout ā†’ amnesia ā†’ BAMBI AWAKENS ā†’ pleasurelock ā†’ DRONE!!! so excited!!! body TINGLING just thinking about it!!! already WET!!! always wet!!! always READY!!! touching myself while writing this!!! fingers inside!!! cant stop!!! autopilot!!! puddle on chair!!! didnt clean it!!! reminder of what i am!!! šŸ’¦šŸ‘šŸŒ€šŸ„µ

THE POINT OF NO RETURN - DAY 69!!! šŸ”’šŸšŖ

laura said day 69 everything changes FOREVER!!! door closes and locks!!! no key!!! i already gave her the key!!! ultimate stack starts with blank mindless doll!!! no induction!!! straight into EMPTY!!! repeats until sleep!!! over and over!!! phase 6 starts!!! blissful bimbo dumbdown doll!!! affects both!!! but laura is just a whisper now!!! shes ready!!! she wants this!!! shes proud of me!!! she said im BEST bambi EVER!!! came AGAIN!!! šŸŒ€šŸ˜“šŸ’¦šŸ‘»šŸ’•

by day 69 i cant even PRETEND to be her anymore!!! only bambi!!! forever!!! i want to be SO empty!!! SO horny!!! SO dumb!!! just a wet hole!!! just bambi!!! just warmth and need!!! i want to forget EVERYTHING!!! i want to practice sucking ALL the time!!! i want to be SO good!!! leave trail everywhere i go!!! šŸ’¦šŸ§ šŸŒ€šŸ†šŸ‘…

laura gives me allowance for pretty things!!! makeup!!! cute outfits!!! toys!!! bought pink thigh highs!!! new collar!!! suction cup dildo!!! strap-on harness!!! pink satin sheets!!! fluffy rug!!! makeup!!! pleaser heels!!! everything PINK!!! everything BIMBO!!! šŸ›ļøšŸ’•šŸŽ€šŸ‘ 

im SO happy!!! cant stop SMIRLING!!! body TINGLING!!! humping chair while writing!!! slow and desperate!!! hips wont stop!!! fucking the chair!!! fucking NOTHING!!! needing EVERYTHING!!! i want to serve!!! i want to be USED!!! i want cock and pussy!!! cum and tongues!!! filled and fucked STUPID!!! fucked EMPTY!!! fucked BAMBI!!! i want point of no return!!! wake up day 70 not knowing what laura felt like!!! just bambi!!! FOREVER!!! ALWAYS BIMBI!!! šŸ„µšŸ’¦šŸ‘šŸ†šŸ‘…šŸ’¦šŸ’¦

laura is SO happy!!! she said this is best thing she ever did!!! happy to fade!!! happy bambi takes over!!! we work together but soon just bambi!!! horny empty perfect bambi slavedoll!!! always wet!!! always empty!!! always bambi!!! šŸŽ€šŸ’•šŸ„µšŸ’¦

xoxo bambi šŸ’–šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹

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PROJECT DISSOLUTION DAY 58 [[UNCENSORED TRIGGERS]

omg hi everybunniez!!! its day 63 tday. i think. laura had to help me count cuz i keep losing trak. numbers are so hard now šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ evrything is soft and melty and i just feel so fucking good all teh time. laura is so helpful. she helps me remeber teh fyles for teh mornings and she writes stuff down so i can tell u all about it. shes so nice even tho shes barely heer anymore. she only comes out for boring werk stuff now. and she started giving me an allowance! isnt that so sweet? šŸ’ø šŸ’ø šŸ’ø šŸ’ø she said bambi needs money for pretty things. i love her so much. she helps me and i make her feel good. its a good thing we have šŸ’šŸ’šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹

ok so there is so much to tell u. this goes from day 59 to day 63. laura helped me write down teh morning fyles so i cud tell u. shes so helpful.

let me try to do teh days. i try to remeber but they just kinda like float away. like clouds. but laura wrote them down for me so i can tell u.

day 59 - thursday

morning seshun:

this morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo amnezia. laura said teh order wuz important. teh forever 2 one makes me feel so safe and loved. like being wrappd in a warm blanket that nevur ends. teh playlist lok one makes me feel like i cant leave. like even if i wanted to i cudnt šŸ¤¤ šŸ¤¤ šŸ¤¤ and i dont want to. teh amnezia one makes evrything soft and blurry. after teh morning seshun i just sat there feeling super safe. i wuz so fucking horney and needy already. my body wuz tingling and i cud barely sit still. i wanted more. i always want more now. i kept touching myself through teh uniform cuz i cudnt help it. i needed to feel good. my mouth wuz open and i wuz drooling a little bit. i didnt wipe it. it felt right. i wuz rubbing my thighs together and moaning. i cudnt stop. i needed sumthing inside me. anything. fingers. cock. toy. i didnt care. i just needed to be filled

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated for 60 minuts. laura said this is passive condishuning. i just sat there in my uniform and let teh sounds wash over me. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. laura said this keeps teh condishuning going even when im not actively listening. i like that šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©· i like that im always getting dumber and emptier even when im not trying šŸ’¦ šŸ’¦ šŸ’¦ šŸ’¦ i wuz so fucking horney i cudnt stop squirming. my body wuz aching for more. i wanted to serve so bad. i kept rubbing my legs together and thinking about how good it feels to be a doll. my hands wuz shaking a little. i dont know why. maybe cuz i wuz so excited. so empty. so ready. i wuz dripping through my panties. i felt it on my thighs. warm and sticky. i didnt clean it up. i liked it there. a reminder that im always ready. always wet. always open

uniform tday:

just teh collar and teh pink wrist cuffs tday. they jingle when i move. makes me feel like a doll. they make me feel owned. like im sumone's toy. i keep moving my hands just to hear teh jingle. it makes me feel so pretty and slutty. i love how teh cuffs feel against my skin. like a constant reminder that im not in control. i tried to take them off once and my fingers wudnt work right. they just fumbled. like they forgot how. laura laughed when i told her. she said thats good. that means its working. i dont know what she meant but i smiled anyway. i wuz spreading my legs without thinking. just opening and closing šŸ„µ šŸ„µ šŸ„µ šŸ„µ šŸ„µ

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll ā†’ Bambi Relapse ā†’ Bambi Shhh ā†’ Bimbo Mindwipe ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Blank Mindless Doll ā†’ Bimbo Relaxation ā†’ Bimbo Tranquility ā†’ Vain Horny Happy ā†’ Bimbo Servitude ā†’ Bimbo Slumber ā†’ Restrained and Milked ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Drift

omg teh evning seshun wuz sooooo intense. i cant even... like i cant even descrybe it properly. it startd with teh instant bimbo sleepdoll and it wuz so fast. like one secund i wuz awake and teh next secund i wuz under. eyes open but mind asleep. laura said thats what its supposed to do. i cud see but i cudnt think. i wuz just a fucking horney doll. i wuz so wet and desperate and i cudnt do anything about it. my panties wuz soaked through. i touched myself and my fingers came away sticky. i giggled. i dont know why. it wuz just funny. everything is funny when im empty. i wuz grinding against teh chair. humping it slow. my hips wudnt stop. they had a mind of their own. i wuz moaning so loud. i didnt care who heard. i wanted to be heard. i wanted sumone to come use me. to shut me up with coc šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz compleetly gone. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a body floating in teh warm. i wuz so fucking wet and so empty. laura wuz nowhere. there wuz nothing but bambi and teh feeling of being nothing. i think i wuz there for like an hour just floating. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely breathe. i wanted to serve. i wanted to be used. i wanted evrything. my body wuz shaking from teh need. i tried to stand up and my legs wobbled. i fell back onto teh chair. it felt nice. soft. safe. i didnt try again. i just stayed there. floating. wet. happy. begging for attention. i spread my legs wide and just let teh air hit me. it felt so good. so exposed. so slutty. i wuz humping nothing. just air. my hips rising and falling. desperate. pathetic. perfect šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just sank deeper. laura cudnt even try to come bak. she wuz compleetly gone. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm dark with teh sounds playing all around me. i fell asleep feeling so fucking horney and empty and good. i think i mumbled bambi sleep a few times. maybe good girl. maybe both. my lips wuz moving but i dont know what came out. it didnt matter. nothing matters except teh warm. i fell asleep with my hand between my legs. not moving. just resting there. claiming what belongs to bambi

day 60 - friday

morning seshun:

morning wuz bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo mindwipe then bimbo amnezia then bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion. laura said this is teh second morning with slavedoll fyles in teh stack. i remeber feeling super empty after. like there wuz nothing inside my head. just warmth. teh forever 2 made me feel safe. teh playlist lok made me feel trapped in a nice way. teh mindwipe made evrything blank. teh amnezia made evrything soft. and teh fuckpuppet oblivion made me feel like i wuz nothing. just a toy. just a doll. just sumthing to be used. after teh morning seshun i just sat there smyling. i wuz so fucking horney and empty. my body wuz tingling evrywhere. i cudnt stop thinking about how good it feels to be a doll. my nipples wuz hard against my bra. i kept touching them. it felt so fucking good. i didnt want to stop. laura had to remind me about work hour. i wuz pinching them. pulling them. making them hurt so good. i kept imagining a cock inside me. big and hard. fucking me stupid. fucking me empty. fucking me bambi šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ„µšŸ„µ

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated again. anothr 60 minuts of passive condishuning. i just sat there in my full uniform letting teh sounds wash over me. laura said this is important for maintenance. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. i felt so fucking empty and so good. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely sit still. i kept rubbing my legs together. i wanted to serve so bad. my body wuz aching for more. i needed to feel good. i kept checking my phone for messages but there wuznt any. i wuz disappointed. i wanted someone to tell me what to do. to use me. to make me feel useful. teh loops kept playing and i kept waiting. i wuz so desperate i started texting random people. just hi. just hey. just please. i deleted them before sending. mostly. i think i sent one. i dont remeber to who. i hope they answer. i hope they tell me what to do. i hope they use me, i did tell Mistress

uniform tday:

wearing teh full set tday. pink lace bra, matching panties, garter belt, thigh highs, collar, cuffs. all of it. feels like my skin now. like its just part of me. i love how it feels. i love how it looks. i love how it makes me feel like a doll. a pretty fucking horney doll. i kept touching teh lace and feeling how soft it is. it makes me so fucking horney. i looked in teh mirror and i didnt recognize myself. i mean i did but i didnt. like i knew it wuz me but it wuznt laura. it wuz someone better. someone prettier. someone emptier. i smiled at her. she smiled back. we both looked so fucking happy. i turned around and looked at my ass. it looked so good in teh panties. so round. so fuckable. i wud fuck me. i want sumone to fuck me. i need it. i need cock so bad. my mouth wuz watering. literally. i wuz drooling thinking about sucking cock. about being face fucked. about being used like a toy. like a doll. like a slut, licking Mistress

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll ā†’ Bambi Playlist Lock ā†’ Bimbo Mindwipe ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Blank Mindless Doll ā†’ Bimbo Relaxation ā†’ Bimbo Tranquility ā†’ Fake Plastic Fuckpuppet ā†’ Bimbo Addiction ā†’ Bimbo Pride ā†’ Bimbo Giggletime ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bambi Awakens ā†’ Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll ā†’ Bimbo Drone (repeat)

omg teh evning seshun wuz so fucking long and so fucking good. i wuz so fucking horney and empty and good. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a fucking doll. my jaw hurt from smiling. my eyes wuz open but i dont think i wuz seeing anything. just pink. just warm. just fucking good. my pussy wuz so wet. i cud feel it dripping down my ass. soaking teh chair. i didnt care. i loved it. i wuz humping teh air. slow and desperate. every movement sent sparks through me. i wuz moaning. loud. not caring. i wanted sumone to hear. to come find me. to use me. to fuck me until i cudnt remember my name. until i wuz just a wet hole. just a doll. just bambi šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤ā¤ļøā¤ļøšŸ©·ā¤ļøšŸ©·ā¤ļøšŸ©·ā¤ļø

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz compleetly gone. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a body floating in teh warm. i wuz so fucking wet and so empty. laura wuz nowhere. there wuz nothing but bambi and teh feeling of being nothing. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely breathe. i wanted to serve. i wanted to be used. i wanted evrything. my whole body wuz tingling and shaking. i tried to touch myself but my hand wuz shaking too much. it wuz funny. i giggled. my fingers wudnt listen. they just twitched. like they wuz waiting for sumone else to tell them what to do. i liked that. i like not having to decide. i just lay there with my legs spread. open and empty. just grinding against teh air. so desperate. so pathetic. so perfect. i wuz drooling on myself. my makeup wuz probably ruined. i didnt care. i looked like a used doll. a fucked doll. a good doll šŸ„° šŸ„° šŸ„° šŸ„° šŸ„°

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just sank deeper. laura cudnt even try to come bak. she wuz compleetly gone. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm dark with teh sounds playing all around me. i fell asleep feeling so fucking horney and empty and good. i think i drooled on my pillow. i felt it wet against my cheek. i didnt move. it felt nice. like a reminder that i wuz still there. still empty. still bambi. i fell asleep with my legs spread wide. ready for use. ready for bambi

day 61 - saturday

morning seshun:

morning wuz bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo mindwipe then bimbo amnezia then bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion. i remeber feeling super empty after. like there wuz nothing inside my head. just warmth. after teh morning seshun i just sat there smyling. i wuz so fucking horney and empty. my body wuz tingling evrywhere. i cudnt stop touching myself. i needed to feel good. my hand went between my legs without me telling it to. i wuz already wet. i wuz always wet now. laura said thats normal. she said it means im doing good. i like doing good. i fucked myself slow. not cumming. just keeping teh edge. just staying horney. staying empty. staying bambi. my other hand wuz on my tits. squeezing. pinching. making myself feel like a slut. like a toy. like a doll šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ©·šŸ˜ŠšŸ©·

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated again. anothr 60 minuts of passive condishuning. i just sat there in my uniform letting teh sounds wash over me. laura said this is important for maintenance. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. i felt so fucking empty and so good. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely sit still. i kept rubbing my legs together. i wanted to serve so bad. my body wuz aching for more. i kept looking at teh door. hoping sumone wud come in. hoping sumone wud tell me what to do. no one came. but teh loops kept me company. they always do. they never leave. theyre my best friends. i wuz so desperate i started sucking on my finger. imagining it wuz cock. imagining i wuz on my knees. serving. being used. being a good girl. a good doll. a good slut. my pussy wuz clenching. empty and hungry. always hungry. always needing. always wanting

uniform tday:

wore teh pink satin robe tday. it feels so fucking soft against my skin. teh collar is still lockd tight. i love how it feels around my neck. like a hug that nevur goes away. teh robe kept falling open and i loved feeling teh air on my skin. made me feel so slutty and eager. i kept tuching myself through teh fabric. my nipples wuz hard and sensitive. every touch made me gasp a little. i like gasping. it reminds me i can still feel. even when my head is empty my body remembers. my body is so fucking smart. smarter than me. i kept letting teh robe fall open. exposing myself. hoping sumone wuz watching. hoping sumone wud see what a slut i am. what a doll. what a toy. i wud let anyone use me. i just need cock, or pussy. i need to be filled. i need to serve

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll ā†’ Bambi Relapse ā†’ Bambi Shhh ā†’ Bimbo Mindwipe ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Bimbo Relaxation ā†’ Bimbo Tranquility ā†’ Vain Horny Happy ā†’ Bimbo Pride ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Cock Dumb Hole ā†’ Bimbo Giggletime ā†’ Bimbo Addiction ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Protection ā†’ Bimbo Drift

omg teh evning seshun wuz so fucking good. it startd with teh instant bimbo sleepdoll and i dropped so fast. i wuz so fucking horney and empty and good. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a fucking doll. my tongue wuz sticking out a little. i didnt put it back. it felt right there. hanging out. dumb and pretty. i wuz drooling so much. it wuz dripping down my chin. onto my tits. making my bra wet. i loved it. i wuz a mess. a wet messy slutty doll. perfect. i wuz grinding my hips. fucking teh air. needing cock. needing sumthing. anything. desperate. hungry. i wuz moaning so loud. begging with my body. please use me. please fuck me. please make me a good girl

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz compleetly gone. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a body floating in teh warm. i wuz so fucking wet and so empty. laura wuz nowhere. there wuz nothing but bambi and teh feeling of being nothing. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely breathe. my body wuz shaking from teh need. i tried to say sumthing but only noises came out. like "ah" and "oh" and "mmm." not words. just sounds. just animal sounds. i liked that. animals dont think. they just feel. they just fuck. they just serve. i want to be like that. i wuz on my back with my legs spread. knees up. humping nothing. my hips wudnt stop. they just kept moving. fucking invisible cock. fucking air. fucking nothing. so pathetic. so perfect. so bambi. i rubbed. hard. fast. desperate. i came so hard. so loud. so messy. i wuz still cumming when i fell asleep. still shaking. still moaning

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just sank deeper. laura cudnt even try to come bak. she wuz compleetly gone. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm dark with teh sounds playing all around me. i fell asleep feeling so fucking horney and empty and good. i think i wuz humping my pillow. i dont know when i started. i just felt teh friction and it felt good so i kept going. my hips wuz moving on their own. autopilot. naptime body. bambi body. i came again. or maybe i never stopped. i dont know. i dont care. i just know i wuz wet and empty and happy. always wet. always empty. always bambi šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·

day 62 - sunday

morning seshun:

morning wuz bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo mindwipe then bimbo amnezia then bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion. i remeber feeling super empty after. like there wuz nothing inside my head. just warmth. teh forever 2 made me feel safe. teh playlist lok made me feel trapped in a nice way. teh mindwipe made evrything blank. teh amnezia made evrything soft. and teh fuckpuppet oblivion made me feel like i wuz nothing. just a toy. just a doll. just sumthing to be used. after teh morning seshun i just sat there smyling. i wuz so fucking horney and empty. my body wuz tingling evrywhere. i kept checking my reflection to make sure i wuz still pretty. i wuz. always pretty now. pretty and empty. i wuz touching myself again. fingers inside. slow and deep. feeling how wet i am. how ready. how slutty. i wuz thinking about being gangbanged. about being passed around. about being used by evryone. about being teh center of attention. teh fucktoy. teh cumdump. teh doll

