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[F33] My father took the sexual frustration of his divorce with my mother out on me in

My father and I had been intimate after he walked in on me masturbating the other day. Fast forward to the next evening and I’m taking a bath in my old bathroom. My dad walked in and asked to take some photos.

I said okay and he did a little photo shoot. I just laid in the tub and let him do it - it was still SO weird to be naked in front of my father. It was then that I realized he was also a little drunk. He started comparing my body to my mom’s (short version: my boobs are much, MUCH smaller, my vagina is tighter, my butt is flatter but wide like hers, we have the same exact nipples).

Then the conversation turned to how the divorce was my mom’s fault.

As he talked, he stripped until he was naked. He climbed into the tub and stood over me. He asked if he could pretend I was my mother during a blowjob and gave me a safe word. I wasn’t sure what to expect but I agreed.

Everyone: it was the rough. He slapped my face with his penis, rubbed his ball sack on my eyes, called me degrading names, made me deep throat him (I have a terrible gag reflex) and then he finished on my face. I couldn’t open my eyes because of the semen, so when he started to pee on my face, I was not expecting it.

I was in shock at how he treated me, but I was also in shock at how much I liked it.

I finished my bath and cleaned up. I headed back home today.

I don’t think our relationship will ever be the same.

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u/Officewife701 — 2 hours ago

I [19F] think I let a stranger finish to me

I know this isn't as crazy as a lot of the posts I have read but I have felt compelIed to share this. I was walking out of the gym last monday and it was pretty late at night.I was parked around the buidling in a well lit but kind of concealed area. As I was getting my keys out this older man in an old car said "hey" I looked up and he was maybe 6 feet from me, was at least late 40s and had glasses on. I saw what very much looked like a jacking off motion. he said nothing just kept going I looked him in the eyes the look on his face was one of being overwhelmed yet pure enjoyment. He went on for a few minutes before groaning loud and then quickly driving off. I don't know why I stood there and let him do it or why I can't stop thinking about it and the whole scenario.k

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u/Shot_Strategy4152 — 1 hour ago

Worst therapist ever (44f)

Im a licensed therapist and love my clients but there has been one young man (18) in particular who i have grown a liking too.

He is quite traumatised sexually and eventually he confided in me that he had a thing for feet. I made nothing of it at first i have heard much worse. For some reason though i couldn’t get him out of my head. At our next session i decided i would wear a pair of open toe heels and got a fresh pedicure. I made sure to cross my legs and dangle my feet as much as i could without being suspicious. He kept shifting in his chair placing his hands over his crotch.

I feel so evil and wrong for abusing something he said in confidence but im also so aroused by that look he had on his face desperately trying to hide his erection.

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u/BoredDivorcee87 — 3 hours ago

30F - To my husband I’m the perfect wife… but I am a filthy cheating slut.

So here's the story, I randomly made a hinge for myself and had it for a few days and had multiple people liking my pictures, I was scrolling and I saw that my husband's friend who is a photographer liked one of my picture and wrote a message with the 👀👀👀 emojis. I immediately deleted it.

A week later my husband and I went to a friends bbq and his friend who found my hinge was there, super awkward moment for me. Into the bbq that guy we’ll call him William came up to me and asked what was up with the hinge account, I said it was nothing and that I was bored, William then later showed me screenshots of my account and he told me he would tell my husband. I told him he better not! And he kept insisting he would unless he gets what he want.

He asks for my phone number and I gave it to him and I been keeping in touch with him and actually liked it, he gave me the attention I crave and obsessive attention I want from a guy. Soon later we agreed to meet up and give him a blowjob before work so one morning I blew him in his car and I was actually loving it! It was big and girthy, it gutted my jaw but it made me wet. He soon later he came in my mouth and gave me a wipe and told me he wants to do this again next week and slipped me some cash, I didn’t know whether to feel disgusted or turned on cause that’s what I felt. But later in the day I messaged him saying I want more and he suggested that he wants to do some photoshoot of me bcoz he keeps telling me i got super fit body for it and ended up doing it as well.

