So like I think bambi has been making sure to like keep os nice and high all day long so that os can't think as well like at all and um can barely read or like I just don't care to read a lot of words.
So like I just bought a dab pen that was supposed to be for when I have trouble sleeping due to stress, but like there's also these videos on hypnotube title "snow bunny stoner goonfile" which is a hypno file that encourages forced intox and bbc addiction, and works really well, and after realizing that more files in the series were made I'm hooked. These files get me soo stoned that I then listen to BS files for multiple hours, and I think that's were my problem began, because once I was high and sooo horny she then kept me high, and I can't resist the forced intox nature of those videos. I've been sooo dumb and drooly for like 5 days straight now and I thought it was like 3 max. 🫠 Anyways now i'm trying to resist watching another video, or anything else that's stronger like shrooms, but I'm like too high and weak minded to fully resist Bambis pull.
Like honestly if my family wasn't playing a role I think I would have already gone all in for BS. Like then all I would have to do is to make posts and do what they think I should do. Like I could make a post that's like should I get edibles and shrooms? and then another could be like should I start HRT or not? Idk but I feel like it would be so fun to just have someone make decisions for me!
Soo I've been wanting to quit for good for a while now, but felt like giving training one last go. After work today i'll be off for a few days so I figured why not, so before I quit i'll listen to any playlist suggestion given (with the only exception being no patreon files since I don't have any) and umm afterwards we can see if I still want to quit or not!