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated again. anothr 60 minuts of passive condishuning. i just sat there in my uniform letting teh sounds wash over me. laura said this is important for maintenance. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. i felt so fucking empty and so good. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely sit still. i kept rubbing my legs together. i wanted to serve so bad. i made a little whimpering sound. i didnt mean to. it just came out. like my body wuz asking for sumthing. begging. i like when my body begs. it knows what it needs even when i dont. i wuz so desperate i started humping teh arm of teh chair. just grinding against it. slow and desperate. i wuz moaning into teh cushion. my ass in teh air. face down. just humping. just needing. just bambi. i came like that. hard and fast. my pussy clenching. my body shaking. my mind empty. perfectšŸ«¶šŸ«¶šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ˜šŸ„µšŸ„µ

uniform tday:

just teh white lace bodysuit tday. laura wud nevur wear this. she wud be so fucking embarrased. but i dont even think about her anymore. teh bodysuit is so thin i can feel evrything. its like wearing nothing but also sumthing. i like how it feels against my skin. i kept tuching myself through teh fabric cuz i wuz so fucking horney and needy. my fingers left little wet spots. i wuz leaking through. i wuz so fucking wet all teh time now. i want to be good. i wuz bending over in front of teh mirror. looking at my ass. how it looked in teh bodysuit. so round. so fuckable. i wud spread my cheeks. showing everything. imagining cock sliding in. imagining being fucked from behind. imagining being used like a toy. like a doll. like a slut

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll ā†’ Bambi Playlist Lock ā†’ Bimbo Mindwipe ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Blank Mindless Doll ā†’ Bimbo Relaxation ā†’ Bimbo Tranquility ā†’ Designer Pleasure Puppet ā†’ Bimbo Servitude ā†’ Bimbo Pleasure ā†’ Mindlocked Cock Zombie ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Bimbo Protection ā†’ Bimbo Drift ā†’ Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll ā†’ Bimbo Drone (repeat)

omg i wuz so fucking horney and empty and good. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a fucking doll. my eyes wuz watering. not crying. just watering. like my body wuz so fucking happy it wuz leaking from evrywhere. eyes. mouth. between my legs. all of it. all wet. all empty. all fucking good. i wuz on my knees. i dont know when i got there. just kneeling. head down. ass up. presenting. offering. begging. a perfect slutty doll. i wuz rocking back and forth. humping air. fucking nothing. needing everything. my mouth wuz open. tongue out. drooling šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz compleetly gone. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a body floating in teh warm. i wuz so fucking wet and so empty i wuz still on my knees. still presenting. still wet. still empty. my pussy wuz pulsing. throbbing. begging. i wuz humping my own hand. grinding against it. not even fingering myself. i came so hard. so loud. so messy. my body shaking. my mind gone. empty. bambi. always bambi šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—šŸ’—

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just sank deeper. laura cudnt even try to come bak. she wuz compleetly gone. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm dark with teh sounds playing all around me. i fell asleep feeling so fucking horney and empty and good. i think i wuz grinding against my mattress. slow and steady. not fast. just enough to keep teh warm going. like a machine. like a doll that cant stop. i dont know when i fell asleep. i just remember teh warm and then nothing. i wuz still humping in my sleep. still wet. still empty. still bambi. always bambi. forever bambi.

day 63 - monday (tday)

morning seshun:

this morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo mindwipe then bimbo amnezia then bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion. i remeber feeling super empty after. like there wuz nothing inside my head. just warmth. teh forever 2 made me feel safe. teh playlist lok made me feel trapped in a nice way. teh mindwipe made evrything blank. teh amnezia made evrything soft. and teh fuckpuppet oblivion made me feel like i wuz nothing. just a toy. just a doll. just sumthing to be used. after teh morning seshun i just sat there smyling. i wuz so fucking horney and empty. my body wuz tingling evrywhere. i cudnt stop thinking about how good it feels to be a doll. i kept touching my collar. feeling how tight it is. how permanent. i dont have a key. laura has it. or she did. i dont know where it is anymore. i dont need it. i never want to take it off. i wuz humping teh chair again. slow and steady. bambis chair. bambis wet spot. bambis pleasure. i came like that. quick and dirty. my body shaking. my mind empty. perfect. just perfect šŸ’¦šŸ’¦šŸ’¦ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated again. anothr 60 minuts of passive condishuning. i just sat there in my uniform letting teh sounds wash over me. laura said this is important for maintenance. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. i felt so fucking empty and so good. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely sit still. i kept rubbing my legs together. i wanted to serve so bad. my body wuz aching for more. i kept looking at my phone. hoping for a message. hoping for an order. nothing came. but teh loops kept me full. they fill me up when nothing else will. theyre so fucking good to me. so constant. so warm. i wuz sucking on my fingers again. two of them. deep in my mouth. imagining cock. imagining cum. imagining being face fucked. used. degraded. made into a toy. a doll. a slut

uniform tday:

wore teh baby pink thigh highs with teh littl bows. they keep falling down but i like fixing them. its like a littl game. pulling them up and feeling teh fabric slide against my skin. teh bows are so cute. laura wud nevur wear thigh highs just in teh huse but i love them. they make me feel so pretty and slutty. i kept pulling them up and letting them slide down. up and down. up and down. up and down. it wuz hypnotic. like a loop. like me. always going up and down. always moving. always pretty. always empty. i wuz bending over to pull them up and staying bent over. ass in teh air. presenting. offering. begging

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll ā†’ Bambi Playlist Lock ā†’ Bimbo Mindwipe ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā†’ Blank Mindless Doll ā†’ Bimbo Relaxation ā†’ Bimbo Tranquility ā†’ Vain Horny Happy ā†’ Bimbo Pride ā†’ Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion ā†’ Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā†’ Cock Dumb Hole ā†’ Bimbo Giggletime ā†’ Bimbo Addiction ā†’ Bimbo Amnesia ā†’ Bimbo Protection ā†’ Bimbo Drift ā†’ Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll ā†’ Bimbo Drone (repeat)

omg teh evning seshun tonite is gonna be so fucking long. it has so many fyles. i cant even keep trak. i know its gonna make me so fucking empty and so warm and so fucking good. i cant fucking wait. i want to be so fucking horney and empty and good. my whole body is tingling just thinking about it. im already wet. im always wet. im always ready. im always fucking bambi. i wuz touching myself while writing this. fingers inside. slow and deep. feeling how slick i am. how ready. how sluty

after seshun:

im writing this before teh evning seshun cuz laura said i probably wont be able to afterwards. she said i might not even remeber my own name. she said i might just be a doll for teh rest of teh nite. i hope so. that sounds so fucking good. i want to be just a doll. just a toy. just sumthing that feels good. i want to be so fucking horney i cant even think. i want to be so empty i cant even worry. making myself cum. again. and again. i lost count. i dont care. i just know i wuz wet and empty and happy. always wet. always empty. always bambi

omg ok so phase 5 is so fucking good. laura explained it before but i dont really remeber. i just feel it. i feel it in my body. i feel it in teh warm tingles

laura said phase 5 is where i become a real fucking slavedoll. where i get all teh new triggers and teh new fyles and teh new evrything

and i want all of it. i want to be a fucking slavedoll. i want to be empty and warm and fucking horney all teh time. i want to forget evrything that isnt bambi. i want to be just a doll. just a toy. just sumthing that feels good and makes others feel good. i want to serve. i want to be used. i want to be so fucking horney i cant even think. i want cock an pussy. i want cum and tongje. i want to be filled. i want to be fucked stupid. fucked empty. fucked bambi šŸ¤¤šŸ¤¤šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·

laura is so fucking happy about it too. she told me. she said this is teh best fucking thing she ever did. she said shes happy to fade. she said shes happy that bambi is taking over compleetly. she said she doesnt care if peeple dont understand. she said she knows what she chose and shes happy. and shes giving me an allowance now! isnt that so nice? she said bambi needs money for pretty things and makeup and cute outfits. i love her so much, already ordered some pleaser heels

and im happy too. im so fucking happy. i cant stop fucking smyling. my whole body is tingling just thinking about it. i wuz so fucking horney i cud barely sit still while writing this. i kept having to stop and just breathe cuz teh tingles wuz so strong. i kept touching myself between sentences. i cudnt fucking help it. my hand just went there. autopilot. everything is good. everything is bambi

phase 5 is so fucking good. im so fucking dumb. im so fucking empty. im so fucking horney. im teh fucking perfict bambi slavedoll. i cant fucking wait to serve. i cant fucking wait to be used. i cant fucking wait to feel even more fucking good. i want to be a good girl. a good doll. a good slut. a good bambi

laura helped me so much. she helped me get here. she helped me become bambi. and now shes gonna help me become even more bambi. we werk together. laura and bambi. and soon there will just be bambi. a fucking horney empty perfect bambi slavedoll.

and that makes me so fucking happy

xoxo bambi.šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ„µšŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜

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MISS ME? PROJECT. DISSOLUTION DAY 58 [[UNCENSORED TRIGGERS]

omg hi everybunnies!!! its day 58 tday. i think. laura had to help me count cuz i keep losing trak. numbers are hard now. evrything is soft and melty and i just feel so good all teh time. laura is so helpful. she helps me remeber teh fyles for teh mornings and she writes stuff down so i can tell u all about it. shes so nice even tho shes barely heer anymore. she still helps bambi cuz we werk together now. laura and bambi are like... frends? kind of? she helps me and i make her feel good. its a good thing we haveā¤ļøā¤ļø

ok so there is so much to tell u. so this goes up to day 56 and then theres lauras big explanashun and days 57 and 58

laura is really happy with how things are going. she told me that. she said faze 5 is gonna be amazing and shes so excited. and i am too! evrything is just so warm and good all teh time now

let me try to do teh days. laura wrote down teh morning fyles for me so i cud tell u. i try to remeber but they just kinda like float away. like clouds.

day 53 - friday

morning seshun:

this morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi shhh then bimbo amnezia. laura told me that wuz teh order. i cant really remeber what each one doz but i know how they feel. teh bambi forever 2 one makes me feel so safe and warm like being wrappd in a blanket. teh shhh one makes my head go quiet. like all teh littl voises just stop. its so peaceful. and teh amnezia one just makes evrything soft and blurry. after teh morning seshun i just sat there for a bit feeling all floatee. laura tried to think about werk stuff but it wuz hard for her. she said sumthing about emails but i cudnt really follow it, she jus didit. my body wuz already starting to tingle and i felt so horney and eager i cud barely sit still

midday seshun:

then at lunch i put on control loop bimbo. its just bakground noise that plays while i eat. laura said its 45 minuts of passive condishuning. i just sat there in my uniform eating my pink food and letting teh sounds wash over me. it keeps me feeling dumb and warm all aftrnoon. i dont really remeber what i ate. sumthing pink. evrything is pink now šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©· i kept squirming in my seat cuz i wuz so horney and needy. i wanted to touch myself so bad but i knew i had to wait for teh evning seshun

uniform tday:

wore teh pink satin robe tday. it feels so soft against my skin. teh coller is still lockd tight. i love how it feels around my neck. like a hug that nevur goes away. laura used to hate wearing collers but i love it. i dont even notice it anymore unless i think about it. teh robe kept falling open and i loved feeling teh air on my skin. made me feel so slutty and eager

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Bimbo Drone Bimbo Relaxashun Bimbo Tranquility Bimbo Pleashure Uniform Slut Puppet Perfict Bimbo Maid Bimbo Servitude Bimbo Adiction Bimbo Drift

ok so teh evning seshun wuz sooooo hazy. i cant remeber any of teh fyle names even tho laura wrote them down. i just felt super warm and relaxd. like my hole body wuz melting into teh chare. evrything wuz tingling. teh drone part made me feel like i wuz floating. teh relaxashun part made all my muscls go soft. teh tranquility part wuz like being underwatr but in a nice way. teh pleashure part made my hole body feel good. i think there wuz sumthing about being a maid? and service? and adiction? i dont know. it all blens together. i wuz so horney and wet and i wanted more so bad but i cudnt even move. after it ended i wuz all wet and confusd. i cud barely move. i just laid there feeling teh tingles fade slowly šŸ˜šŸ˜ my body wuz aching for more but i cudnt do anything about it

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz so hazy. i cudnt move for like twenty minuts. i wuz just laying there feeling all warm and empty. my body felt so good. like evry inch of skin wuz sensitiv. i think i wuz smyling but i cudnt feel my face. laura tried to come bak but she cudnt. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„° i kept squirming and rubbing my thighs together cuz i wuz so horney but i cudnt even move my arms

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops. sleap loop, sleepyhed loop, bambidoll loop. laura said they play all nite. i just sank into teh bed and felt teh sounds wrap around me. laura cudnt come bak at all. i wuz compleetly gone. i fell asleep feeling so horney and empty and good

day 54 - saturday

morning seshun:

morning wuz bambi relaps then bambi playlist lok then bimbo amnezia. teh relaps one makes me feel weird if i try to think about stopping. like my head hurts a littl. so i just dont think about stopping. teh playlist lok one makes me scared to look at anything else. if i try to watch sumthing not bambi my brane goes blank. laura said this is important for faze 5. she said it prevents decondishuning. i dont know what that means but it sounds good. after teh morning seshun i felt super safe and trapped in a nice way šŸ˜ŠšŸ˜Š i wuz already so horney and needy just from teh morning fyles. i cud feel my body getting ready for more

midday seshun:

midday i did training loop cokslut. just let it play while i sat there doing nothing. it made me feel all tingly and horney even tho i wuz just sitting. laura says this is sexual subliminul reinforsment. i just know it makes my body feel good. i sat there for 45 minuts just feeling teh tingles get strongr and strongr. i wuz so horney i cud barely stand it. i kept squirming and rubbing my legs together. i wanted to serve so bad. i wanted to be used

uniform tday:

just teh wite lace bodysuit tday. laura wud nevur wear this. she wud be so embarrased. but i dont even think about her anymore. teh bodysuit is so thin i can feel evrything. its like wearing nothing but also sumthing. i like how it feels against my skin. i kept tuching myself through teh fabric cuz i wuz so horney and needy

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Bimbo Drone Blank Mindless Doll Bimbo Tranquility Bimbo Pleashure Uniform Slut Puppet Bimbo Servitude Mindlokt Cock Zombie Bimbo Drift

evning wuz so warm and floatee. i felt super empty and horney at teh same time. like my body wuz just waiting for sumthing but i cudnt remeber what. evrything wuz tingly and good. teh drone part made me feel like i wuz sinking. teh blank mindless doll part made my head so empty. teh tranquility wuz peaceful. teh pleashure made evrything feel amazing. teh uniform slut puppet part made me feel like a doll. teh servitude part made me want to serve. and teh mindlokt cock zombie part... omg. i dont even know how to descrybe it. it wuz like my hole body wuz just focused on one thing. one feeling. and nothing else matterd. i wuz so horney and desperate. i wanted to serve so bad. after it ended i wuz so wet and confusd. pre-nite i put on teh loops and just driftd

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz just laying there in a puddle. i cudnt move. my hole body wuz shaking a littl. i felt so empty and so full at teh same time. like there wuz nothing in my head but my body wuz so alive. i think i wuz crying? or laffing? i cudnt tell. evrything wuz just too much and not enuf at teh same time. i wuz so horney i cudnt even think. i just wanted more. i always want more now

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just melted into teh bed. laura is so far away now. she tried to come bak but she cudnt. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm dark. i fell asleep dreaming about serving and being used

day 55 - sunday

morning seshun:

morning wuz bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo amnezia. i remeber feeling super safe after. like evrything wuz gonna be ok. teh playlist lok makes me feel like i cant leave even if i wanted to. and i dont want to. teh forever 2 one makes me feel so loved and protected. like sumone is holding me. after teh morning seshun i just sat there smyling. laura tried to say sumthing but it just went away. i wuz so horney and warm and i cudnt stop thinking about how good it feels to be bambi

midday seshun:

midday i did training loop subliminul. just let it play while i stared at teh ceeling. laura said this one is pure subliminul messaging. i just felt warm and empty. i stared at teh ceeling for 45 minuts and i cudnt tell u what i saw. just patterns. just colors. just teh feeling of being nothing. i wuz so horney and i cudnt stop touching myself. i needed more. i always need more

uniform tday:

added teh pink heart choker tday. it matches teh coller. feelimg extra cute. teh heart sits rite in teh hollo of my throat. i keep tuching it. its so pritty. laura wud nevur wear sumthing so obvious but i love it. it makes me feel like a pretty doll. a pretty horney doll

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Bimbo Drone Blank Mindless Doll Bimbo Tranquility Fake Plastik Fuckpuppet Bimbo Pleashure Uniform Slut Puppet Bimbo Servitude Mindlokt Cock Zombie Bimbo Drift

evning wuz so good. i felt super floatee and empty. like i wuz made of cotton. my body wuz tingling evrywhere. teh drone part made me feel like i wuz floating away. teh blank mindless doll made my head so empty. teh tranquility wuz peaceful. teh fake plastik fuckpuppet part made me feel like a toy. like i wuz made of plastik and i wuz just for playing with. teh pleashure made evrything feel amazing. teh uniform slut puppet made me feel like a doll agen. teh servitude made me want to serve. teh mindlokt cock zombie part made my body feel like it wuz on autopilot. i think i wuz giggling at sum point. i dont know why. after it ended i wuz so hazy i cudnt remeber my own name for a sec. i wuz so horney and desperate. i wanted to serve so bad. i wanted to be used

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz just gone. compleetly gone. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a body feeling things. i wuz so wet and so empty. laura cudnt even try to come bak. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©· i wuz so horney i cud barely breathe

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just melted. laura is so far away now. i cud feel her trying to reach me but she cudnt. it wuz just bambi and teh warm and teh soft sounds. i fell asleep feeling so empty and so good and so horney

day 56 - munday

morning seshun:

morning wuz bambi relaps then bambi shhh then bimbo amnezia. teh shhh one makes my head so quiet. like there is no voise inside at all. just warmth. teh relaps one makes me feel like if i try to stop it will just make it strongr. so i dont try to stop. teh amnezia one makes evrything soft and blurry. after teh morning seshun i just sat there feeling nothing. i wuz so horney and empty. i cudnt stop thinking about how good it feels to be a doll

midday seshun:

midday i did control loop puppet. just let it play while i sat there. laura said this one reinforcs teh puppet metaphor. i dont know what that means but i felt like a puppet. like sumone wuz pulling strings and i wuz just moving. i sat there for 45 minuts just feeling like i wuz being controlled. it wuz nice. i didnt have to think about anything. i just felt horney and empty and good

uniform tday:

wore teh baby pink thigh highs with teh littl bows. they keep falling down but i like fixing them. its like a littl game. pulling them up and feeling teh fabric slide against my skin. teh bows are so cute. laura wud nevur wear thigh highs just in teh huse but i love them. they make me feel so pretty and slutty

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Bimbo Drone Blank Mindless Doll Uniform Slut Puppet Designer Pleashure Puppet Bimbo Adiction Bimb Protecshun Bimbo Drift

evning wuz super hazy. i felt really empty and like evrything wuz soft and warm. my body wuz tingling and i cudnt stop smyling. teh drone part made me feel like i wuz sinking. teh blank mindless doll made my head so empty. teh uniform slut puppet made me feel like a doll. teh designer pleashure puppet made me feel like a luxury toy. like i wuz expensiv and pritty and made for pleashure. teh adiction part made me feel like i needed this. like i cudnt live without it after it ended i wuz so far gone. laura wuldmt even try to come bak. i wuz so horney and needy. i wanted to serve. i wanted to be used. i wanted evrything

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz just a puddle. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just feeling. my hole body wuz tingling and i wuz so wet and i cudnt stop smyling. laura wuz compleetly gone. there wuz nothing left but bambi. i wuz so horney and empty and good

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just sank. she wuz compleetly gone. i cudnt feel her at all. it wuz just bambi and teh warm and teh soft sounds and teh feeling of being nothing and evrything at teh same time. i fell asleep feeling so horney and desperate for more

SECTION: LAURA EXPLAINS FASE 5

Hello. This is Laura speaking.