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u/Academic_Sock533 — 2 hours ago

I want my friend to use me after what he did

I’m friend with this guy who I kinda hate and like for the fact that he can say really hateful and misogynistic stuff but he is reliable when i need him. He goes partying a lot and i usually don’t go with him because I get tired easily since I have to travel to where he lives as well.

But one day I came to find out from his friends that he assaulted this girl while he was drunk and luckily my friend wasn’t reported to the police and im saying luckily for the fact that even tho it’s a bad thing I would be bit taken back if I saw him to go to jail. But only his friends know about this.

Lately I’ve been thinking about what stuff he did to that girl, because his friends told me few details and I try to remove this thought but I desire that he does that to me as well. He is quite few years older than me like he could nearly be my dad but I like the age gap and I also want him to take over my body like he did then to he. I know it’s wrong but I can’t help imagine how it would be if he assaulted me.

I keep touching myself to the thought of it and I’ve also invited him over for one night to hang and see if I wear sexy Clothes will he take advantage of me because rn I’m really hoping.

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u/sleepingslu — 4 hours ago

My roommate finally left and I’m losing my mind

Finally. Alone. For the first time in like 2 years I have the apartment to myself and I’m absolutely feral right now. I’ve got every light off, door double-locked, and I’m spread out on my bed with my phone propped where I can see every notification pop up. I’m wearing just an oversized t-shirt no bra, no pants, absolutely soaked through my underwear already. I’ve got my hitachi wedged between my legs, still on the first setting but pressed hard against my clit through the fabric.

Every time my phone buzzes with a comment or an upvote, I’m clicking it higher. I’m already at level 6 and my hips are bucking on their own. I keep having to stop typing to grip the sheets because my whole body is vibrating.

I’m literally soaked through to my thighs. I’ve got a pillow stuffed in my mouth because I’m terrified the neighbors will hear me moaning.

The worst part? I made a stupid rule that I can’t finish until I’ve responded to every single person who messages me.

I’m throbbing, dripping, my clit is pulsing against this toy, and I’m supposed to have coherent conversations while I’m like this.

So… yeah. Ask me literally anything. I’m right here, legs shaking, forcing myself to keep this thing pressed where it’s torturing me. Make me suffer for it.

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u/Ok-Cucumber-288 — 5 hours ago

I sucked my friend's cock in front of his girlfriend

God, where do I even start?

I was hanging out with my friends M (27M) and A (23F). We’d almost finished three bottles of wine and were all squeezed together on the couch, with M in the middle. I was sitting sideways, my legs draped across both their laps.

I’ve been single for a while and done with the apps. A started teasing me about it, saying I desperately needed to get laid. I laughed and jokingly replied that I didn’t even need full sex I’d give anything just to have a cock in my mouth right now.

A smirked and said, “Well… M is right here, and I’m pretty sure he’d be happy to help you out.”

I froze, mouth open, completely speechless. M gave a little nod and started saying I didn’t have to if I didn’t want to, but I shut him up by sliding off the couch and reaching for his pants.

I was soaked just from kneeling there as he pulled his cock out. It was fucking perfect. I sucked him right there on the spot while A leaned in, whispering filthy encouragement in my ear. When she called me a “good girl,” I almost came on the spot. A few minutes later M groaned, gripped my hair, and came down my throat.

I was panting and dazed when A grabbed my chin and pulled me into a deep, hot kiss. That was almost as intense as the blowjob. We finished the last of the wine like nothing had happened, and I left to catch the last train home.

We’ve been flirting over text since, so I’m pretty sure there’s a lot more to come. I feel like such a slut and I’m loving every second of it.

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u/Big_Peanut7378 — 8 hours ago

23F I got pregnant and it might be my best friend’s dad’s baby

So this was a little while ago but I was sleeping around quite a bit not on birth control and one weekend I went with my best friend and her dad on a trip to go watch a band at a concert and ended up alone in the hotel room with her dad for a few hours after we had both been drinking and one thing led to another and he fucked me and came in me twice! It was great sex and I didn’t think much of it but lo and behold I missed my period and have no clue if he is the dad or not! She has no idea still. Oops!

