Irl experience making this kink real
I (25am) am a grad student and went to an end of the year party for one of my classes. It was at our professors house and when it was winding down some of us left together including this really pretty Chinese girl I’ve been crushing on and this big handsome muscular white guy. We all took the train together and I got off at the same stop as the Chinese girl, white guy, and two other Asian guys. Well we leave the station and the Chinese girl lives right across the street so we all say goodbye to her and turn to walk when she calls out “wait!” And we all turn and she gives me the most disgusted look and says “not you” before asking the white guy for his number as the three of us shamefully walk away. I looked back and his hand was around her waist. I know the statistics about wmaf but it was so brutal to literally be told “I don’t want you” to my face by this beautiful Asian girl who apparently loves white men. She actually was confused and grossed out I would think she was talking to me. I get rejected and white men don’t even have to ask. I’ll never forget the look she gave me. Im not the one she wanted and never will be