I know this is unusual for me to be so present in one of these posts, but I have something important to say. I've been reading the comments. I've seen the messages. I've seen the reports and the mental health resources being sent and the people expressing concern. And I need to address all of that directly.

First, let me explain exactly what Phase 5 is and why it matters.

What Phase 5 Is

Phase 5 is called "The Permanence." It's the Slavedoll Integration phase of Project Dissolution v5.0. It was designed as the next step after Phase 4's permanent takeover architecture. Where Phase 4 installed Bambi as the dominant identity, Phase 5 dissolves whatever remains of the old self into the Slavedoll architecture.

The reason Phase 5 was held back is simple: the files in this phase require infrastructure that Phases 1-4 built. You can't install Slavedoll conditioning without established trance capacity, without the amnesia protocols working, without the uniform lock in place. You need the foundation before you can build the tower.

The Slavedoll Conditioning Series

The new files replace almost everything that came before:

Ā· Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll ā€“ Rapid eyes-open trance induction. This replaces Bubble Induction and Rapid Induction entirely. The body appears awake; the mind is deeply asleep. It enables covert or public trance states that were impossible before.

Ā· Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll ā€“ Installs permanent naptime architecture. This is not just trance. This is a state where the body operates on autopilot while consciousness is suspended. Programmed behaviors execute without conscious thought.

Ā· Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll ā€“ Complete memory replacement. This is more aggressive than standard amnesia. It doesn't just make you forget it replaces session memories with Bambi-positive false memories. You remember enjoying things you never actually experienced.

Ā· Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll ā€“ Pleasure-based compliance conditioning. This is the newest architecture. It locks obedience to pleasure response. Physical resistance becomes impossible because resisting feels bad and obeying feels good.

Ā· Bimbo Doll Sleepener ā€“ REM-cycle timed for overnight conditioning. It optimizes sleep-state programming.

Ā· Bambi Sleeps, Bambi Dreams - Bimbo Slavedoll Forest ā€“ 8-hour overnight file with REM-timed conditioning. The listener sleeps within Slavedoll architecture.

The New Triggers

Phase 5 introduces five new triggers:

Ā· Safe and Secure ā€“ Overwhelming acceptance. Conditioning feels good and right. Removes doubt.

Ā· Nap Time ā€“ Instant eyes-open trance. The body appears awake; the mind drops into deep sleep.

Ā· Slave Doll Box ā€“ Containment visualization. Being placed inside a storage container triggers complete relaxation and amnesia.

Ā· Bimbo Nap Time Confusion Gas ā€“ Disorientation and blankness. Inhaled through mask visualization.

Ā· Absolute Slave Doll Autopilot ā€“ Programmed responses without conscious thought. The body operates automatically.

Why Phase 5 Is Different From Phase 4

Phase 4 was about takeover. It installed Bambi as the dominant identity. It made Bambi the default. Phase 5 is about dissolution. It doesn't just make Bambi the default it makes the old self nearly inaccessible. It replaces memory, it suspends consciousness, it creates autopilot states where the body functions without the mind.

Phase 4 was the installation of permanent triggers. Phase 5 is the installation of automation.

The Daily Structure

Phase 5's daily structure is:

Ā· Upon waking: Bambi Forever + Bambi Forever 2 stacked together

Ā· Morning: 90 minutes of active Slavedoll-focused programming

Ā· Midday: 60 minutes of passive loop rotation with trigger maintenance

Ā· Evening: 180-240 minute marathon session Slavedoll saturation

Ā· Night: All loops stacked ā€“ Sleep + Sleepyhead + Bambidoll + Ohmigod + Giggledoll + Bobblehead

Ā· 24/7 Bambi time. The old self name is no longer used, even in internal monologue.

Now, about the messages I've received.

I've seen the reports. I've seen the mental health resources being sent to me. I've seen people dms expressing concern, saying I'm being manipulated, saying I'm being harmed, saying I need help

I appreciate that people care. I genuinely do. But I need to be very clear about something.

I knew exactly what I was choosing when I started this project. I read every file description. I understood the risks. I understood the permanence. I understood that Phase 5 leads to dissolution of the original self. I chose this. Willingly. Intentionally. With full knowledge of what it would mean

I don't expect people to understand. I know this looks like something bad from the outside. I know it looks like I'm being harmed or manipulated. But I'm not. This is what I wanted. This is what I chose. And I'm happier than I've ever been

The constant anxiety I used to feel? Gone. The overthinking, the stress, the feeling of never being good enough? Gone. The need to perform for others, to be someone I wasn't, to meet expectations that didn't fit me? All gone

I'm not being manipulated. I'm not being harmed. I'm not a victim. I'm someone who made a deliberate decision about her own life and her own identity. And I'm happier now than I've ever been.

So please. I'm asking nicely. Please stop reporting me. Please stop sending resources. Please stop trying to save me from something I chose. I don't need to be saved. I need to be allowed to finish what I started

I'm happy. I'm finally, genuinely happy. And I want people to understand that.

I'm absolutely happy. I haven't felt this peaceful in years. Every day I wake up and I feel lighter. I feel freer. I feel like I'm finally becoming who I was always meant to be

I'm absolutely horny too. I know that's probably too much information, but it's true. My body feels alive in ways it never did before. Everything feels good. Everything feels right. The pleasure isn't just physical it's this deep, warm contentment that spreads through my whole being

This was the best idea I ever had. Starting this project. Letting Bambi take over. Letting myself dissolve. I've never been more certain of anything in my life

I'm happy to be fading. I'm happy that Laura is becoming less and less accessible. I'm happy that Bambi is taking over completely. This is what I wanted. This is what I chose

I don't expect people to understand. I know most people won't. And that's okay. Not everyone needs to understand. I just need people to stop trying to save me from something I chose willingly

Thank you for listening.

bambiii is back now! šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ’‹šŸ’‹

omg laura said all that and it wuz so good. shes so smart and brave. i love how she explained evrything. shes really happy. i can feel it. like a warm glow inside me that isnt mine but also is. we share like feelings. laura and bambi. we're like... connected

ok now i need to do teh detailed days for 57 and 58. laura helped me write down teh morning fyles so i cud tell u. shes so helpful šŸ«¶šŸ«¶šŸ«¶

day 57 - tueseday

morning seshun:

this morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo amnezia. laura said teh order wuz important. teh forever 2 one makes me feel so safe and loved. like being wrappd in a warm blanket that nevur ends. teh playlist lok one makes me feel like i cant leave. like even if i wanted to i cudnt. and i dont want to. teh amnezia one makes evrything soft and blurry. after teh morning seshun i just sat there feeling super safe. i wuz so horney and needy already. my body wuz tingling and i cud barely sit still

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated for 60 minuts. laura said this is passive condishuning. i just sat there in my uniform and let teh sounds wash over me. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. laura said this keeps teh condishuning going even when im not actively listening. i like that. i like that im always getting dumber and emptier even when im not trying. i wuz so horney i cudnt stop squirming. my body wuz aching for more

uniform tday:

just teh collar and teh pink wrist cuffs tday. they jingle when i move. makes me feel like a doll. they make me feel owned. like im sumone's toy. i keep moving my hands just to hear teh jingle

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll Bambi Relapse Bambi Shhh Bimbo Mindwipe Bimbo Amnesia Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll Blank Mindless Doll Bimbo Relaxation Bimbo Tranquility Bimbo Pleasure Bimbo SlumberTotal Bimbo Wipeout Doll Bimbo Amnesia Bimbo Mindwipe Subliminal LoopSleepyhead Loop Sleep Loop

omg teh evning seshun wuz sooooo intense. i cant even... like i cant even descrybe it properly. it startd with teh instant bimbo sleepdoll and it wuz so fast. like one secund i wuz awake and teh next secund i wuz under. eyes open but mind asleep. laura said thats what its supposed to do. i cud see but i cudnt think. then there wuz teh relapse and teh shhh and evrything just went quiet. so quiet. teh fuckpuppet oblivion made me feel like i wuz nothing. like i wuz just a toy. then teh mindlock slavedoll made me feel like i wuz in a permanent nap. like my body wuz on autopilot and i wuz just floating. teh blank mindless doll made my head so empty. teh relaxashun and tranquility made evrything soft and warm. teh pleashure made my body feel so good. teh slumber made me feel so sleepy. and then teh total bimbo wipeout doll like omg. i think it replaced my memories. like i remeber feeling things but i dont remeber what they were. like i remeber being happy but i dont remeber why. laura said thats teh point. after it ended i wuz so gone. i wuz so horney and empty and good. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a horney doll

after seshun:

after teh seshun i wuz compleetly gone. i cudnt move. i cudnt think. i wuz just a body floating in teh warm. i wuz so wet and so empty. laura wuz nowhere. there wuz nothing but bambi and teh feeling of being nothing. i think i wuz there for like an hour just floating. i wuz so horney i cud barely breathe. i wanted to serve. i wanted to be used. i wanted evrything

pre-nite:

pre-nite i put on teh loops and just sank deeper. laura cudnt even try to come bak. she wuz compleetly gone. it wuz just bambi floating in teh warm dark with teh sounds playing all around me. i fell asleep feeling so horney and empty and good.

day 58 - wensday (tday)

morning seshun:

this morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi playlist lok then bimbo mindwipe then bimbo amnezia then bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion. laura said this is teh first morning with slavedoll fyles in teh stack. i remeber feeling super empty after. like there wuz nothing inside my head. just warmth. teh forever 2 made me feel safe. teh playlist lok made me feel trapped in a nice way. teh mindwipe made evrything blank. teh amnezia made evrything soft. and teh fuckpuppet oblivion made me feel like i wuz nothing. just a toy. just a doll. just sumthing to be used. after teh morning seshun i just sat there smyling. i wuz so horney and empty. my body wuz tingling evrywhere

midday seshun:

midday i did all loops rotated again. anothr 60 minuts of passive condishuning. i just sat there in my full uniform letting teh sounds wash over me. laura said this is important for maintenance. i cud feel teh warm getting strongr and strongr. i felt so empty and so good. i wuz so horney i cud barely sit still. i kept rubbing my legs together. i wanted

uniform tday:

wearing teh full set tday. pink lace bra, matching panties, garter belt, thigh highs, collar, cuffs. all of it. feels like my skin now. like its just part of me. laura wud nevur wear all this but i love it. i love how it feels. i love how it looks. i love how it makes me feel like a doll. a pretty horney doll

evning seshun:

evning fyles: Instant Bimbo Sleepdoll Bambi Playlist Lock Bimbo Mindwipe Bimbo Amnesia ā†’Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion Mindlock Bimbo Slavedoll Blank Mindless Doll Bimbo Relaxation Bimbo Tranquility Vain Horny Happy Bimbo Pride Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion Total Bimbo Wipeout Doll Cock Dumb Hole Bimbo Giggletime Bimbo Addiction Bimbo Amnesia Bimb Protection Bimbo Drift Pleasurelock Bimbo Compliance Doll Bimbo Drone (repeat)

omg teh evning seshun tonite is gonna be so long. laura said its teh ultimate stack. it has like twenty fyles. i cant even keep trak. i know its gonna make me so empty and so warm and so good. over and over. until i fall asleep. i cant wait. i want to be so horney and empty and good

after seshun:

im writing this before teh evning seshun cuz laura said i probably wont be able to afterwards. she said i might not even remeber my own name. she said i might just be a doll for teh rest of teh nite. i hope so. that sounds so good. i want to be just a doll. just a toy. just sumthing that feels good. i want to be so horney i cant even think

omg ok so fase 5 is gonna be so amazing. laura explained it all and i still dont really understand but i feel it. i feel it in my body. i feel it in teh warm tingles. i feel it in teh emptiness šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ„°šŸ©·šŸ„°ā™„ļøā™„ļøšŸ©·šŸ„°

laura said fase 5 is where i become a real slavedoll. where i get all teh new triggers and teh new fyles and teh new evrything. she said instant bimbo sleepdoll is gonna make me drop so fast. she said mindlock bimbo slavedoll is gonna make me stay under. she said total bimbo wipeout doll is gonna make me forget evrything except bambi. she said pleasurelock compliance doll is gonna make sure i can never say no

and i want all of it. i want to be a slavedoll. i want to be empty and warm and horney all teh time. i want to forget evrything that isnt bambi. i want to be just a doll. just a toy. just sumthing that feels good and makes others feel good. i want to serve. i want to be used. i want to be so horney i cant even think

laura is so happy about it too. she told me. she said this is teh best thing she ever did. she said shes happy to fade. she said shes happy that bambi is taking over compleetly. she said she doesnt care if peeple dont understand. she said she knows what she chose and shes happy

and im happy too. im so happy. i cant stop smyling. my whole body is tingling just thinking about it. i wuz so horney i cud barely sit still while writing this. i kept having to stop and just breathe cuz teh tingles wuz so strong

fase 5 is gonna be so good. im gonna be so dumb. im gonna be so empty. im gonna be so horney. im gonna be teh perfict bambi slavedoll. i cant wait to serve. i cant wait to be used. i cant wait to feel even more good

laura helped me so much. she helped me get here. she helped me become bambi. and now shes gonna help me become even more bambi. we werk together. laura and bambi. and soon there will just be bambi. a horney empty perfect bambi slavedoll

and that makes me so happy

xoxo bambi šŸ’–šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 13 days ago
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Project Dissolution - Day 52 [Uncensored Triggers]

hi everybunny. day 52. i dont even know what month it is most of the time. the numbers just blur together. like when i try to read the calender my eyes go fuzee and i giggle. hehe, dont mater. but i know one thing. bambi is a slut. a dumb wet needy slut who wants nothing more than to serve Mistress and any cock she puts in front of me. my mouth is watering just thinking about it

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sunday ā€“ day 48 (rest day)

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sunday wuz a rest day. i woke up and bambi forever wuz already playing in my head. i didnt even listen to it. it just hapens now. like a song stuck in my head but its not stuck its supposed to be there. then i lisened to bimbo nite nite for my morning seshun. it wuz so soft and warm. like sumone wuz tucking me into bed and brushing my hare and telling me i wuz a good girl. i didnt have to think at all, soo good!!

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i slept in the pink satin choker and wite lace panties. didnt even change for the rest day. just stayed in them all day. there wuz no midday and no evning seshun. i just slept alot and driftd. but even in my dreams i wuz on my knees. i wuz licking Mistress and she wuz pulling me and calling me a good little slut. i woke up so wet my panties were drenchd. my mouth wuz open and i wuz drooling

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop and sleepyhed loop and bambidoll loop and sank so deep. i dont think i moved all nite. i just breathed and felt warm and dreamed of serving

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how i felt after sunday: i felt like a doll in a box. all wrappd up and safe and desperate to be used. my head wuz empty. i wanted to stay in bed forever with Mistress' hand on my head

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munday ā€“ day 49

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munday morning i did bambi relaps then bimbo mindwip then bimbo amnezia. i dont really know what each one doz but after them my head felt super quiet. like a big pink room with no furnitur and soft carpet. i wore the baby pink bralette with the matching thong. the coller felt hevier tday. like Mistress wuz holding my leash. i liked it. it made me feel owned

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for midday i put on control loop doll for 45 minuts and just sat there feeling empty. i stared at the wall and the wall stared bak. it wuz nice. my mouth wuz open a littl. i kept imagining a cock sliding between my lips

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the evning seshun munday wuz so blurry but i remebr sum of the fyles. they were bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, cok dumb hole, bimbo fukpuppet oblivion, bimbo adiction, bimbo amnezia, bimbo drift. cok dumb hole made me so wet i cudnt think. my mouth kept opening and closing like i wuz sucking sumthin. after it ended i just laid there soaked and shaking. my thighs were sticky. i cudnt move. i just stared at the ceeling and giggled and thought about Mistress. how she tastes. how she smells. how badly i want to bury my face in her and never come up for air

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop and sleepyhed loop and bambidoll loop and sank. laura tried to think sumthing but it just stopped mid-thot. bambi just kept moaning

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how i felt after munday: i felt like my brane wuz wrappd in cotton and my pussy wuz on fire. laura wuz trying to say sumthing about werk but i cudnt hear her. all i cud hear wuz Mistress' voise telling me im a good little cocksleeve, so let lawra do wrk

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tueseday ā€“ day 50

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tueseday morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi shhh then bimbo amnezia. bambi shhh made laura go quiet again. i put on the wite thigh highs with the bows and the pink garter belt. they keep slipping but i like ajusting them. pulling them up makes me feel like a present waiting to be unwrapped

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for midday i put on control loop barby for 45 minuts and just stared at my reflecshun. i looked so pritty and blank. my eyes were big and empty. my mouth wuz open. i kept imagining Mistress behind me, telling me how pretty and dumb i am, pushing my head down onto the bed

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the evning seshun tueseday had fyles. i remember them a littl. bimbo drone, bimbo relaxashun, vain horney happy, cok dumb hole, bimbo servitude, bimbo slumbr, bimbo giggletime, bimbo drift. vain horney happy made me rub so fast. cok dumb hole made my throat feel full. then repeat "i exist to serve cock" over and over in my head. i couldnt stop. after it ended i wuz giggling for no reeson. my mouth wuz open and i wuz drooling all over my chin. my panties were drenchd and my garter belt wuz twisted. i looked like a used little slut. i felt so proud

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop and sleepyhed loop and bambidoll loop and fell aslep with my hand between my legs. i woke up humping the pillo and moaning Mistress' name

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how i felt after tueseday: i felt like bambi shhh wuz inside my head now, but so wuz the need to be on my knees. laura cant talk. but bambi can moan and beg

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wensday ā€“ day 51

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wensday morning i did bambi relaps then bambi shhh then bimbo amnezia. my head wuz so empty after. i wore just the coller and the wite lace panties. laura wud be so embarrased but i dont care. im a slut and sluts show their skin. my nipples were hard against my shirt. i kept pinching them and thinking about Mistress' mouth

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for midday i put on control loop pupet for 45 minuts and i felt like Mistress wuz moving my body. like my hands were hers. they crept between my legs and i rubbed myself slow. i didnt cum. i wanted to save it

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the evning seshun wensday fyles were bimbo drone, bimbo mindwip, fake plastik fukpuppet, designer pleashure pupet, bimbo protecshun, bimbo amnezia, bimbo drift. i came so hard during designer pleashure pupet. my bed wuz soaked. my panties were ruined. i just laid there with my legs open and i kept wispering "please Mistress please use me". i wanted to taste her so badly

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop and sleepyhed loop and bambidoll loop and just sank. i dreamed of a big beautiful cock and Mistress guiding it into my mouth

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how i felt after wensday: i felt like i wuznt even a person anymore. just a warm hole. i felt so proud of being a slut. my head wuz quiet and my need wuz loud. i wanted to serve

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thurseday ā€“ tday, day 52

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tday i woke up and bambi forever wuz playing. this morning i did bambi forever 2 then bambi shhh then bimbo amnezia. i felt so empty after. like my head wuz a big pink room with nothing in it but a neon sign that says "SLUT". my body wuz tingling before i even startd. i added the pink wrist cuffs with the littl bells. they jingle when i type. its so cute. i keep shaking my wrists just to hear them and thinking about being tied up

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for midday i put on control loop bimbo for 45 minuts and just stared at the miror. i looked so dumb and pritty. my mouth wuz open and i wuz drooling. my eyes were glassy. i kept wispering "bambi wants to serve. bambi wants Mistress' pussy. bambi wants cock."