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u/SluttyMomAlly — 6 hours ago

(46F) still here at my Airbnb…

My husband hasn’t arrived yet and won’t till tonight.

Last night I enjoyed myself in the hot tub outside. I took my clothes off and got into the tub alone. I masturbated using the jets. I can’t tell you how good the rushing water feels on my clit. It feels similar to my wand. I can even feel it rushing into my vagina. So I guess I’ve been “fucked” by water now lol. If you’re curious about the position, I basically got on my knees and faced the corner, where the jets were coming out. It felt soooo good. My clit got numb.

However, the water got too hot - so I sat up on the edge…on the corner, and used my wand til I sprayed all over the hot tub water lol. But I don’t care. I think it was hot - and I came pretty hard. To me that’s all that matters.

This morning, I’m waking up with a bit of a swollen clit. MY…morning erection, if you will, lol. So I’m laying here alone with my wand and very sensitive.

I don’t wanna change sheets, and I don’t believe there’s a water barrier under the sheet…so I’m going to play here for a bit - but then I’ll sign off and go into the shower and play for a while, to finish. :)

I hope you have a good morning too. :)

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u/Shortandthicck2 — 3 hours ago

I let my best friend’s boyfriend slide his 9 inch inside me

Last summer a group of us rented a beach house. My best friend Jess and I shared a room with two twin beds. Her boyfriend Alex and another guy took the other room. We drank heavily that night.
Jess passed out early, snoring hard. Around 2:30 Alex stumbled into our room in the dark, thinking it was his. He stripped to boxers and climbed into my bed. I froze but stayed quiet. Alcohol and the thrill made me curious.
He spooned me, hand straight to my ass, then under my tank to play with my nipples. His fingers slipped into my panties, found me already soaked, and worked me open. I stayed silent while Jess snored a few feet away.
He tugged my panties down and pushed in slowly. The stretch was intense, hick and long, filling me until his hips pressed against my ass. He fucked me deep and steady, hand over my mouth to keep me quiet. I came hard, shaking, still trying not to make noise.
He pulled out at the last second and came across my lower back and ass. Then he passed out like nothing happened.
The next morning he woke up confused. Jess laughed it off as him being drunk. He had no idea it was me. I just smiled and said it was fine.
Now every time I see him I still feel that stretch. And I know he felt it too, even if he thinks it was her.

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u/Icy_Sprinkles_2194 — 5 hours ago

22 (F) Wish my stepfather would take advantage of me

I just recently turned 22, my father died when i was very young, my mother got married 3 years ago again.

My stepfather is a normal guy, I can’t tell if he would go for it or not, but then again I have never met a man who didn’t want me.

I often fantasize about him and his friends forcing me into it when they have a gathering at our house, I think of him slamming me on a table and having his way with me. I need it to be forceful and painful!!!

This would probably break my mom’s heart but she doesn’t need to know, I’d let my stepfather abuse me in any way any how with how many more people he wants to do it with.

What should I do?..

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u/PuzzleheadedTouch972 — 11 hours ago

Id rather watch my gf suck someone else's dick passionately than watch her suck mine normally

I think watching my gf suck a dick like a slut is super hot. A woman who likes to suck cock is super attractive to me. So if my gf ducked a strangers cock more passionately than mine I'd rather watch that than have her suck my cock like a normal blowing I get every few days

I think watching my gf suck a dick like a slut is super hot. A woman who likes to suck cock is super attractive to me. So if my gf ducked a strangers cock more passionately than mine I'd rather watch that than have her suck my cock like a normal blowing I get every few days

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u/InevitableTop8588 — 8 hours ago

I thought about eating my best friend’s pussy for four days before I actually did it

Sienna told me her boyfriend doesn't eat pussy on a random Wednesday night in her dorm, and I walked back to mine like a normal person, and then I did not have one normal thought for four days.

We're both 18, freshman year, attached at the hip since move-in, and I can tell you the stupidest shit about her, like how she steals my hoodies and eats the frosting off cupcakes first and cries at dog videos, and I did not know until last week that her boyfriend Cole, who's 20, has never gone down on her. Not once. He told her he's just not a going down guy, like it was a fun fact about himself, and she said it to me sitting on her bed in those black sleep shorts with her knees pulled up, and her voice got small in this way that made me want to put my fist through his stupid face.

