32f and not sure what to do!
Hi Reddit, long time Redditor but starting a new Account for this for obvious reasons!
Maybe a little about me first. I have been in a relationship with my husband for 12 years now and married for a little over 7 now. I have never been happier and don´t want to change a thing but recently I am having dounts about my sexuality.
Don´t get me wrong I find my hubby really attractive and love everything about his body (pls don´t make me spell it out) but other men just...disgust me. I can´t find a single reason to find them attractive at all no mather how hard I try. I can appreciate a good penis if I see one but everything around it irritates me to no end. Talking to my 100% straight friends they just don´t get what I mean and it frustrates my to no end. When I masturbate I either imagine sex with my hubby or with other women I know, the sexy alt barista from my local starbucks, the tattooed baddy from my gym.
There is no denial that I am more into women at this point than men but I am afraid to tell my hubby about it. I don´t know how he would take it. I am sure it will be fine but I don´t know what to tell him? Hey babe, I don´t find men attractive but you? That sounds kinda strange. Every help or experiences you had would be appreciated!
TL;DR Closeted Bi girl wants to come out to her hubby!