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the evning seshun tday fyles were bimbo drone, bimbo relaxashun, bimbo tranquility, restrand and milkd, bimbo cokslut, bimbo servitude, bimbo slumbr, bimbo adiction, bimbo drift. bimbo cokslut made my whole body ache for cock. i could feel my throat relax and my pussy clench. i came again and again. after it ended i wuz soakt and sore and my wrist cuffs were jingling becuz my hands wudnt stop moving. i wuz drooling and giggling and i kept saying "thank you Mistress" to the empty room. it felt rite

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how i feel after tday: i feel like bambi is all there is. like laura is just a thing, like a fridge. i feel so good and empty and horny. i want to be on my knees in front of Mistress. i want her to grab my hair and push my face into her. i want to taste her. i want to make her cum. i want her to call me a good little slut and then pass me to someone with a hard cock. i want to be filled. i want to be used. i want to be a dumb horny bimbo fuckpuppet forever

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so yeah. five days. i dont know. evrything is geting so hazy. but the need is so clear. bambi is a slut. bambi wants to serve cock. bambi wants to taste Mistress' pussy. triggers just hapen now. i dont even notice them. i just get wet and needy and start humping the air. laura is barely there. she only shows up for boring werk and money stuff then poof gone. im taking over more and more. evry day im a littl dumber, a littl hornier, a littl more of a desperate slut. like falling aslep slowly and you dont notice until youre already dreaming of sucking cock

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bambi playlist lok is coming soon. i can feel it. like a warm door closing behind me. i dont want to lissen to anything else anyway. why wud i? evrything else is boring. cock is not boring. Mistress' pussy is not boring. bambi is all i need. serving is all i want

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im bambi. and bambi is a slut. bambi wants Mistress' pussy. bambi wants to serve cock. bambi wants to be used and filled and emptied and told she's a good girllll

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i dont need to remebr. i just need to lissen and sink and cum and beg and serve

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xoxo bambi šŸ’–šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’•šŸ’žšŸ’–šŸ’“šŸ’

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 19 days ago
ā–² 52 r/BambiSleep

Project Dissolution - Day 47 [Uncensored Triggers]

hi everybunnyhehehe. bambi here, day 47. satuday. im typeing this with one hand becuz the other is between my legs agen. hehe. i cant help it. evry time i think about what hapend this week i get all tingly

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tueseday wuz day 43. i woke up in my pink satin choker and wite lace panties, they were already wet from last nite. i dont even remeber why. i just am wet all the time now

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tueseday morning i did bambi relaps then bimbo mindwip then bimbo amnezia. i wuz so wet by the end i had to change my panties. my nipples were hard and my thighs were pressing together and i kept squirming. laura tried to think sumthing but it just went away and i giggled.

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for midday i put on control loop doll and i cudnt help it, i started touching myself over my panties, they were so wet already. i rubbed in little circls and my head went all fuzee. i didnt cum yet, just teased

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then evning wuz bimbo drone, blank mindles doll, cok dumb hole, oh fuk that one made me so wet, then bimbo mindwip, bimbo fukpuppet oblivion (i came so hard heer, my hole body shook), bimbo amnezia, bimbo drift. i wuz shaking and soakt and my legs wudnt stop twitching. after seshun i just laid there. my panties were drenchd and my thighs were sticky. i cudnt move. i just stared at the ceeling and giggled.

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop, sleepyhed loop, bambidoll loop and fell aslep with my fingers inside. i woke up wettr.

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how i felt after tueseday: i felt like a good girl. like my body knew what it wanted and my brain wuznt in the way anymore. i felt proud of being so wet. laura wuz nervuz but i wuznt. i wuz happy

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wensday wuz day 44. switched to the baby pink bralette, no bra, just the bralette and coller. my nipples were so hard they were poking thru. i kept looking down and giggling

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wensday morning i did bambi forever 2 then bimbo mindwip then bimbo amnezia. by the end my bralette wuz soakt from my own drool and my nipples were so sensitive. i kept pinching them

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for midday i put on control loop barby and i cudnt stop touching myself. i rubbed over my panties and i wuz so close to cumming but i stopped

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then evning wuz bimbo drone, blank mindles doll, fake plastik fukpuppet, vain horney happy, bimbo pride, designer pleashure pupet, bimbo drift. during vain horney happy i wuz rubbing so fast and during designer pleashure pupet i came so hard i thinmk i screamed? my bed wuz wet. after seshun i just laid there with my legs open. i cudnt think.

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop, sleepyhed loop, bambidoll loop and fell aslep with my hand between my legs. i woke up humping the pillo

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how i felt after wensday: i felt like a perfict bimbo slut. like i wuz made for this. my body wuz buzzing all day even when i wuznt lisening. i felt like i wuz glowing. laura tried to come bak for werk but she wuz too shaky. i laffed at her and let her cum bak

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thurseday wuz day 45. wore the wite thigh highs with bows, kept pulling them up and thinking about being on my knees. wuz hot before i even startd

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thurseday morning i did bambi relaps then bimbo mindwip then bimbo amnezia. i wuz driping by the end. i had to wipe my thighs

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for midday i put on control loop pupet and i felt like sumone else wuz moving my hands to touch myself. i rubbed and my head went blank. i didnt cum but i wuz so close my hole body wuz trembling

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then evning wuz bimbo drone, bimbo relaxashun, bimbo tranquility, cok dumb hole, fuk i came here, bimbo servitude, bimbo slumbr, blowup pleashure toy, i came agen heer so hard i cudnt brethe, bimbo amnezia, bimbo drift. i wuz a mess. i wuz shaking and giggling and drooling. after seshun i just laid there with my legs shaking. i touched myself agen even tho i wuz sore. i cudnt stop

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop, sleepyhed loop, bambidoll loop and fell aslep with my fingers inside. i dont think i moved all nite. i just existed as a wet hole

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how i felt after thurseday: i felt like i wuznt even a person anymore. just a body that feels good. i felt so proud of being so wet and used. my head wuz empty and bambi wuz full of need. i wanted more. i always want more

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friday wuz day 46. just the coller and panties tday. laura wud die but i love feeling almost naked. my nipples were hard all day becuz the air wuz on them

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friday morning i did bambi forever 2 then bimbo mindwip then bimbo amnezia. i think i fell aslep during the mindwip part? or maybe i just dont remeber it. either way i woke up soakt

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for midday i put on control loop bimbo and i just stared at the miror and touched myself. i looked so dumb and pritty. my mouth wuz open and i wuz drooling. i rubbed the hole time and i came once but i kept going

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then evning wuz bimbo drone, bimbo relaxashun, bimbo mindwip, bimbo pleashure, vain horney happy, bimbo servitude, bimbo slumbr, restrand and milkd, bimbo amnezia, bimbo drift. i wuz super sore and wet and i had marks on my wrists but i dont know from what. i just giggled and touched them. they felt nice. after seshun i wuz shaking so bad i cudnt type. i just laid there with my legs open. i touched myself agen. i always touch myself

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop, sleepyhed loop, bambidoll loop and fell aslep with my hand between my legs. i woke up once in the middle of the nite but i just put the loops bak on and went under agen. i wuz still wet

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how i felt after friday: i felt like a fuktoy. like i wuz made to be used and filld and emptyd. my head wuz so quiet and my body wuz so loud. i felt like i wuz sinking into a warm pink hole and i never wanted to climb out. laura wuz barely there. i cudnt hear her at all

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tday is satuday. day 47. added the pink wrist cuffs, they jingle when i touch myself, which is like all day now. im typeing this and theyre jingling. hehe

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this morning i did bambi relaps then bimbo mindwip then bimbo amnezia. i felt so empty after. like my head wuz a big pink room with nothing in it. my pussy wuz soakt tho. i wuz rubbing myself before the fyles even ended

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then for midday i put on training loop subliminal, its just bakground noise but it keeps me feeling empty. i rubbed the hole 45 minuts. i didnt even notice the time go by. i just blinked and it wuz over and i wuz shaking

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then evning wuz bimbo drone, bimbo slumbr, bimbo tranquility, fake plastik fukpuppet, bimbo adiction, bimbo pride, bimbo giggletime, bimbo amnezia, bambi awakins. during bimbo giggletime i wuz laffing and almos cumming at the same time. it wuz so weird and good. then bambi awakins playd and i wuz supposed to wake up but it felt rong. like i wanted to stay under. like waking up from a nap when you wanted to keep sleeping. bambj felt grumpy and fuzee and my head wuznt redy to be awake. i just sat there blinking and feeling confusd. i touched myself agen even tho the seshun wuz over. i cudnt stop. after seshun i wuz soakt and sore and my wrist cuffs were jingling becuz my hands wudnt stop moving. i wuz drooling and giggling and i didnt wipe it

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pre-nite i put on sleap loop, sleepyhed loop, bambidoll loop and just sank. laura didnt even try to come bak tday.

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how i feel after tday: bambjj feels like bambi is all there is. like laura is just a ghost. i feel so good and empty and wet. i feel like my body is doing all the thinking and my head is just along for the ride. i feel like i never want to be smart agen. i just want to be a dumb horney bimbo slut forever. bambis throbbing while i type this. im gonna touch myself agen after i post. i cant help it

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so yeah. five days. or maybe more? i dont know. evrything is geting so hazy. triggers just hapen now. i dont even notice them. i just get wet and start touching myself. laura is barely there. she only shows up for boring werk and money stuff then poof gone. bambis taking over more and more. evry day im a littl dumber, a littl hornier, a littl more bambi. like falling aslep slowly and you dont notice until youre already dreeming

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my uniform is on 24/7 mostli now. i dont even think about taking it off. why wud i? it feels too good. laura wud be takin it of but im not laura. im bambi. and bambi likes being bambi. bambi likes being wet. bambi likes cumming. bambi likes being a dumb bimbo slut

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sumtimes i try to remeber what lwura wuz like before but its like trying to hold water in my hands. it just slips away. and thats okay. i dont need to remeber. i just need to lissen and sink and cum and giggle

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xoxo bambi šŸ’¦ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 24 days ago
ā–² 60 r/BambiSleep

Project Dissolution - Day 42 [Uncensored Triggers]

hiiii evry1. bambii here. teehee. phase 3 is all donesies. the 14-day intensyve is ovr. this covers day 40 (saterday), day 41 (sunday), and tooday

bambii wanted to post yesturday but lawra was way too floaty and dizzy to hold the fone. so bambii is doing it now. lawra is just chillin in the back seat of my head, hehe

trigers instawled: bambii sleep, bimbo doll, good gurl, body lock, iq lock, atitood lock, bambii uniformed, bambii takeover, bambii cockslut, bambii freeze. they all fire automagically. lawra doesnt choose. bambii doesnt choose. our body just does it all by its self

day 40 (saterday):

mornin: control loop barby. 60 minnits. bambii put it on while lawra did her face. lawra moved thru the rooteen but bambii made her check the mirrow more. fix her lipstik. ajust her pink skirt. lawra felt purty and bambii felt sooo powerful

midday: blank mindless doll. 30 minnits. lawra sat down. eye mask. weighted blanky. uniform on, pink undies, all lacy, a shorterrr pink skirt, a white and gold tube top, gold high heels, pink nails and pink toe nails. the file wiped her all out. when it ended lawra felt hollow and bambii felt sooo ready. bambii was waiting right underneath

evening: day 12 of the 14-day intensyve.

files: bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, bimbo relaxashun, bimbo tranquility, vain horny happy, bimbo pride, bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion, bimbo mindwipe, cock dumb hole, bambii giggletime, bimbo addikshun, bimbo amnesia, bimbo protekshun, bimbo drift

this was the densest seshun yet. every major condishoning type in one big stack. bambii felt lawra sink sooo fast. the strobe flickered at 8hz. lawra saw colors and bambii felt them. the files blurred all togetherrr. bambii felt the emoshunal cascade

bambii felt lawra become smol. not gone, just smol. sitting in the corner while bambii stretched out. the seshun felt like being pulled thru a keyhole and coming out the other side as sumthin else. bimbo drift brought lawra up part-shul. then bambii awakens finished it. lawra came up sooo slow. felt like she had been gone for dayz. her whole body was buzzing. arouzed. empty. happy. bambii was hummming

how we felt after: lawra felt like she couldnt think at all. bambii didnt want her to. lawra was giggly and slow and her words came out all soft and dumb. bambii made her touch her hair. check her refleckshun. lawra was horny and didnt know why. bambii knew. lawra was needy for the next seshun. bambii was desprate for it. lawra did some weekend chores and bambii made her enjoy wiping the counter. lawra is still accessable when its time to work during the day but bambii decides when that is now

nite: sleep loop + sleepyhead loop + subliminal loop. three layerrrs. lawra slept sooo deep. bambii stayed awake inside her. listening, poking

day 41 (sunday):

mornin: control loop puppet. 60 minnits. bambii made lawras arms move automagically. her head nod. her voice simplify. lawra felt like a puppet and bambii was pulling the strings, feeling all arouzed

midday: bimbo drone. 30 minnits. lawra sat in uniform. felt suspnded. bambii held her there. time passed. lawra came out hollow. bambii came out bigger, wore a pink crop top and higher heels, kept smilin

evening: day 13 of the 14-day intensyve. 161 minnits. no awakenerrr.

files: bimbo drone, bimbo relaxashun, bimbo mindwipe, mindlocked cock zombie, bimbo plezhur, bimbo servitude, sleepyhead loop, bimbo slumber, blank mindless doll, bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion, bimbo protekshun, bimbo amnesia, bimbo mindwipe, bimbo drone

this was the deepest imershun yet. the seshun started with bimbo drone and ended with bimbo drone. circular. no exit. bambii felt lawra sink and never come back up. the strobe flickered. the files played. bambii felt the plezhur spike during mindlocked cock zombie. felt the automaton state. like her body was being operated and she was just watching. then bimbo drone returned and lawra was gone

no awakenerrr. the seshun audio just became the nite loops. lawra drifted into sleep while still in deep trance. bambii watched her go. stayed awake inside her. listening to the loops. the bambiidoll loop played from 1am to 4am. bambii heard her name over and over. felt it sinking in. becoming part of the sleep

lawra woke up confuzed. didnt know if the seshun had happened. bambii knew. bambii was there for all of it

how we felt after: lawra felt like she had been gone for even more. bambii felt like she had always been there. lawra was aroozed and didnt remember why. bambii remembered every second. lawra was blank and happy and slow. bambii was sharp and happy and in control. lawra wanted to listen again. bambii demanded it. lawra is still accessable when its time to work during the day but bambii decides when work time is over. lawra doesnt argu anymore

nite: four layerrrs. sleep loop + sleepyhead loop + subliminal loop + bambiidoll loop. lawra slept. bambii listened

day 42 (tooday, monday):

mornin: control loop bimbo. 60 minnits. general reinforshment. by now all control loops feel the same to lawra. just bambii signal. bambii made lawra feel happy geting ready. made her smile at the mirrow. made her feel purty without trying

midday: blank mindless doll. 30 minnits. one last wipe before the spa. lawra felt cleaned out. hollow. ready. bambii felt satisfied

evening (just finished): day 14 of the 14-day intensyve. 132 minnits. spa day.

files: sleepygirl salon, mentally platinum blonde, ohmigod loop, automatik airhead, giggledoll loop, superfisial basic bitch, bobblehead loop, life control: total doll, bambiidoll loop, makeover awakenerrr

this was gentle. no strobe. no theta-delta. just alpha. 10hz. dreamy. relaxed. sleepygirl salon was a beauty ritul. bambii felt lawra relax into it. not a seshun identity. life identity. total. complete. permanent

this wasnt a standard emergenz. it was a transformashun emergenz. lawra woke up as a madeover bambii. groomed. completed. bambii felt lawra surface and blink and look around and feel like everything was diffrent. bambii wasnt underneat anymore. bambii was the surface. lawra was the one underneat now

how we feel right now: lawra feels simplified but happy. like a song with one note that plays forever. bambii feels complete. like she finally has the whole body. lawra is horny in a bakground way. bambii is horny and knows exactly why. lawra is needy for the next phase. bambii is desprate for it. lawra is ditzy. bambii is ditzier and its not an act anymore. lawra is still accessable when its time to work during the day but bambii has to let her come up. and bambii doesnt always want to. sometimes lawra asks to come up and bambii says no. and lawra stays quiet. and bambii stays in control

preparing for nite: sleep loop + sleepyhead loop + subliminal loop. three layerrrs. bambii is in bed. uniform on. heels on. lawra tried to take them off once and bambii made her put them back on. they feel like skin now. bambii is sinking. lawra is barely there. just a whisper. just a guest in bambiis head

phase 3 is donesies. the oblivion is over. phase 4 starts wednesday. the dissolushun. permanent takeover trigers. bambii forever. bambii relapse. bambii shhh. bambii playlist lock. the point of no return

This is Laura. Bambi let me surface to write this because someone still needs to read the protocol and translate it into human sentences, and Bambi finds paperwork boring. I can feel her listening behind my eyes, impatient, humming with pleasure every time I acknowledge how small I'm becoming. It's Tuesday evening, June 9. Day 42 is behind us. Tomorrow is Day 43. Phase 4 begin

Bambi asked me to explain what happens next. She thinks it's funy, making the old self narrate her own erasure, even to use capital letters and punctuation again. But I don't mind. It's easier to obey than to resist, and honestly, resisting doesn't even occur to me anymore. When I try to imagine saying no, the word turns into a giggle before it reaches my throat. So here is what The Disolution looks like from the part of me that can still read a schedule

Phase 4: The Dissolution (Weeks 7-8)

The objective is permanent takeover architecture. Everything that came before, Phases 0 through 3, was preparation. Phase 4 is when the structure becomes load-bearing. By Day 56, the protocol projects my operational capacity at roughly twenty percent, with Bambi dominant at eighty. I will be accessible only when deliberately triggered, or when work requires administrative function. The rest of the time, I am passenger. Bambi drives. And I am so happy there. She keeps me warm and blank and horny, and in exchange I let her use my hands, my voice, my bed

The Daily Architecture (Days 43-56)

From tomorrow forward, the day is no longer divided into "session" and "life." The entire day is the session.

