[F33] My father took the sexual frustration of his divorce with my mother out on me in
My father and I had been intimate after he walked in on me masturbating the other day. Fast forward to the next evening and I’m taking a bath in my old bathroom. My dad walked in and asked to take some photos.
I said okay and he did a little photo shoot. I just laid in the tub and let him do it - it was still SO weird to be naked in front of my father. It was then that I realized he was also a little drunk. He started comparing my body to my mom’s (short version: my boobs are much, MUCH smaller, my vagina is tighter, my butt is flatter but wide like hers, we have the same exact nipples).
Then the conversation turned to how the divorce was my mom’s fault.
As he talked, he stripped until he was naked. He climbed into the tub and stood over me. He asked if he could pretend I was my mother during a blowjob and gave me a safe word. I wasn’t sure what to expect but I agreed.
Everyone: it was the rough. He slapped my face with his penis, rubbed his ball sack on my eyes, called me degrading names, made me deep throat him (I have a terrible gag reflex) and then he finished on my face. I couldn’t open my eyes because of the semen, so when he started to pee on my face, I was not expecting it.
I was in shock at how he treated me, but I was also in shock at how much I liked it.
I finished my bath and cleaned up. I headed back home today.
I don’t think our relationship will ever be the same.