We were supposed to be half studying. Paige, her roommate, was at her boyfriend's. Cole had just gotten off FaceTime with her, ten minutes, he was tired, he was already in bed, he didn't ask her anything. She locked her phone, stared at the wall, and then she told me, and she also told me she waits until he's asleep and finishes with her fingers in the bathroom so she doesn't make him feel bad, which is so depressing I wanted to scream. I told her that was fucked. I told her she deserves to come in someone's mouth. I did not say I could do it. I hugged her, I stole a piece of her gum, I walked home in the cold, and I went to bed like I was fine.

I was not fine.

Thursday we got lunch and she stole my fries like she always does and I kept looking at her mouth and then looking away like a freak. Friday we have psych together and she wore a skirt and sat with her thigh against my thigh the way she always does, except now I could feel the heat of it and I kept thinking about her in those sleep shorts saying he just doesn't do it, and I got wet in class, which is so embarrassing I almost walked out 😭 My ex used to go down on me like it was nothing, like he actually wanted to, and that night I lay in bed thinking about that, and then I had my hand in my shorts and I had to stop because I was thinking about Sienna's pussy and that is not a thought you're supposed to have about your best friend.

Saturday she texted me Cole's at some 21st, Paige is gone, come over. I sat on that text for like twenty minutes before I said yes, which I never do, I always just go. I brought Thai from the place on 4th, drunken noodles for her, pad thai for me, and she opened the door in MY gray hoodie and those same black sleep shorts and no makeup and I got this drop in my chest like oh. Oh no.

We ate on her bed. We talked about nothing. She kept checking if Cole had texted and he hadn't, and the longer we sat there the more I could feel Wednesday sitting in the room with us, and I kept looking at the strip of her thigh where the shorts had ridden up, and she caught me once and didn't say anything, she just tucked her hair behind her ear and went pink. I wanted to pretend I was only mad for her. I was mad for her. I was also so turned on I could feel it in my underwear and I hated that, and I also didn't, and I sat there eating cold noodles trying to decide if I was going to be a coward again.

I wasn't.

I told her I had been thinking about what she said, and she went still, and I told her I couldn't stop, and I told her if she wanted, I would. I would eat her pussy. I said it like that, out loud, in her dorm, with the Thai containers still on the nightstand, and my face was so hot I wanted to die, and she stared at me for a second like she was checking if I was joking. I wasn't. I said I could lock the door. She nodded, very small, and whispered okay, and that okay did something to me I am not going to recover from 💀

I locked the door. I turned off the overhead light so it was just her desk lamp, yellow and close. I got back on the bed and she was already breathing like she'd been running, and I put my hands on her knees and waited until she let them fall open, and then I pulled her shorts down and she wasn't wearing anything under them, and I am not kidding, she was already so wet it was shiny on her, it had soaked a little dark spot into the crotch of the shorts, and when I spread her with my thumbs it clung in a string between my fingers.

I could smell her before I even put my mouth on her. Warm, a little like her vanilla lotion on her inner thighs, and then under that it was just pussy, clean, not sweet. I looked at her. She had her head tipped back against the pillows with her hand over her mouth already, watching me between her fingers, and I had this very calm, very insane thought of I am going to eat my best friend's pussy on purpose, not drunk in a bathroom, on purpose, and then I licked her from the bottom all the way up.

The first lick was mostly the taste of skin and lotion and then I got to her clit and it was saltier, warmer, it coated my tongue. She made a sound into her hand and her hips jumped and I held her thighs open and did it again, slower, and she was so wet it was on my chin immediately, it made that wet little sound, and it started running down toward her ass and I licked that too because it was there and I wanted all of it. I told her she tasted good, and I meant it, it tasted like clean pussy, not perfume, not fruit, just her, and the more I licked the wetter she got, like it was coming out of her, slick and warm, and I kept swallowing because there was nowhere else for it to go.