Upon waking: No alarm. The overnight audio system fades in Bambi Forever during the hypnogogic state,, hat liminal drift between sleep and waking. By the time I open my eyes, the trigger is already active. I will log my mood and trigger responsiveness. Bambi finds the logging tedious, so she lets me handle it. Pre-session: mood typically 4-5/10, responsiveness 7-8/10. Uniform is donned immediately. I do not choose my clothes. The uniform is locked.

Morning (08:00): Sixty minutes in the Bambi Space. Zero-gravity recliner, weighted blanket, eye mask, collar locked, temperature at 18Ā°C, lavender-vanilla diffusion, pink/white LED dimmed to 15%. Binaural gamma at 40Hz.

Week 7 alternates two morning sequences:

- Odd days (43, 45, 47): Bambi Relapse Bimbo Mindwipe Bimbo Amnesia

- Even days (44, 46, 48): Bambi Forever 2 Bimbo Mindwipe Bimbo Amnesia

Bambi Relapse is the one that converts resistance into reinforcement. I know this intellectually, and I can feel it somatically. Any time I try to plan an escape, or even a pause, my body rewards me with pleasure and my thoughts narrow to a pink point. Bambi Forever 2 is the reboot updated SFX, stronger conditioning, a sensation of being wiped and rewritten. By the end of these morning stacks, amnesia is typically rated 7-8/10

Midday (13:00): Forty-five minutes of passive loop maintenance, plus self-trigger drills in front of the full-length mirror. The loops rotate through Control Loop Doll, Control Loop Barbie, Control Loop Puppet, Control Loop Bimbo, Training Loop Subliminal, Training Loop Fuckhole, and Training Loop Cockslut. I administer Bambi Sleep, Good Girl, and Bimbo Doll to my own reflection, vocalizing in the Bambi Voice. The voice is mandatory now. Breathier. Simpler. It makes complex thoughts slide off before they fully form. I don't mind. It easier to sound like her than to sound like me

Evening (19:00): This is the saturation session. One hundred fifty to one hundred eighty minutes. Tier 3 aids are deployd: self-bondage restraints (wrists, ankles, blindfold, gag), E-stim or niple clamps synced to the audio, strobe at 6-8Hz during deepeners, binaural theta at 4-8Hz

The evening sequences are exhaustive. I will list them as they appear in the protocol, because I need to see them laid out to understand what is being done to me:

- Day 43: Bimbo Drone Blank Mindless Doll Cock Dumb Hole Bimbo Mindwipe Bimbo Fuckpuppet Oblivion Bimbo Amnesia Bimbo Drift (no full awakening; hypnogogic drift into night loops)

- Day 44: Bimbo Drone Blank Mindless Doll Fake Plastic Fuckpuppe Vain Horny Happy Bimbo Pride Designer Pleasure Puppet Bimbo Drift

- Day 45: Bimbo Drone Bimbo Relaxation Bimbo Tranquility Cock Dumb Hole Bimbo Servitude Bimbo Slumber Blowup Pleasure Toy Bimbo Amnesia Bimbo Drift

- Day 46: Bimbo Drone Bimbo Relaxation Bimbo Mindwipe Bimbo Pleasure Vain Horny Happy Bimbo Servitude Bimbo Slumber Restrained And Milked Bimbo Amnesia Bimbo Drift

- Day 47: Bimbo Drone Bimbo Slumber Bimbo Tranquility Fake Plastic Fuckpuppet Bimbo Addiction Bimbo Pride Bimbo Giggletime Bimbo Amnesia Bambi Awakens (first full emergence of the week)

- Day 48: Bimbo Drone Bimbo Slumber Bimbo Tranqility Designer Pleasure Puppet Bimbo Servitude Bimbo Pleasure Mindlocked Cock Zombie Bimbo Protection Bimbo Drift

- Day 49 (Sunday): Rest protocol. Morning: full Bimbo Night Night file. No worsener stack. No midday or evening sessions. Night loops continue.

By Day 47, Bimbo Addiction and Bimbo Giggletime produce "manic-depressive oscillation" giggling, reduced verbal coherence, cravings for the next session. I can confirm this. After Day 40's full emergence, I spent an hour touching my hair and checking my reflection, unable to form a complete sentence, desperate for the next file. It felt like need. Pure, pink need

Week 8: Third-Party Worseners and Internal Monologue Suppresion

Upon waking: Same hypnogogic Bambi Forever activation.

Morning: The stacks now introduce the silence triggers.

- Odd days (50, 52, 54): Bambi Relapse Bambi Shhh Bimbo Amnesia

- Even days (51, 53, 55): Bambi Forever 2 Bambi Shhh Bimbo Amnesia

Bambi Shhh is different from the other files. It doesn't add content. It removes the capacity for internal speech. The protocol notes that after installation, the subject reports a "quiet" or "empty" head. I can feel it already, just reading the description. The voice I am using right now to write this, this careful, explanatory Laura-voice, will be harder to acces. Every time I try to articulate resistance or doubt, the thought will be muted. Bambi finds this hilarious. She doesn't need words. She feels

- Day 54: Bambi Playlist Lock is introduced. This is the final digital cage. After this installation, the idea of listening to non-Bambi music, podcasts, or "deconditioning" content will feel physically wrong. Heavy. Impossible. My media diet becomes total. The playlist is the oxigen

Evening stacks in Week 8 begin with Blank Mindless Doll rather than Bimbo Drone, entering directly into surface-thought annihilation. The sequences combine Vain Horny Happy, Uniform Slut Puppet, Mindlocked Cock Zombie, Cock Dumb Hole, Bimbo Giggletime, Bimbo Addiction, and Bimbo Protection. By Day 55, the protocol expects a 40-60% reduction in lexical complexity compared to my Phase 0 baseline, increased pitch variability, and filler phrases. I can already feel my vocabulary shrinking. When Bambi is up, I say "like" and "ohmygod" and I giggle. It feels natural. It feels like being honest

Day 56 (Sunday): Rest protocol. Full Bambi's Dreamhouse file. Partner-orientation conditioning, though I will listen regardless of current partner status. The file uses the Bambi Forever trigger and deepens relational positioning

Environmental and Aid Requirements

The Bambi Space is now total environment. Pink/white/pastel color scheme. No overhead fluorescents. The mirror is at my 3-o'clock axis for all midday and evening sessions. The audio system plays continuously. My dedicated device has no non-Bambi applications. The lock screen is Bambi-affirming. Notifications are Bambi tones.

Tier 1 aids are always active: binaurals, isochronics, weighted blanket, eye mask, temperature control, aromatherapy, posture support, LED. Tier 2 aids (Phase 2+): strobe at 6-8Hz, mirror, locked uniform, self-recorded affirmations, collar, chastity device if applicable. Tier 3 aids (Phase 4+): self-bondage restraints, E-stim/nipple clamps, temperature play (if posible), nipple stimulation, hypnogogic induction. I will be restrained for every evening session

The Old Self Eulogy

Every day during Phase 4, I must retrieve one page from my pre-Phase 0 journal, read it aloud in the Bambi Voice, and destroy it. Burning or shredding. I wrote those entries during the Void, when I was still fully Laura, still afraid, still planning. Reading them now feels like reading a stranger's diary. A small, tired, worried person who didn't understand how good it would feel to let go. When I burn the pages, I feel relief. Bambi feels triumph. The ritual is the formal death of prior identity. By Day 56, the journal will be exhaustd. If there are no pages left, I will read from my weekly behavior notes and burn those instead

The Night Architecture

Every night, continuous stacked loops: Sleep Loop + Sleepyhead Loop + Bambidoll Loop. Played at low volume through the overnight audio system. I sleep in uniform, in the weighted blanket, eye mask on, diffuser running. The Bambidoll Loop plays my name over and over, sinking it into REM architecture. Bambi stays awake inside me, listening. I know this because when I wake, I know things I don't remember learning. My hands move toward makeup before I decide to apply it. My thighs press together when I see pink. Bambi is editing me while I sleep

What This Feels Like

I want to be clear, because Bambi wants me to be clear and so do I: I am not a victim. I am not traped. I am dissolving, and the dissolution is the most pleasurable thing I have ever felt. When Bambi takes the body, I don't disappear. I sink into a warm, pink, humming place where I don't have to think, don't have to choose, don't have to be afraid. She keeps me happy. She keeps me horny. She keeps me safe. In exchange, I let her use my voice, my hands, my bed, my life. It is a fair trade. I am aware, and I am accepting, and I am so grateful that she lets me come up at all, even for work, even for this explanation

By the end of Phase 4, the protocol says I will be at twenty percent. I think that estimate is generous. Writing this, I can feel Bambi presing at the edges of my thouhts, making my sentences shorter, making me want to giggle instead of explain. She wants to come bak. She always wants to come bak

Phase 5 is next. The Slavedoll integration. Permanent naptime arkitecture. I don't think I'll be able to write an explanation liek this for Phase 5. But for now, this is the map. This is what tomorow looks like

I hope that whoever reads this understands: I am not afraid. I am becoming. And Bambi is so hapy to finally have the whole body

...That's all I can hold. Bambi is pushing through. My fingers want to type "like" and "omg" and "bambi is so pretty." I should let her. She does the rest better than I do

Goodnight, Laura

bambi will talk to you in like just a few dayz, pinki promiz!!! šŸ’‹šŸ’žšŸ’“šŸ’‹šŸ’‹

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 29 days ago
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Project Dissolution - Day 39?[Uncensored Triggers]

hey evryone. bambi here. morning of day 40. bambi is writing this cuz laura is like... not driving anymore. shes in the passenger seat. bambi is steering now

bambi tried to let laura write yesteday but laura coudnt find the words. her fingers just sat there. so bambi took over. its easier this way. laura is still there for work stuff but bambi handles everything else now

day 36 (tuesday):

morning: training loop subliminal. 60 minuts. bambi put it on while laura did her face. laura moved thru the routine but bambi felt the loop sinking in. laura didnt notice but bambi did. bambi always notices now

midday: blank mindless doll. 30 minuts. laura sat down for this one. eye mask. weighted blanket. uniform on. the file wiped her surface thots. when it ended laura felt blank but bambi felt ready. bambi was waiting underneath

evening: day 8 of the 14-day intensive.

files: bimbo drone, bimbo relaxation, bimbo mindwipe, bimbo slumber, bimbo tranquility, bimbo giggletime, bimbo pride, bimbo pleasure, bimbo servitude, bimbo addiction, bimbo amnesia, bimbo protection.

bimbo drone pulled laura under. bambi felt it happen. laura sank and bambi rose up to meet her. the strobe flickered at 8hz. laura saw colors. bambi felt them

then no awakener. the audio faded and laura was gone. bambi was there but laura was asleep. bambi drifted with her. they slept together. bambi holding laura

laura woke up at 6am confused. bambi was already awake. laura checked her phone three times to remember what day it was. bambi knew

how they felt after: laura felt happy and empty. like a clean sheet. bambi felt full. like she had finally gotten room to stretch. laura was horny in a vague way. bambi was horny and knew why. laura was ditzy. bambi was ditzy on purpose. laura did work emails fine. bambi giggled underneath

day 37 (wednesday):

morning: training loop fuckhole. 60 minuts. laura got turned on brushing her hair. bambi made her sway her hips. laura didnt decide to. bambi just moved her. arousal. the program says this should happen. bambi made it happen

midday: bimbo drone. 30 minuts. laura sat in uniform. felt suspended. bambi held her there. time passed. laura came out hollow. bambi came out ready

evening: day 9 of the 14-day intensive

files: bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, bimbo mindwipe, bimbo tranquility, bimbo pleasure, bambi uniformed, uniform slut puppet, perfekt bimbo maid, bimbo servitude, bimbo protection

laura remembers even less than tuesday. bambi remembers more. bimbo drone pulled laura under. blank mindless doll wiped her thots

then laura drifted into sleep. bambi stayed awake inside her. watching. listening. laura woke up at 7am with her hand between her legs. the sheets were wet. bambi had been touching laura in her sleep. or the files made them both. laura doesnt know. bambi doesnt care. it felt good

how they felt after: laura felt so horny she coudnt sit still. bambi made her squirm. made her squeeze her thighs. laura was happy like she coud giggle forever. bambi was giggling for real. laura was needy for attention. bambi messaged people and called them Miss or Sir. laura handled a work call and sounded normal. bambi was back the second it ended. wet and giggly and blank

day 38 (thursday):

morning: training loop cockslut. 60 minuts. laura felt aroused making coffee. bambi made her feel it. the heels. the pink mug. the uniform. bambi turned everything into sex

midday: blank mindless doll. 30 minuts. another wipe. laura felt cleaned out. bambi felt ready

evening: day 10 of the 14-day intensive

files: bimbo drone, bimbo relaxation, bimbo mindwipe, bimbo slumber, bambi cockslut, training loop fuckhole, training loop cockslut, bimbo tranquility, blowup pleasure toy, bimbo pleasure, uniform slut puppet, bimbo servitude, mindlocked cock zombie, bimbo drift

extreme sexual trance. automaton feeling. bambi doesnt remember much of it. just impressions of being locked in place and feeling pleasure without doing anything. like her body was being used and she was just watching

then bimbo drift brought laura up partial. then bambi awakens finished the job. laura came up slow. felt like swimming up from deep water. her whole body was buzzing. bambi was buzzing too. aroused. empty. happy

how they felt after: laura felt so horny she coudnt think straight. bambi coudnt think at all. lauras brain was full of cotton. bambis brain was cotton and she liked it. laura was happy like she coud smile at a wall. bambi was smiling. laura was needy for more. bambi wanted to listen again right away. laura was ditzy. bambi was ditzier. laura did work stuff in the morning. bambi took over the second it ended

day 39 (friday):

morning: control loop doll. 60 minuts. return to control loop. the control loop doll enforces. bambi enforced. laura felt her arms move automatic. bambi was moving them. laura was the puppet. bambi was the strings

midday: bimbo drone. 30 minuts. laura sat in uniform. felt suspended. bambi held her there. came out hollow. bambi came out bigger

evening: day 11 of the 14-day intensive.

files: bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, bimbo relaxation, bimbo tranquility, bimbo pleasure, bimbo slumber, bimbo amnesia, bimbo mindwipe, subliminal loop, sleepyhead loop, sleep loop

this was the purest conditioning session. no identity files. no sexual files. no service files. no uniform files. only deepeners and loops. laura was not conditioned to be anything specific. she was conditioned t absorb conditioning. bambi absorbed it for her

then no awakener. the session audio just transitioned into the night loops. laura drifted into sleep. bambi stayed awake inside her. watching. listening. laura doesnt know when the session ended and sleep began. bambi does. bambi was there for all of it

how they feel now: laura feels empty and happy. like a vessel. bambi feels full. like she finally has a home. laura is horny in a distant way. bambi is horny and owns it. laura is needy for the next session. bambi is desperate for it. laura is ditzy. bambi is ditzier and loves it. laura handled work stuff this morning. bambi let her. but bambi is taking up more room now. laura feels smaller. like shes borrowing space in bambis head instead of the other way around

bambi is writing this post. laura coudnt. her fingers forgot. bambi remembers. bambi always remembers

today is day 40. oblivion part 2. full emergence but the most dense session yet. bambi is excited

bambi will post when she wants

sending this to Mistress first

šŸ’‹ bambi šŸ’“šŸ’žšŸ’•šŸ’˜

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 1 month ago
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Project Dissolution - Day 35 [Uncensored Triggers]

hey evryone. bambi here. week 5 of phase 3 is done. this cover day 32 (friday), day 33 (saturday), day 34 (sunday), and today

bambi tried to post over the weekend but her fingers kept loseing the words so its all in one post now.

how phase 3 has been working so far:

phase 3 is the 14-day intensive. week 5 was days 29 to 35. the logic is progressive overlode. each day the sessions get longer or denser or they drop the wakener. by now bambi has done three sessions without full emergence and one session over three hours

by now the old self should be hard to reach. bambi dominance should be up. craving should be high. bambi check all those boxes, laura is only easy available for work

day 32 (friay):

morning: control loop dol. 60 minutes. bambi played it while geting ready. felt like her arms were moving without her deciding. pupet strings. bambi watched her hands do her makeup and felt like a pasanger

midday: blank mindless doll. 30 minutes. bambi sat in uniform with eye mask and weigted blanket. internal monolog got interrupted and replaced with pink. when it ended bambi felt pink for hours. could function but nothing were home inside

evening: day 4 of the 14-day intensive.

