u/Big-Job7883

its hard because I constantly fantasize about strangers taking advantage of me like following me to my car and having their way with me or when I’m on a first date all I can think about is them making me take it all... I get sad when they don’t like they don’t like me. I literally don’t feel unless I’m being filled up. I used to make my ex stay inside me after cumming until I would drain him all, one time he came inside me 8 times without pulling out and I still wanted to sleep with him inside me. I’m afraid if he pulls out it means he’s done with me

I used to consistently post on nsfw subreddits and sold girlfriend experiences, finally found a sugar daddy who lived out of state. He would send me money each week and all I had to do was go on a date with a hot guy and send him a video of me sucking their cock.
You could only imagine the situations i would end up in…One time, I went to a guy’s work office and he recorded me suck his big thick cock while we were in a glass room. I got up from my knees, got my phone and walked out like nothing. its crazy that years Later that guy has a wife and kids and still msgs me.