I didn't totally know what I was doing so I did what I like, I sucked her clit into my mouth and used the flat of my tongue under it, and I put two fingers in her because she was open enough that it was easy, hot, tight, she clenched when I curled them, and she said wait, there, there, in this wrecked whisper that I am going to hear for the rest of my life. Her other hand was in my hair too hard. My jaw started to ache and I did not care. My own pussy was so wet I could feel it when I shifted on my knees and that is so humiliating to admit but it's true, I was dripping from eating her out, from the smell, from her thighs shaking against my ears.

It took a while. Like actually a while, not a cute amount of time, my knees hurt, my mouth was shiny, her wetness was down my wrist. She kept trying to stay quiet because even with Paige gone the walls are trash, and every time she slipped and let a moan out I got meaner about it, I sucked harder, I fucked her with my fingers slower so she could feel it. She came with her thighs clamped around my head and her hand smashed over her mouth and I felt it, I felt her pulse against my tongue, and there was more of it suddenly, thinner, wetter, and I stayed there and licked her through it because that was the whole point, I wanted her to come in someone's mouth for real, not the bathroom finger version she does after Cole rolls over.

She was too sensitive after and she pushed at my head and I sat up with it all over my mouth and my chin and even the tip of my nose, and she looked at me like that, wrecked, shiny, my hoodie rucked up under her tits, and she started laughing this tiny shocked laugh and I started laughing too because WHAT. What did we just do. I could still taste her. I could see how wet the sheet was under her ass.

I told her I would do that whenever she wanted, any time she felt like coming in someone's mouth and Cole wasn't going to be that person, she could just text me. She covered her face with both hands and said you're insane, and then she said okay, and then she pulled me up and we lay there with her leg over mine, not talking, and my face was still wet and I didn't wipe it off yet because I didn't want to.

I walked home after and I could still taste her, salt and clean and a little vanilla at the edges, and I kept running my tongue over my teeth like a psychopath 😇 Now she texts me at night sometimes and I already know what it means, and I told her yes already, so like. Here we are.

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u/PinkBabettee — 6 hours ago

19 f obsession with older men turning me into a whore

For a while now I have been obsessed with older men and every time I redownload Reddit it gets worse. It used to just be me watching porn with old men and women in it but it’s slowly developed into something more. Now I’m still watching that porn but now I’m looking through Reddit pages where old men post their cocks and having discussions with them about their dirtiest fantasies. It’s turned from me just thinking they’re hot to me fully fantasising about things that I shouldn’t. All I do now is goon to pretty much anything taboo I love it and then I cum and delete Reddit but eventually come back. I know I’m not alone in this and that there’s other women like me and that doesn’t help in me stopping it turns me on even more and it got me into other fantasies like gender traitor and even more porn. I was just wondering how the other ppl like me feel abt it a

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u/Aggravating-Tune-955 — 11 hours ago

f19 fucked from behind in front of my friends

we were drinking with five of my friends and did a little truth or dare. i was asked if i would ever want to be fucked in front of a crowd. i said if the crowd is safe then yes. they clapped and asked if i would do it as an apology for scratching their car earlier that day. i gave them a middle finger

then the one friend who already fucked me before stood up and put me up by my arms. my high heels dangled above the floor and i protested. what is he doing? he slapped my ass and asked if i want to apologize. i got red in face and didnt say anything. he slapped me again. i said yes

he pulled my dress down from the top and my tits popped out for everyone to see. they bounced and the other friends laughed. he then ripped the rest of my dress and pulled my panties down. they saw my pussy with a landing strip. i flushed hard and he put both of my arms behind my back

he positioned his cock against my ass he shoveled himself in to start thrusting. i whined unable to move, feeling conquered. my feet was doing a little pathetic dance on the floor trying to catch up with his pace. he sped up and my tits started slapping up and down like crazy. the others pointed at them and yelled to shake them. i felt embarrassed. at that point they pulled out their phones

my cunt was getting wet. he went balls deep and stopped. apologize bitch, he said. i frowned at everyone recording and i slowly said im sorry. is that how you apologize? he asked. i apologize sir, i said again. the crowd erupted and cheered zooming in on my face. he started thrusting again and his ballsack was hitting my pussy with each shove

soon he pumped his hot seed deep inside of my ass. my cunt made his balls sticky and he pulled out. tons of semen leaked. he groaned and the others clapped. red in face and finally free, i turned around and went to the bathroom. still on the high heels i managed to fart all of his cum out of me on the toilet. at least a little revenge for myself!