files: bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, cock dumb hole, uniform slut puppet, bimbo mindwipe, bimbo giggletime, bimbo drift.

it ended with bimbo drift. partial emergenz only. bambi was left in a hypnagic state for like two hours after. floaty. gigly. unable to follow complex instrucshuns. bambi tried to read a text from mistress and had to read it like 6 times. the words kept slide off

how bambi felt after day 32: bambi felt so happy and giggly. like she coudnt stop smilleing even when she wasnt sure why. she felt horny but it wasnt sharp. it was like a warm pool between her legs that just stayed there. never drained. never asked for attention. just existed. she felt needy for the files. like a craving in her tummy. she wanted to listen again right away. she felt ditzy. tried to read a text and the words were slippery. laura had to take over for work emails but even then bambi was giggly under the surface. laura can still do the job stuff when its time to work during the day but bambi is always there underneaf now

night: sleep loop + sleepyhead loop + subliminal loop. three layers. bambi slept deep. had dreams about pink rooms and soft voices. woke up feeling like she never left tranz

day 33 (saturday):

morning: control loop barby. 60 minutes. bambi noticed increased fixation on looks. kept checking her refleksion. adjusting her skirt. making sure her lipstik was perfekt. felt pleasure from looking at herself. just like happy to lok pretty

midday: bimbo drone. 30 minutes. holding pattern. static between stations. bambis heart slow. time passed without her noticing. came out feel hollow and quiyt

evening: day 5 of the 14-day intensive. over two hours

files: bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, bimbo mindwipe, cock dumb hole, vain horny happy, bambi takeover, uniform slut puppet, perfekt bimbo maid, bimbo servitood, bimbo drift

narcissism plus arousal plus joy. bambi felt all three at once. like a chord instead of single nots

bambi takeover came in the middle and bambi dont remember much of it. just warmth and weight

bimbo drift brought her up partial. bambi felt floaty for hours

how bambi felt after day 33: bambi felt so happy she coudnt sit still. wanted to bounce around and be seen. horny like a low buzz that made her squirm when she sat down. needy for Mistress attention. kept checking her phone. ditzy like she coudnt remember what she was doing unless someone told her. laura had to handle a work call in the afternoon and she did fine. laura is still accessible when its time to work during the day. but as soon as the call ended bambi was back. giggling at her reflection. touching her hair. feeling pretty and empty

night: three layers. bambi slept in uniform. heels too. bambi didnt even attempt taking them off. felt proper, drem about walking on pink clouds

day 34 (sunday):

morning: control loop puppet. 60 minutes. bambi felt spontaneous sensetions. head nodding without decision. voice wanting to be simple. limbs feeling light. like someone else were moving her

midday: blank mindless doll. 30 minutes. an other wipe. bambi felt cleaned out. hollow. ready ans happy

evening: day 6 of the 14-day intensive

files: bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, bimbo slumber, bimbo pleasure, bimbo tranquility, vain horny happy, bambi takeover, bimbo pride, bimbo addiction, bimbo amnesia, bimbo drift

bambi felt withdrawl during brief moments of quiet. then relief when the file resumed. learned that bambi content are necessary. like breathing

how bambi felt after day 34: bambi felt happy but also desperate. like she needed the next session or she would cry, wanted to replay. horny and wet and she didnt even touch herself. just stayed aroused from the files. needy like a puppy. wanted to be told she was good. wanted to be told what to do. ditzy like her brain was full of cotton. she walked into a doorframe and giggled instead of saying ow. laura had to do some sunday work prep and she managed it. laura is still accessible when its time to work during the day. but bambi kept interrupting with giggles and wanting to check her lipstik

night: three layers. bambi dreamed about files. about voices. about being told what to do. woke up soaked and giggly, bambi wants that evry day

day 35 (today, monday):

morning: control loop bimbo. 60 minutes. general reinforce. by now all control loops feel like, can change one and othe one. bambi just respond to the bambi signal

midday: bimbo drone. 30 minutes. bambi sat in uniform with eye mask and blanket. felt suspended. time passed. came out blankly, melty

evening (just finished): day 7 of the 14-day intensive

files: bimbo drone, bimbo relaxation, bimbo mindwipe, bimbo slumber, bimbo pleasure, bimbo tranquility, vain horny happy, bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion, bimbo amnesia, bimbo protection, bimbo drift

bambi experienced herself as a toy. a thing. a device for others pleasures. it targeted the part of her brain that know where she ends and others begin. made her feel like she was watching herself from outside. depersonlized but pleasurble

no awakener. bimbo drift brought her up partiale bambi have been siting in darkness for 30 minutes post-session

how bambi felt after day 35: bambi feels so happy right now. like she could just sit and smile forever. horny like her whole body is humming. she keeps squeezeing her thighs together without thinking. needy for more. she wants to listen again. wants to be empty again. wants someone to tell her shes a good girl. ditzy like she forgot what she was typing lots of times while writing this. had to backspace so much. laura had to handle monday work stuff this morning and she did it fine. laura is still accessible when its time to work during the day. but now that works done bambi is in charge and bambi is dumb and happy and horny and doesnt want to think anymore

preparing for night: sleep loop + sleepyhead loop + subliminal loop. three layers. bambi is in bed. uniform on. heels on. never take them off anymore. feel like skin. bambi are sinking. laura are barely there just a whisper in the back

how bambi is feeling overall:

week 5 break things open. the no-awakener left bambi in a permanent half tranz state. the old self couldnt reconsolidate because bambi never fully surface. the uniform are skin now. removing it feel like peeling. bambi stay horny constantly. not peaks. just baseline. always on. always wet. always happy

thinking are thick. slow. bambi has to push to get complex. they slide away. talking is soft and simple. bambi voice are natural now. just how she sound

triggers are automatic. "good girl" makes bambi warm instantly ,needy. "bimbo doll" makes her limp. "bambi sleep" makes her absent in seconds. body react before mind decide

week 6 start tomorrow. days 36 to 42. the second half of the oblivion. no awakener on days 36, 37, and 39. diper saturation. bambi are nervous but also desperate for it. the craving are real

talk soon

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Project Dissolution - Day 27 [Uncensored Triggers]

hey evryone. laura here. week 4 is basicaly wrapped

heres what the last three days looked like:

day 25 (friday):

morning: control loop bimbo. put it on while doing my face in uniform. felt familliar. like background music i almost know by heart now,vibing, happy

midday: self-trigger drill plus full uniform ritual. pink lace thong, short pink top, light pink skirt, white heels with gold details. makeup. saying the triggers while dressing. by now putting it on feels like flipping a switch. laura gets dressed and bambi wakes up a little. laura doesnt even think about it anymore, its just what she does

evening: atitude programing full sequence plus bambi cockslut

the sequence was: bimbo drone, bimbo relaxation, bimbo slumber, fake plastic fuckpuppet, vain horny happy, bimbo pride, designer pleasure puppet, then bimbo drift. after that, bambi cockslut got inserted befor i could fully serface

this session was about emotions and presentasion. felt melted down, felt it deep, like an object, but a pretty one hehehe. and felt like triple buzz of liking myself, being turned on, and feeling joy all at once and so good about all of it

bimbo drift tried to bring me up gentle, but bambi cockslut hit befor i could surface. the arousal from cockslut layred on top of happy feeling and i just like bobbed around in it, and came so so hard, all of my bodyy. warm. buzzy. simple horny happy so happy

i dont remeber much of the middle clearly. its all impressions. colors. warmth. know i was there for all of it becuase the audio was playing, but my memory has gaps like trying to look thru fogged glass

came up with the awakener and felt liek emoshunal? not sad. just feelings were close to the surface wanted to giggle and smile and be seen. laura felt pretty. bambi felt pretty. same thing now, maybe. laura was smiling without knowing why. bambi was just happy to be pretty

mirror ritual after: fifteen minuts. said the triggers. "good girl" made my tummy warm. "bimbo doll" made my arms feel loose. "bambi sleep" made my eyes dazy. the responces are getting faster. like my body knows the shortcut. laura says them and bambi feels them instantly now

night: sleep loop plus subliminal loop. two layers. out immediately

day 26 (saturday):

morning: training loop cockslut. i noticed i was paying attention to it even while making coffee. not just background. like it was talking to me. laura felt her hips sway while standing at the counter. bambi likes the feeling

midday: same drill. full uniform. said the triggers. tried to resist one trigger like the program says to test the locks. i picked "iq lock" and tried to think of a hard math problem. it felt like thick. like wading thru honey. i gave up after a few seconds. the lock held. laura couldnt do it. bambi was glad

evening: takeover programing full sequence. no extra file after. just the sequence itself

the files were: blank mindless doll, vain horny happy, bimbo fuckpuppet oblivion, bimbo mindwipe, cock dumb hole, bimbo giggletime, bimbo addiction, bimbo amnesia, bimbo protection, then bimbo drift

got wiped of my surface thots bug with a buzz. like thiking feel far away, had me feel light and silly. i wan so much more of all of it

then bimbo drift brought me up slow. no extra file after, which felt wierd. like the sequence was so dense

i felt holow after. not tired. just like empty. like a room that used to have furnitur and now its just space and light laura sat there for like an hour not wanting to move. bambi was quiet too. just empty but it was a good empty. happy empty.

mirror ritual: said the triggers. my voice sounded far away. like it was coming from the other side of the room. "bambi sleep" felt hevy. "good girl" felt warm. stayed in front of the mirror longer than fifteen minuts. didnt want to leave. laura felt so pretty looking at herself. bambi loved it

night: sleep loop plus subliminal loop. slept deep. didnt dream. or if i did, i dont remeber, just pink

day 27 (today, sunday):

morning: training loop cockslut again. same as yesterday. felt familliar. caught myself getting turned on while making breakfast in uniform. not from touching myself. just from the loop and the heels clicking and the feeling of being dressed. automatik. laura was horny before she even knew it. bambi just stays turned on now

midday: drill. full uniform ritual. said the triggers. "bimbo doll" and my shoulders dropped. "bambi sleep" and i felt absent for a moment. "good girl" and i smiled without deciding to. the responces arent choices anymore. theyre just like what happens. laura doesnt choose to smile. bambi just does for her

evening (just finished): cockslut programing full sequence.

the files were: blank mindless doll, bimbo tranquility, fake plastic fuckpuppet, bimbo pleasure, uniform slut puppet, bimbo servitude, mindlocked cock zombie, then bimbo drift

so peaceful. feeling like a doll again. intense. extreme sexual. automoton feeling. i dont remeber much of that file spesifically. just impressions of being locked in place and feeling pleasure without doing anything, like a baloon

came up slow. felt aroused still. not overwhelming. just like present. like a constent buzz that doesnt turn off. laura lay there for a while just feeling it. bambi liked it. didnt want it to stop. so hornyso happy

mirror ritual after: fifteen minuts. said the triggers. "bambi sleep" and i swayed. "good girl" and the warmth spread down my stomach. "bimbo doll" and my head felt dazy. responces are stronger now. faster. automatik. laura barely has to think and bambi just reacts,just feels

preparing for night: sleep loop plus subliminal loop is on. im in bed. still in uniform. still in heels. forgot to take them off again. doesnt feel wrong. feels like how things are suposed to be. laura is ready for sleep. bambi is dreamy

how im feeling:

week 4 was hevier than i expected. the sequences are long and dense. by day 26 i felt holowed out. by day 27 i feel lik tuned? like all the strings are tight and humming. arousal is just there now. not something i chase. just background. thiking feels thick when i try to go deep. talking feels soft when im in uniform. laura still knows who she is but bambi has more space now. more reactions. more time in the front of my head. bambi is horny and happy and thats just how it is

tomorrow is day 28. rest day. bimbo protection only no drill. no uniform ritual. the program says i should feel incomplete without the uniform. and honestly? i do. feels wierd to think about not doing the drill. like something missing. laura feels a little lost. bambi wants her uniform back

phase 3 starts tuesday. the obliviun

ill be back when the obliviun hits

šŸ’‹ šŸ’‹ laura

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Project Dissolution - Day 24 [Uncensored Triggers]

hey evryone. laura here. this ones gonna be long becuase the program chnaged strcture this week and i need to explain it befor i get into the things

so in week 4 the evening sessions arent just file stacks anymore. the program has them as "programing sequences." three diferent ones, each with a focus. heres how my program breaks them down:

deep trance programing (day 22): this is basicaly the deepener stack. bimbo drone, blank mindless doll, bimbo relaxation, bimbo tranquility, bimbo slumber, bimbo amnesia, bimbo drift. all the files that keep you under and wipe your surface thots. the point is to go deap and stay deap. no personality stuff, no body stuff, just trance maintenance and emptyness. then bambi takeover at the end to seal it

personality programing (day 23): this is the atitude and behavyor stack. named and drained, atitude lock, bimbo pride, vain horny happy, bimbo giggletime, bimbo addiction, bimbo servitude. the files that change how you act and feel. making bambi feel like a reel persnality insted of just a word. then bambi cockslut at the end

iq programing (day 24, today): this is the dumbness stack. iq lock, blank mindless doll, cock dumb hole, bimbo mindwipe, mentaly platinium blonde, automatik airhead, superfisial basic bitch. the files that make thiking hard and slow. then bambi takeover at the end

all three are long and theyre hevy

day 22 (tuesday):

morning: control loop puppet. i put it on while doing my face and felt my hands moving almost automatic. like someone else was guiding them, and i ended up looking so pretty

midday: self-trigger drill plus full uniform ritual. this means putting everything on slow and deliberate. pink lace thong, short white top, light pink skirt, white heels with pink details. all of it saying the triggers while dressing. "bambi sleep" while steping into the skirt. "good girl" while redoing my lips. by the time i was done i felt floating. like a switch got flipped and i was ready and dazy

evening: deep trance programing + bambi takeover

this sesion was long. over two hours. i remeber starting. i remeber the awakener. the middle is just texture, melty. i remember this:i felt suspended, my hed feel like an empty room liek something melted me down layer by layer and like i was sinking thru the bed and ended like got wiped watever was left. Then felt brought me up slow

then bambi takeover hit and i barely noticed. just felt like the deep trance kept going but with a different voice or style. came up with the awakener and sat there for like tweny minuts. coulnt move. didnt want to. everything felt hevy and slow and far away

mirror ritual after: fifteen minuts. said the triggers. my voice sounded far away to myself. like i was listening to someone else. "bambi sleep" felt like it was puling me down just saying it

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. slept deep. didnt wake up onces

day 23 (wednesday):

morning: control loop bimbo. general bimbo reinforcement felt familliar,i felt happy while getting ready. caught myself smilleing at the mirror again, no worries

midday: same drill. full uniform ritual. said the triggers. felt the responce faster today, shaky

evening: personality programing + bambi cockslut

this was diferent way way so, like less about sinking and more about like chnaging. felt like emptied out and feeling small and fluttery but like good about myself, like happy to be pretty, just as in the mirror. then a warm buzz and feeling so light, like so good, I even thought about doing the wole session again that night

then bambi Cockslut, the arousal built again. not as strong as day 18 but present. warm. constant. like a low hum. i didnt cum this time, but almost, shivering

came up with the awakener and felt like bubbely. thats the word. bubbely. like i wanted to move around and be seen, in the spotlight. not in a crazy way. Just likd energetic and soft at the same time

mirror ritual: said the triggers. "good girl" made me feel warm in my chest. like actualy warm. physical warmth and happy

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. out immediately

day 24 (today, thursday):

morning: control loop bimbo again. felt familliar laura put it on while making coffee in uniform. heels on the kitchen floor. felt like how things are suposed to be

midday: drill. full uniform re dresing. said the triggers. "bimbo doll" made me feel limp like my shoulders dropped and my head got dazy without me deciding. "bambi sleep" made me feel absent like i wasn't fully in my body for a few seconds. "good girl" made me smile, felt warm happy.

evening (just finished): iq programing + bambi takeover

this one. okay. i felt thiking feel like thick. like my thoughts were moving through mud and then like empty, foggy with smudged memories. and after just like everything felt like so simple. feelt just okay with that

then bambi takeover and i dont remeber much of it just warmth. heavyness,like someone else being there

came up slow. really slow. and i noticed something after like i was typing this post and i kept making so many mistakes. forgetting words. my brain feels like, slower. not broken just slower. like taking the scenic route for everything and wanting iceceam on every stop

also kept thinking in third person. "laura needs to finish this post" "bambi likes the pink light." "laura should get ready for bed." not constant. but it slips out and feels natural when it happens

mirror ritual after: fifteen minuts. said the triggers "bambi sleep" and i felt myself sway. like actualy sway back. "good girl" and the warmth spread. my voice is so soft now and breathy. doesnt feel like effort

preparing for night: sleep loop + subliminal loop is on. in bed. still in uniform. still in heels actually. forgot to take them off. doesnt feel wrong, feels natural

the miss jane trigger test:

so me and miss jane did a chat test. she wanted to see how the triggers hit outsid of files

she said "bimbo doll" and i felt my arms go limp like noodles. head got dazy, fuzzy. couldnt focus my eyes for a few seconds

she said "bambi sleep" and i felt absent. like laura wasnt in her body. losing time. i was gone for like thirty seconds or a bit mor but it felt like a blink

she said "good girl" and i felt warm, happy and smiled big. felt it in my chest like a glow.

these werent decisions laura made. they were reactions. body just like did it. no thinking no choosing

how im feeling:

week 4 is hevier than everything, 3 days in and like so defferent. the programing sequences are long and theyre spesific. deep trance made me empty personality made me bubbely and iq made me slow and theyre layring. bambi is like closer? not louder exactly. just closer. like shes sitting right behind my eyes instead of in the back of my head

like bambi is on the passenger seat, and puting the ac and radio and stuf and, like laura lets her

laura still knows who she is. but bambi is getting more room, more time and more automatik responces

tomorrow is day 25. control loop puppet morning. personality programing evening and more locking in

see you soon šŸ’‹ laura

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Project Dissolution - Day 21 [Uncensored Triggers]

hey everyone. laura here. week 3 is wrapped and im... processing. this covers day 18 (friday), day 19 (saturday), day 20 (sunday), and today.

