Cumming isn't actually as fun as i thought it would be
For days I had been wanting to cum, i would beg anyone would listen but they might have been right to say no. On sunday night I took it into my own hands and decided that I was going to cum and when I did... it kinda sucked. It lasted for like 10 seconds and I was just so sad and empty after. So I tried cumming a few more times and it's not actually that fun. I understand a whole lot of orgasms in a row but just 1 is not fun at all. I know that a lot of the time I build it up in my head because I want it to be so much fun but it really isn't fun at all.