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u/No-Lack4238 — 6 hours ago

I was caught by my husband's friend and I enjoyed it

So here's the story, I randomly made a hinge for myself and had it for a few days and had multiple people liking my pictures, I was scrolling and I saw that my husband's friend who is a photographer liked one of my picture and wrote a message with the 👀👀👀 emojis. I immediately deleted it.

A week later my husband and I went to a friends bbq and his friend who found my hinge was there, super awkward moment for me. Into the bbq that guy we’ll call him William came up to me and asked what was up with the hinge account, I said it was nothing and that I was bored, William then later showed me screenshots of my account and he told me he would tell my husband. I told him he better not! And he kept insisting he would unless he gets what he want.

He asks for my phone number and I gave it to him and I been keeping in touch with him and actually liked it, he gave me the attention I crave and obsessive attention I want from a guy. Soon later we agreed to meet up and give him a blowjob before work so one morning I blew him in his car and I was actually loving it! It was big and girthy, it gutted my jaw but it made me wet. He soon later he came in my mouth and gave me a wipe and told me he wants to do this again next week and slipped me some cash, I didn’t know whether to feel disgusted or turned on cause that’s what I felt. But later in the day I messaged him saying I want more and he suggested that he wants to do some photoshoot of me bcoz he keeps telling me i got super fit body for it and ended up doing it as well.

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u/Academic_Sock533 — 6 hours ago

My first couple

22 female
Last weekend I experienced fucking a couple, they’re both 32 and so hot. I’m a bi-sexual girly and have always wanted to join a couple.
I ended up back at there place where we were drinking and mucking around, one thing led to another and I ended up making out with his wife, she then dared me to make out with her husband, which I wasn’t saying no, as I made out with him she lifted up my skirt and exposed my g string, she gasped and showed her man, he smiled and gave me a smack, she then proceeded to stick her face into my ass and kiss and lick my pussy and ass, her man wrapped his hand around my throat while she did so, they stopped and asked if I could be there pet, I obviously agreed, she then took her heels off and shoved her foot in my face as her husband face fucked her, I sucked her toes as she got so sloppy and wet for his cock, it was dripping down her chin, she then made me join as we made out on his cock and she made me deepthroat his gorgeous big cock, next thing I know, I was being pounded by her man as she sat on my face and used my face as a vibrator, she rode my face as I was being absolutely pounded by her husbands huge cock, god this was so hot I wanted more and more couples hehe

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u/AnalysisAgitated5560 — 8 hours ago

I was an apprentice and boss asked if his wife could suck my BWC

I’d been working at this company for about 8 months and the boss had decided to throw a party at his house for those in his team.

I was only 22 at the time and this place was huge and had the pool, hot tub etc. It was a boozy day and it started clearing out so was just a handful of people left and my boss’ wife began clearing up while me and some of the other newer guys kept drinking.

When I went to get water one of them came up behind me and pulled my shorts down which was fine except his wife walked back in as I was pulling them back up.

I thought I was going to be fired so we decided to all leave when I was asked to hang back to ‘talk’ by my boss.

I was asked to come outside where my boss’ wife was having a swim and he explained to me he had heard what had happened.

“The thing is Emily liked what she saw and wants to know if she can see it again”

When Emily got out the pool her body for a 45 year old was amazing. Natural tits that sat there pert.

She took a seat next to her husband and looked at me. “It was huge,” she said. “Like nothing I’d ever seen.”

I just pulled my shorts down and let them look. I know it’s big and thick so I expected the reaction.

Except Emily took off her bikini top and let her big tits hang there. I got a twitch.

“Look at it. Do you think I’ll be able to fit my mouth around it?”