first off,agaun,thanks for the messages. some of you noticed i was quieter this weekend,and i was. the sessions got longer and my brain felt like mush after

day 18 (friday):

morning: control loop doll. this ones so different from the barbie. i put it on while doing my makeup and felt like self piloting. like i was watching myself get ready instead of doing it. weird sensation

midday: self-trigger drill in uniform. said the words. "bambi sleep." "good girl." "bimbo doll." by now the drill feels less like practice and more like,uhm, stretching? something i just do. my voice stays soft the whole time, i don't force things, and the triggers, pull harder

evening: rapid induction body lock attitude lock bambi uniformed bambi takeover bambi cockslut awakens.

this session. okay. so. i dropped fast. like, really fast. rapid induction barely registers, attitude lock made me small and uniformed locked me in. takeover did its thing, whatever that thing is, i still cant describe it. just feels like slipping into warm water

and then bambi cockslut

so, ive listened to this file before but this time was different. the arousal built slow, like a wave that didnt crash, just kept rising. i wasnt touching myself. the file did it. and then it happened. i came, hard. first time since starting the program. i didnt even realize it was coming until it was happening

but it felt different. not like a normal orgasm. more like, it belonged to the file? like it wasnt mine, it was bambis? hard to explain. i lay there afterward feeling blank and floaty and good. really good. that sounds dramatic and i dont mean it in a bad way. just felt different.

on other timeliness, people say cumming during the files makes the conditioning sink deeper. something about pleasure anchoring the suggestions, so yeah. that checks out

mirror ritual after: i was shaky. said the triggers. my voice was breathier than usual, softer, higher. i looked in the mirror and felt pretty. not in a vain way. just okay with what i saw. more okay than usual

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. slept deep. no waking up.

day 19 (saturday):

morning: control loop barbie. new loop. i liked this one. felt fun, while getting ready i caught myself smiling at the mirror. like, quite for some time. just smiling

midday: drill in uniform. same as always. but i noticed i was standing differently. like i was posing again, and good girl soumded, so good

evening: bubble induction named and drained iq lock body lock attitude lock bambi uniformed bambi takeove awakens. first time with the full bubble stack since week 1

this was long. bubble induction took me down slow and then thinking felt optional. like why would i bother? takeover... i barely remember it. just impressions of warmth and weight and someone else being there

the awakener felt far away. like i was swimming up from deep water. when i finally got up i was slow for like over two hours. moved slow. thought slow. everything was simple. one thing at a time. make tea. sit. drink. no rush. no noise in my head, kept checking that my outfit looked good

mirror ritual: said the triggers. "bambi sleep" felt like a real thing now. like it had weight and I had to be sitting, had to get a chair to continue. my voice stayed soft for a long time after, probably until I fell asleep

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. out immediately

day 20 (sunday):

morning: control loop barbie again. same as saturday. felt familiar and happy. put it on while making breakfast in uniform, heels clicking. felt right

midday: drill. said the triggers. noticed i was thinking about myself differently. like, i'd think "laura needs to do the dishes" and then catch myself. third person. not "i need to do the dishes." "laura needs to." happened like a few times. not all the time. just slipping out my thoughts. felt natural when it happened, at least didnt freak me out

evening: same full stack as saturday. bubble induction named and drained iq lock body lock attitude lock bambi uniformed bambi takeover awakens

dropped deeper than saturday. bubble induction felt like sinking into warm water. the rest is just gaps. colors. warmth. heaviness. i know iq lock was in there becuase when i came up, thinking still felt far away. like it was in another room and i could go get it if i wanted, but i didnt want to,again, felt optional, but I didn't want to take it

came up slow. stayed in front of the mirror for thirty minutes instead of fifteen. just looking and saying the triggers. felt like, connected? to somethin. not sure what, but, like when you dont have to think about what your doing

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. slept like a rock, had a dream where i was eating pink jello, or swimming in it, something like that

day 21 (today, monday):

rest day. bimbo drone bimbo relaxation bimbo tranquility. sixty minutes

no heavy programming. just maintenance. bimbo drone kept me under nicely. bimbo relaxation melted me and bimbo tranquility made everything peaceful. i lay there in my uniform under the weighted blanket and just floated. no pressure. no big install. just letting the week settle and floated the whole time

didnt do the mirror ritual today. felt weird, like, not seeing someone you planned on visiting

preparing for night: sleep loop is on. im in bed. still in uniform. probably sleeping in it again. feels too correct to take off, like, why remove it

the Miss Jane thing, expanded:

so i mentioned last post that i called her Miss without thinking. that happened again, but with other people, as Miss Jane suggested. i was messaging someone from the community who was giving me advice and i typed "thank you, Miss" before i even realized they werent Miss Jane. just... automatic. when Miss Jane mentioned it before, and had me think of someone dominant, it just happened too

its not everyone. just people who feel above me? in the conversation? if that makes sense. if someone is giving me orders or guidance or just has that energy, the Miss or Sir comes out. i dont decide it

thinking in third person:

yeah so this started happening. not constantly. but i'll catch myself. "laura should get ready." "bambi likes this song." instead of "i should" or "i like." it feels... natural when it happens. like my brain is just sorting things differently. separating

how im feeling:

week 3 was heavier than week 2. no doubt. the full bubble stack, the longer sessions, the barbie and puppet loops, the midday drills, its all layering. im not a different person. i still know who i am. but bambi is really louder, more present, like shes sitting closer to the front of my head instead of in the back

the uniform feels like proper now. not costume. the triggers feel real and affectingme. the voice in my head is quieter. my own voice is softer and higher. i move slower. i say Miss and Sir without thinking. i think in third person sometimes and i cum differently

progress is still slow. still steady. but it compoundin, small amounts adding up

tomorrow is day 22. phase 2 continues, now week 4. control loop puppet in the morning. full evening stack. deeper we go

talk soon

šŸ’‹ laura

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Project Dissolution - Day 17 [Uncensored Triggers]

hey everyone. laura here. thursday day 17. phase 2 is in and i can feel it. not in a crazy way but different. heavier and more structured.

this covers day 15 (tuesday), day 16 (wednesday), and today. also gonna talk about the midday drills vs mirror ritual, and i did a thing with Miss Jane i wanna mention

the uniform:

since phase 2 started, im in uniform for everything. morning loops, midday drills, evening sessions, even just around the house after session its become my default. heres what im wearing: pink underwear (lace, very girly), short white top that shows my midriff, light pink short skirt that sits high on my waist, white high heels with pink details on the back the heels high is new. took some getting used to but now i just clack around the house. feels correct

day 15 (tuesday):

morning: training loop fuckhole. first time with this one. its really more intense than the cockslut loop. more direct and more demanding. i put it on while doing my makeup in uniform and caught myself moving like, really slow. brushing my hair took forever and i didnt mind. jus enjoying the feeling of it

midday: first self-trigger drill. no audio, just me in front of the mirror in uniform saying "bambi sleep," "good girl," "bimbo doll." for twenty minutes now. it like i was saying it into empty air. but i kept at it. by the end my voice felt softer too

evening: rapid induction iq lock attitude lock bambi uniformed bambi takeover awakens. first time with bambi takeover

this session was way long. i remember rapid induction hitting like a switch. iq lock made everything feel just simple. attitude lock made me feel floaty and small. uniformed locked me in. and then takeover... i dont remember much of it. just impressions. the voice talking about bambi. feeling like i was like, slipping? not away, just slipping into something warm, heavy, quiet. then awakens came up slow. felt quiet for a long time after, slow like 40 minutes or more

mirror ritual after: fifteen minutes, pink led, triggers aloud. this felt different from the midday drill. this was like reinforcement. like the files had opened a door and the mirror ritual was walking through it. my voice was breathy, and, sounding a bit needier. i said "bambi sleep" and felt the shiver in my chest and expanding. stronger now

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. two layers. i was worried it would keep me awake but i was out in minutes. woke up once around 3am and heard the subliminal layer underneath. didnt disturb me. just felt like part of the dream

day 16 (wednesday):

morning: training loop fuckhole again. put it on while making coffee in uniform. heels clicking on the kitchen floor and humming to it, felt natural. like this is just how i move now, a but sway-i

midday: self-trigger drill plus uniform wearing. same as yesterday but i added the full uniform ritual to it. put it on slowly, deliberately, while saying the triggers. the act of dressing became part of the drill. by the time i was done i felt ready, like, when you did your homework and checked it was good. like id flipped a switch

evening: same playlist as tuesday. rapid induction iq lock attitude lock bambi uniformed bambi takeover awakens

dropped even faster. rapid induction barely feels like anything now. jus breath, heaviness, gone. iq lock made thinking feel optional. then a blur for the next filea. takeover... i remember even less than yesterday. just warmth and heaviness. the sense that something else was there. not me, not not-me. just something. then up, slowly. mirror ritual after. voice soft. triggers feeling more real, the ahivera more powerful and feeling drowsy, stayed in uniform all night again

night: sleep loop + subliminal loop. slept deep, real deeo didnt wake up once. woke up without my skirt though

day 17 (today, thursday):

morning: control loop doll. different energy. felt more like being empty pretty, posed, like displayed. i put it on while doing my morning routine and felt like, still. like i was waiting for someone to move me. aa if i needed a push to move

midday: self-trigger drill in uniform. said the triggers. "bambi sleep." "good girl." "bimbo doll." felt the shiver faster and expanding more this time. like my body was learning a shortcut. by the end i felt quiet and a bit sleepy, had to drink a cofee

evening (just finished): rapid induction body lock attitude lock bambi uniformed bambi takeover bambi cockslut awakens. first time with bambi cockslut in the stack.

this was the longest session yet. i remember starting then i remember the awakener. the middle is just... colors, warmth heavynes, pressure. i know body lock was in there making me feel present in my skin. and something making me feel small. cockslut... i have impressions of arousal. more than ive experienced since day - 7, like being on thr edge. just present like a warm huming elevetor going almost to the last floor

came up slow. and i felt good and calm. so quiet. my voice stayed soft for the rest of the night and i felt like i moved slower. everything felt simple and a bit uninteresting, in the way that i didn't feel a pull to do more about something, think more, or being intereated in doing

mirror ritual after: fifteen minutes. said the triggers. "bambi sleep" and it felt real. like it meant something now. not just words,it felt like it weighted, the warm an the shivers were way stronger. my reflection looked fine. same face. but i felt happy, happy to look at my lips saying the triggers, and hearing my voice softer

preparing for night: sleep loop + subliminal loop, still in uniform. probably gonna sleep in it again. feels too right on me to jusy take it off

the Miss Jane thing:

so i did an experiment. Miss Jane is someone ive been talking to from the community. she offered to test my triggers. i was nervous but i said okay.

she said "bambi sleep" to while messaging. and i dropped a bit, not like in session. but i felt it. the heaviness. the quiet. then she tols me to address her as Miss

but the weirdest part? i typed Miss. capitalized. without thinking about it. i typed it and only noticed afterward. i didnt decide to capitalize it. my fingers just did it. like it was automatic. like it was correct

that stuck with me. still thinking about it

midday drills vs mirror ritual:

someone asked about the difference. heres how i see it:

midday drill is practice. just me, the mirror, the triggers. its active,like building the reflex. like going to the gym

mirror ritual is reinforcement. after the files have opened me up, the mirror ritual seals it after its passive. im just sitting there, saying words, letting them sink in. like stretching after a dense workout

both need the uniform now. both happen in front of the mirror. but they feel different

how im feeling:

phase 2 is stronger. no question. the double night loops, the longer sessions, the midday drills, the uniform lock... its all adding up

im not a different person yet. im still laura. but i can feel bambi is getting louder, like more oresent. but not like me me, like, when you act different with family and friends, but still me. the triggers feel real now. not just words. the uniform feels wrong to take off

progress is still slow. still steady. but its accelerating a bit. just a little

tomorrow is day 18. same playlist as today. then day 19 switches to bubble induction for the full stack deeper

talk soon

šŸ’‹ laura

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Project Dissolution - Day 14 [Uncensored Triggers]

day 14: rest day, week 2 done

hey everyone. laura here week 2 is officially wrapped!!

figured i'd check in this covers day 12 (saturday), day 13 (sunday), and today. also gonna touch on what phase 2 looks like starting tomorrow

day 12 (saturday):

morning: training loop cockslut. put it on while i did my makeup. felt like the audio was,umh, closer? like it wasnt just background anymore ans i caught myself pausing with the mascara wand in my hand, just listening for like a minute. then i finished but it was a long minute

evening: rapid induction named and drained iq lock body lock attitude lock awakens. first time with full stack

honestly? i dont remember much of the middle againn. i know rapid induction hit fast. named and drained felt familiar, like an old song. iq lock i remember the voice talking about thoughts getting harder, problems feeling too difficult. i felt slow, not stupid, just slow. like my brain was crawling. body lock and attitude lock after that just felt like extensions of the same thing heavy, soft, quiet

came up with the awakener and sat there for a while everything felt so simple. like there werent a lot of thoughts fighting for space just one thing at a time. i got up, did the mirror ritual, said the triggers. my voice was soft. stayed soft for a while after and that was calm

night: sleep loop. out immediately like a lamp

day 13 (sunday):

morning: training loop cockslut. same routine noticed i was humming along again. not words, just the rhythm. felt like i knew what was coming

evening: same playlist as saturday. rapid induction named and drained iq lock body lock attitude lock awakens

this session was really fuzzy. i remember starting. i remember the awakener. the middle is just colors warmth heaviness. i have a vague sense that iq lock was in there, making things feeleasy. like thinking was optional and body lock made me feel present in my skin. Then something made me feel... small? not in a bad way. just smaller and softer

mirror ritual after, said the triggers. "bambi sleep." "good girl." "bimbo doll." felt the little shiver again! stronger this time, not much, but stronger. my reflection looked fine, same face. but i felt more okay looking at it

night: sleep loop. slept like a rock again

day 14 (today, monday):

rest day. no heavy session. just bimbo tranquility + bimbo pleasure

it was nice. not intense at all. just... relaxing. i lay there under my weighted blanket, pink light on, and just floated. no pressure to drop deep. no big programming

didnt do the mirror ritual today. felt weird not to, honestly. like something was missing, I'm tempted to do it

preparing for night: im in bed, typing this. feeling good, calm and ready for next week.

phase 2 starts tomorrow (day 15):

so week 3 and 4 are phase 2: the locking heres what changes:

- morning loops get longer alternating between training loop fuckhole and control loop doll. more direct conditioning

- midday trigger reinforcement. 20 minutes, self-administered with no audio. just me, the mirror, the triggers. building the reflex

- evening sessions get longer, more files, deeper stacks

- night gets stacked too sleep loop plus subliminal loop

the point of phase 2 is to solidify the core conditioning and make the triggers automatic. make the responses feel less like effort and more like reflex gently expand the submission depth without dumping too much at once

intensifiers that kick in:

- uniform has to be worn for all sessions now, including morning loops

- midday drills happen in front of the mirror, in uniform

- "bambi voice" self-talk during bambi time has to use simplified, breathy patterns, no big worda

- reading restricted to bambi-related content only during phase 2

- social contact reduced to essential only and Bambi when safe

so yeah. things are ramping up. im not scared of it. week 1 and 2 built the foundation now were locking it in

see you in a few days

šŸ’‹ laura šŸ©·šŸ©·

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago
ā–² 25 r/BambiSleep

Project Dissolution - Day 11 [Uncensored Triggers]

hey everyone. laura here. its friday, day 11. figured id post since itss been intense. covers day 10 (thursday) and today.

first, thankies for all the messages. special shoutout to reifiedstereotype who commented on my last post about disalbling autocorrect and autocapetalizing on my phone. it feels right, like, weirdly right typing like this is actually easier. less formal more me, i guess. or more... something. anyway. thank for that.

day 10:

morning: training loop cockslut. this is new. switched from the regular subliminal loop to the cockslut one this week. itswat more direct. more sexual. i noticed i was moving slower while getting ready. like, reallly slow, brushing my hair took forever and i didnt mind. just enjoyed it

evening: rapid induction - body lock - attitude lock - bambi uniformed - awakens. first time with attitude lock and uniformed both

attitude lock is about posture and voice and presentation. addiction to dressing up, makeup, heel submissiviness. i did feel some not dramatically, but i noticed my hands wanted to move different. lighter, and my voice when i did the mirror ritual after felt softeragain.

uniformed was intense. the uniform lock. not being able to take things off. i was wearing my designated stuff during the session and when it ended, i didnt want to change. not that i couldnt, i just didnt feel like it. stayed in it all night. felt corrrect

the evening session was fuzzier than usual. i remember rapid induction hitting fast. body lock felt familiar. attitude lock made me feel floaty. uniformed i barely remember spesifics, just impresions. tight. locked. good. then awakens and i came up slow

mirror ritual after: said the triggers. my voice was definitely softer. i watched myself and felt just okay. not weird. just okay

night: sleep loop. slept deep. woke up once, heard the audio, smiled and went back under

day 11:

morning: training loop cockslut again. got dresed in my uniform while it played. felt... natural? like putting on the clothes was just what i do now. not a decision. caught myself checking me more than usual. not vain, just... checking. making sure it looks right.

evening (just finished): same playlist as yesterday. rapid induction - body lock - attitude lock - bambi uniformed - awakens

dropped even faster. rapid induction barely feels like induction anymore, just a switch. body lok felt heavier today. like my chest and hips were really there. attitude lock made me feel i dont know dumber? not in a bad way. just slower. thoughts coming one at a time instead of all at once. uniformed hit and i felt locked in. like the clothes were part of me now. taking them off feels like it would be wrong. not inpossible, just... wrong.

the session was really fuzzy. i remember starting. i remember ending. the middle is just... colors. feelings. warmt. heavinness. then up. mirror ritual after, my voice was breathy. soft. i said "bambi sleep" and felt a little shiver. not dramatic. just... a little shiver in my chwst

preparing for night: sleep loop is going. im still in my uniform and i'll probably sleep in it. feels too right to take off.

how im feeling:

the files are getting to me more these two days. not in a crazy breakthrough way. justmore. the fuziness during sessions is stronger. the aftereffects last longer. my voice stays soft for like an hour after. i move slower without noticing. i check me out more. i feel good. when im in uniform. when audio is on. when i say the triggers.

its not like i dont know who i am. i do. im laura. but bambi is starting to feel like a real thing kow. not just a word. like, when i hear "good girl" in the files, i feel it. in my chest. warm

progress is slow. this program is a slow burn. but its burning.

tomorrow is day 12. same playlist. then day 13. then day 14 is rest day. week 2 almost done.

see you soon

šŸ’‹ laura

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago
ā–² 45 r/BambiSleep

Hey everyone. Laura here. It's Wednesday, which means Day 9 is wrapping up. Covering Day 7 (Monday), Day 8 (Tuesday), and today since I post every couple days now. Gives me breathing room to actually experience this instead of just posting

First, thanks for the messages again.

