u/BatBoring8395

Retired combat vet living the damn near perfect life with my wife and 2 kids, owning a house, our pets and what have you for 10 years. The only problem is I feel like I married my best friend/roommate now. The bedroom is dead and my loin is burning for her every single day, I even got a vasectomy, yet she denies me with her discomfort of her own body…

I should not hold this grudge against her and I don’t (do I?) but I’m young and I won’t last like this forever. It’s easy to go on other pages and rub one out daily (it has gotten to that point) but I miss the sexy minx that started this relationship. No matter how much I bring it up to her, all her defense brings up is her body transformations over the years but I ensure her I love her the same since day 1, her best to worst. I really don’t know what to do anymore…

I did had a beautiful partner last several month that was in the same boat and we made it work but she ghosted and I’m kinda broken over that so I’m hoping I can find that again, my heart is beating like a young boy again as I’m typing this. Is that fear? Excitement? Or disappointment?

I’m loyal so I try to stay with one partner as I would give them the world… thank you for those that read and any advice is greatly appreciated.

Title says it all lol if anyone wanna send me pics I’m all for it ;)