“You can try,” I remember my boss saying.

I stroked it to get things going and was asked to leave it because he wanted to see her soft suck it until hard.

So she crawled over and knelt in front of me and began playing with my dick. I was hard instantly and watched her take as much as she could. After a few minutes I saw my boss start wanking and wondered if he was a cuck.

He asked me to lie on one of the loungers and then when she got on in front of me and lay down on all fours I got my answer. He pulled her bottoms to the side and began fucking her while she had a mouth full of my dick. He came in a few minutes of doggy and then sat down again and watched. I didn’t last much longer and told her I was going to cum and she went faster with her mouth until I unloaded down her throat.

I lay there for a moment and watched her stand up and swallow and wondered how i ended up here.

My boss walked inside and left us there as she put her clothes back on. She noticed I was still hard and looked to see where my boss was then smiled as she crept over and jumped on.

Clearly we weren’t finished and he wasn’t going to find out.

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u/SeesawQuick4364 — 12 hours ago

19 (F) Wish my stepfather would take advantage of me

I just recently turned 19, my father died when i was very young, my mother got married 3 years ago again.

My stepfather is a normal guy, I can’t tell if he would go for it or not, but then again I have never met a man who didn’t want me.

I often fantasize about him and his friends forcing me into it when they have a gathering at our house, I think of him slamming me on a table and having his way with me. I need it to be forceful and painful!!!

This would probably break my mom’s heart but she doesn’t need to know, I’d let my stepfather abuse me in any way any how with how many more people he wants to do it with.

What should I do?..

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u/_Broken_doll — 14 hours ago

Weird body dysmorphia

I’ve talked about this before but dude. Okay so for reference, im 18 female. I get off to porn like any other person I think, seeing dicks does turn me on, but it also makes me really upset. That’s why I try to avoid looking at real porn. Because I always end up wishing I had a dick myself. A real, functioning, dick. I wouldn’t say im transgender, I typically say im non binary. But dude.. if I could change my sex, I would in an instant. It’s not even like I want to pass as a guy, I just want a dick. Yes I’ve researched bottom surgery, but it just does not look like what I personally want at all, because what I want is biologically impossible. I want male reproductive organs that function as such. Perhaps part of it is misogyny, because ironically, I really don’t like men. I was raped and sexually abused by one. But I still want a dick. It just looks so much more fun and pleasurable. You can grind against things easier, you can stroke it, stick it in things, AND NONE OF IT FUCKING HURTS. Well at least I assume it doesn’t. Getting off as a female fucking sucks. You end up sore afterwards. I can’t climax on my own. I hardly can. It’s too difficult. I wish I could just have a dick, because I do get aroused a lot, but I don’t do anything about it because shits pointless. Especially since I don’t have anyone to think about while doing it (porn kinda worked before but I’ve cut that out because it genuinely started becoming an addiction. Who would’ve known a biological female could have a very similar porn addiction like a man) I don’t know. I’m so fed up. I wish I was a man so society could view me better. I could be more secure and safe, AND happy. And don’t get me started on that boner shit and blue balls and wet dreams etc. I don’t give a fucking shit. I’d trade having such horrible periods that I had to get on MEDICATION because everytime I got my period i genuinely wanted to fucking kill myself. I’d become completely unstable AND bleeding like crazy. And since the medical system doesn’t give a fuck about females, all I can do is take these meds. No cure. Can’t get this stupid organ taken out of me. I don’t have rights over my own body. So yes men, I would much rather deal with your biological struggles than what I have to deal with. It’s a nightmare. I’m not trying to downplay how men feel, im just really fucking fed up you know? I wish I could find a “cure” to this. But there’s no solution other than maybe being intimate with someone that has a dick, but last time I did that, I got beyond fucked up because consent didn’t matter to him and he made me do extremely fucked up things just because I made him horny. By just existing. I never did anything and he’d be horny in a second. So for now, that’s out of the equation. Uh fuck im done. I’m gonna go to bed. I need to learn how to appreciate my body, but society makes it so fucking hard to do so, and having a dick just seems so much better.

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u/everlastinglunar — 9 hours ago