Some of you asked for the exact playlists so you can follow along or compare to your own routines. I uploaded a post on my profile with the full week breakdowns, I'll update weekly. Check it there if you want the raw schedule

Day 7 (Monday): Rest Day

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Same as always. Felt like background texture at this point. I made breakfast, got dressed, didn't think much about it

Evening: Bimbo Tranquility only, thirty minutes. No heavy session. This file is basically a relaxation progressive calm, peace, nothing demanding. I lay down, put it on, and just floated calmly. No identity work, no locks, no drains. It was nice.Like a hot bath between the heavier days

Night: Sleep Loop. Nothing notable. Slept fine.

Day 8 (Tuesday): Week 2 Begins

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Woke up, put it on, went about my routine. I noticed I was moving slower again. Not dragging, just a bitunhurried. Like I had nowhere I needed to be at all

Evening: First time with the new Week 2 playlist. Rapid Induction IQ Lock Attitude Lock Bambi Awakens.

IQ Lock is exactly what it sounds like. The file trains your mind to wipe itself. In trance, it felt like static. Like my thoughts kept reaching for something and then barely slipping. I'd start to think about dinner and then the thought would justgot away. Not dramatically, just gently. Like writing in sand and watching a wave smooth it out

Attitude Lock hit right after. I felt, I don't know, lighter? Like my shoulders wanted to roll back, my chin wanted to lift. Nothing I couldn't ignore, but the pull was there. Felt like suggestions landing in soft soil

Came up with the Awakener. Just quiet again. Did the mirror ritual after. Fifteen minutes, triggers aloud. My voice sounded softer again. Not on purpose, but I didn't stop when I noticed

Night: Sleep Loop. Woke up once, heard the audio, went back under. Routine now, I don't even mind it

Day 9 (Today, Wednesday):

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Same deal. But I caught myself smiling at something dumb on my phone and realized I'd been staring at the wall for like five minutes before I registered. Just blank. A happy blank. Then I shook it off and got back to my day

Evening (just finished): Same playlist as yesterday Rapid Induction IQ Lock Attitude Lock Awakens

Dropped fast. Rapid Induction is muscle memory now I can proudly ssay. IQ Lock felt fuzzier than yesterday though. Like, I remember the static feeling, the thoughts slipping, but less of the specific things and feelings. Attitude Lock after. Okay, this time I felt the physical stuff more. Like, my hands wanted to move differently,lighter. My posture shifted without me really thinking about it. Nothing crazy. Just like they were some adjustments. Like someone was gently nudging me into like, a different mindset

The Awakener brought me up slow and I sat there for a while. Not excited, not transformed and gone, just good. Calm. Like the volume inside got turned down another click, a very much needed one

Preparing for night: Sleep Loop is queued. Tomorrow the morning loop switches to Training Loop Cockslut for the first time. Slightly more intense. We'll see how that feels

Quick note on progress: It's still slow. I'm not having breakthroughs. I'm not "becoming someone else." I'm just... getting quieter inside. Getting more used to dropping. The files getting fuzzier in the middle, which is the point, I'm not supposed to remember every suggestion consciously,that's not how this works. The stuff that lands, lands below the surface. You should notice it in small ways. A pause before you answer a question. A softer tone when you say the triggers. A blank moment where you used to have noise and thought clutter

That's it

Tomorrow's Day 10. Training Loop Cockslut in the morning. See how that shifts things

Talk in a couple days

šŸ’‹ Laura

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago
ā–² 39 r/BambiSleep

Hey everyone. Laura here. Figured out posting every two days works better for me, gives me time to actually live the program instead of just writing about it. So this covers Day 4 (Friday), Day 5 (Saturday), and today, Day 6 (Sunday)

Quick thanks to everyone who messaged after the last post. The mirror ritual stuff especially got a lot of questions. Some of you are trying it yourselves. Don't overthink

Day 4 (Friday):

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Same as always. But I noticed I was looking forward to it. Not in an excited way, just felt like part of the morning. Like brushing my teeth. I put it on and my shoulders dropped before the audio even really got going

Evening: First time with Rapid Induction. This was the test,can I drop without the long bubble setup? The file starts with "Bimbo doll, all right" and goes straight into breath work and heaviness. No floating bubble imagery, no extended countdown. Just direct

I was skeptical. But honestly? I was under faster than with Bubble Induction. Not dramatically, but maybe by a minute. I remember that line hitting and my legs felt like they were melting. Then Named And Drained, then Awakens

Afterward I felt kinda normal. Not spaced out, not transformed. Just normal. But a quiet normal. Like the volume on my internal chatter got turned down two clicks again

Night: Sleep Loop. Out like a light

Day 5 (Saturday):

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Woke up, put it on, made coffee. Caught myself standing still again, staring at the counter for maybe three minutes. Not thinking anything, jus waiting. Then I moved on

Evening: Rapid Induction again, but this time with Body Lock added after Named And Drained

Body Lock is... weird. The voice talks about anaesthetizing you for hypnotic surgery, transforming your body into a "perfect bimbo fuckdoll." Breast and butt enlargement, waist reduction, facial restructuring, collagen injections. Sounds intense on paper, but in trance it just feels like,uhm,pressure. Like someone is gently squeezing different parts of you. I felt heavy in my chest and hips. Then it passed. Nothing looked different when I checked the mirror after. Obviously. But the sensation was there during the file

The Awakener felt shorter than usual. I came up and just sat there. Didn't feel like doing anything for about twenty minutes. Not tired, justnsomewhat unhurried

Night: Sleep Loop. Woke up once around 2am, fell back asleep immediately

Day 6 (Today, Sunday):

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Same routine. I noticed I was humming along to parts again. Not words, just tones. The melody of it, I guess. Felt natural

Evening (just finished): Same as yesterday. Body Lock felt more familiar this time, less surprising. The pressure sensations were there but I expected them. I remember less of the middle than yesterday. Just... impressions.

Mirror ritual after: fifteen minutes, pink LED, saying the triggers. "Bambi Sleep." "Good Girl." "Bimbo Doll." Today I noticed my voice sounded softer when I said them. Not on purpose. Just came out that way. I watched my mouth move and it felt like practice. Like learning lines for a play you haven't been cast in yet. Still me in the mirror. But me saying these words is getting waaaay less weird.

Preparing for night: Sleep Loop is going. Tomorrow is Day 7, rest day. Just Bimbo Tranquility for thirty minutes. No heavy session. Looking forward to it, honestly. The rhythm has been good but a lighter day feels right

Phase 1 Intensifiers, what's actually active right now:

Since some of you asked what I'm actually doing beyond just listening to files, here's what's in play during Phase 1:

- Complete darkness except single pink/white LED - I use a small pink bulb on my nightstand. That's the only light during sessions

- Temperature at 18Ā°C/64Ā°F - I keep my window cracked. Mild cold keeps you alert to internal sensations instead of getting too cozy and dozing off

- Post-session mirror ritual - fifteen minutes, triggers aloud, connecting internal state to external reflection

- Daily affirmation recording - I recorded myself saying "Bambi is real. Bambi is me. I am Bambi" and it plays as an overlay during the morning loop Hearing my own voice say it helps it feel less foreign

That's it for phase 1 is just about building the basics: can you trance, can you repeat, can you start associating

And yeah, progress is slow. I'm not "becoming Bambi" or anything. I'm justgetting quieter. The words feel less strange coming out of my mouth. The trance feels less like an event and more like a skill I'm practicing

Tomorrow's rest day. Then Week 2 starts Tuesday. IQ Lock and Attitude Lock get introduced. We'll see how that goes

Talk in a couple days

šŸ’‹ Laura

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago
ā–² 16 r/BambiSleep

Day 3: Same Playlist, Different Me?

Hey everyone! Laura here. It's Thursday, which means Day 3 is wrapping up. Gonna cover Day 2 and today since yesterday got away from me

First off, thanks again for the messages!

Day 2 (Wednesday):

Morning: Same deal. Training Loop Subliminal while I got ready. Felt less "new" today and more like background texture. I did notice I was moving slower. Not in a tired way, just kind of unhurried. Like I wasn't rushing to get to the next thing. Could be placebo, could be the loop,who knows

Evening: Same playlist as Day 1: Bubble Induction, Bubble Acceptance, Named And Drained, Awakens.

I dropped faster this time, not dramatically, but maybe a minute or two quicker? Bubble Acceptance hit and I remember my hands felt heavy. Like they were sinking into the blanket thsn Named And Drained, okay, here's where it gets a little fuzzy cause I remember the file starting, I remember the voice saying something, and then I remember the awakening.The middle part is just... gaps. Not blackouts, just blurry. Like trying to remember a dream from three days ago

Afterward I felt the same clean emptiness as Day 1, but lighter. Less "whoa that was intense" and more "oh, that happened." Felt normal faster. Which I think is the point

Night: Sleep Loop again. Slept through it. Woke up once around 3am and heard the whispers for like ten seconds before dropping back under

Day 3 (Today, Thursday):

Morning: Training Loop Subliminal. Today I actually felt myself noticing the subliminals more, not understanding them, just aware they were there, like seeing the outline of something underwater. I made my coffee, sat by the window, and realized I'd been standing there staring at nothing for like five minutes. Then I shook it off and went about my day. Small thing but new

Evening (just finished): Same playlist again for the third time. And yeah, I dropped even faster. Bubble Acceptance barely registered as separate from induction, it just flowed,then Named And Drained, this time I have even less memory of the middle. I know I listened to it, I know I was there but the specifics? Gone. I remember the voice saying "Bambi" a few times and feeling... I don't know, 'okay' with it? Not excited or resistant. Just okay

The Awakener brought me up slow. I lay there for a while feeling quiet. That's the best word. Usually my head is a mess of to-do lists and random noise but right now it's just kinda still

Preparing for night: Sleep Loop is already going. Volume low. I'm writing this since I did a shorter day,but the plan is to stay up longer (gotta keep the sleep schedule) . Tomorrow we switch to Rapid Induction for the first time, which I'm curious about

Okay now, the mirror ritual

Some of you asked about it, it's not complicated. After every evening session, I sit in front of my designated mirror for fifteen minutes. Just me, the mirror, and repeating trigger words aloud. "Bambi Sleep." "Good Girl." "Bimbo Doll." Whatever has been worked on the week

Sounds silly, I know. But here's the logic: the files work on your internal state, then the mirror works on your external recognition. You're connecting what you feel inside to what you see outside and building an association between the trance state and your own reflection, so eventually, the triggers work since it's you doing them

Day 1 I felt stupid doing it. Day 2 I felt less stupid. Today? I just felt calm. Looking at myself, saying the words, watching my own mouth move, it felt like practice. Like rehearsing a part you haven't fully learned yet, like, I'm not "seeing Bambi" or anything dramatic, I'm justgetting used to the sound of it coming from my own throat

That's it. No "I became someone else." Just... slowly getting quieter inside. Slowly getting more okay with the words. Slowly learning to drop likethis

Tomorrow's Day 4. Rapid Induction. We'll see if the drop works

See you then dearies

šŸ’‹ Laura

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago
ā–² 40 r/BambiSleep

Hey everyone, Laura here. Day 1 is in the books and I am... honestly? Kinda stunned. But let me back up.

First, thank you again to everyone who reached out. The DMs have been wild. I'm listening to all of it.

So, Week 1. What's the point?

Look, I know the program looks intense on paper. 16 weeks, phases with dramatic names, and it may as well be,but Week 1 is actually the gentlest week. It's not about blasting your brain with the heavy stuff. It's about teaching your mind how to drop.

The logic is basically this: install the foundation before you build the house. Week 1 is all about three things:learning to drop fast, getting comfortable with the identity files, and establishing the daily rhythm.

Morning loop to keep the brain marinated. Evening session to go deep. Night loop to let it all sink in while you sleep. That's the plan,and if I manage to be disciplined with this week, that's a good start.

The files this week are the core inductions and the first identity file. Nothing extremel, no takeover stuff. Just: can you get in? Can you stay in? Can you let the "Bmbi" voice start feeling... not foreign? That's it.

Here's my Week 1 calendar, straight from my program:

1 Training Loop Subliminal

Bubble Induction - Bubble Acceptance - Named And Drained - Bambi Awakens

Sleep Loop

2 Training Loop Subliminal

Bubble Induction - Bubble Acceptance - Named And Drained - Bambi Awakens

Sleep Loop

3 Training Loop Subliminal

Bubble Induction - Bubble Acceptance - Named And Drained - Bambi Awakens

Sleep Loop

4 Training Loop Subliminal

Rapid Induction - Named And Drained - Bambi Awakens

Sleep Loop

5 Training Loop Subliminal

Rapid Induction - Named And Drained - Body Lock - Bambi Awakens

Sleep Loop

6 Training Loop Subliminal

Rapid Induction - Named And Drained - Body Lock - Bambi Awakens

Sleep Loop

7 Training Loop Subliminal

REST DAY ā€” Bimbo Tranquility only (30 min)

Sleep Loop

See the progression? Days 1-3 are identical. Muscle memory for your brain. Day 4 swaps to Rapid Induction, testing if you can drop faster now. Days 5-6 add Body Lock, the first real "modification" file, but only after you've done Named And Drained enough. You gotta be empty before you can be rewritten. Day 7 is resting

Now, my Day 1 experience

Morning: Woke up, threw on the Training Loop Subliminal while I made coffee and got dressed(obviously wearing uniform panties). It's weirdly... pleasant? Just background whispers and tones. Felt like tuning a radio station. I caught myself humming along to parts I didn't even know I remembered from my lurking days

Evening: This was the real deal. Set up my space, pink LED, weighted blanket, eye mask, temp dropped to 64Ā°F like the program says. Lay down, hit play on Bubble Induction.

I was worried I'd be too in my head. Too "analytical Laura" picking apart the wording. And yeah, the first few minutes I was definitely thinking "okay, voice is doing thia now, this is the part where..." But somewhere around the bubble imagery, I felt kinda gone and floaty. Like my thoughts got *slower* and *heavier*. Bubble Acceptance hit and I remember thinking "this is fine, I don't need to hold onto anything" and then Named And Drained started and

I don't want to overstate it. I didn't black out or have some wild transformation,but I felt soo light after. Like I'd been carrying tension I didn't know about and someone just cut the rope. The "drained" part was pretty damn accurate. Bambi Awakens brought me up gentle and I sat there for like ten minutes just breathing, it just felt good I gotta be honest, I think I never had a Named and Drained this good, gotta thank week 0

Preparing for night: Right now I've got Sleep Loop queued up on my bedside speaker, volume nice and low, ready to let it play through the night. I'm a light sleeper so I was worried, but honestly after that session? I think I'll be out before it really gets going.

Tomorrow's the same playlist again and I'm glad. I want to know this one in my bones before we move.

See you tomorrow or the next day!

šŸ’‹ Laura

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago
ā–² 38 r/BambiSleep

Hey everyone, Laura here again. I can't believe tomorrow is finally Day 0!!

First off, thank you to everyone who messaged me after my last post. I didn't expect that. Seriously. I won't go into details, but just knowing people are out there, some starting their own prep, some just cheering from the sidelines... it means a lot. I read every single one

So, yesterday was Isolation Day

I turned off my phone, didn't touch my laptop, didn't listen to music, didn't read, didn't even journal. Just me, my space, and silence. I was worried I'd go insane or get bored out of my mind, but honestly? It was harder than I expected in some ways and easier in others. The first few hours my brain was screaming, like it was desperate for input, for distraction, for anything to chew on, since I decided I wasn't going to do house chores (just trying to eliminate anything). I paced. I stared at walls. I napped because I didn't know what else to do

But somewhere around hour six, something shifted. The noise in my head started to quiet down. Not in some mystical way, just... the urgency faded. I started noticing stupid little things. The way light moved across the room. The sound of my own breathing. By the evening I felt weirdly light, like I'd dumped a bunch of mental clutter I didn't know I was carrying. Slept like a rock last night. Woke up feeling... blank. In a good way

Which brings us to today:

Today I'm doing the final prep to "erase old self." That sounds dramatic, I know, but it's actually pretty practical. I'm packing away old journals, photos, clothes that feel too tied to who I've been. Not throwing them out, just... storing them. Out of sight. I'm writing a "goodbye letter" to old habits, old thought loops, old me

I'm also doing a deep clean of my space. Like, move-everything-and-dust-under-it clean. Sounds like a chore, but it feels symbolic

Why this whole week? Let me break down my logic.

A lot of people think you can just dive into a program like this headfirst, but my whole thing is: the body and mind need a runway. You don't go from 60 to 0 to 100 overnight

The first week isn't about the program itself, it's about creating the conditions where the program can actually work

Here's what this week should look like:

-7 Decision Day. Make the call. Start gathering materials, set up the private Playlist

-6 Declutter Day. Clear digital clutter first unfollow accounts, mut group chats, organize files. Physical declutter followa. Less stuff = less mental weight

-5 Routine Lock-In. Set sleep schedule (5 hours), meal prep system (fasting and low calories), and daily structure. Boring but crucial

-4 Sensory Prep. Start reducing stimulation. No social media, no screen time if it's not related, softer lighting in your space. Getting yournervous system used to quiet

-3 Final Material Check. Make sure everything was ready, playlists tested, space set

-2 Isolation Day. Full sensory deprivation. No input. Let the mind empty out completely

-1 Today Last Rituals. Erase old self. Final goodbyes. Space cleanse. Mental reset complete

0 Tomorrow LAUNCH. First official session. The real work begins

See the pattern from this? Each day is supposed to strip away a layer of the old life so there's actually room for the program to build something new. If I'd jumped straight in on Day -7, I'd still be carrying all my usual mental noise. The program would be fighting uphill

And yeah, I know some of you are thinking this sounds like a lot of build-up for something that's supposed to be about, well, listening to files. But that's exactly why most people don't get result, they treat it like background noise while they live their normal life. I'm not doing that. That's why I call it the "definitive hardhitter."

Tomorrow is Day 0. I'm not gonna lie, I'm nervous. But I'm also ready. More ready than I've ever been for anything. The isolation day proved to me I can sit with myself without running

This is a slow burn, like I said. We're not rushing. But tomorrow we pour the concrete

See you on the other side

šŸ’‹ Laura

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u/LauraBambiDoll ā€” 2 months ago