I attempted escape but am still a chastity slave after 8 months thanks to Mistress Calia and her Forever Locked Chastity Curse.
I am a chastity slave. This has been real for me for 8 months. A simple lack of time left me unable to listen to Mistress Calia's Forever Locked Chastity Curse for a couple of weeks and I resolved to break free of the effects of Mistress Calia's Forever Locked Chastity Curse. This idea grew in my mind a few days before that 8 months (242 days) was realized. I decided I would touch myself. Then I kept putting off the attempt. I decided to do it on the first day of the new month.
Then, full of resolve, I acted. But instead of touching myself as I intended, instead of breaking free, I once again listened to Mistress Calia's Forever Locked Chastity Curse. I thought perhaps if I starting listening and then stopped the recording before a certain point I could be released from being a chastity slave. I couldn't make myself stop listening before that point. I couldn't resist having the snare draw tighter. I felt and feel so incredibly turned on and so incredibly helpless as a chastity slave.
By the point I finished listening I was panting with frustrated arousal and had an urge to mark myself as chastity slave. I grabbed a marker and wrote "chastity slave" on my body a couple of times. Mistress Calia's suggestion to maybe watch something sexy then hit more as a compulsion. What I chose to watch in my state of helpless arousal as a chastity slave was a simple video of someone first reading something arousing then touching themselves in excitement. Instead of the vicarious thrill I hoped for, being a chastity slave instead left every second of the video as a combination of arousal, frustration, and envy. The performer could pleasure themselves, while I can only watch helpless to act on my own arousal and helpless to look away. I am teased. I am denied as I am teased. I am still aroused and denied after being teased.
While writing this that urge to mark myself surged and I marked myself as a chastity slave one more time.