u/BothBreath4720

Spent the last 24 hours on stimulants and gooning, was in long term hypnosis like four times. i’m usually a make me into porn person but im the face of my evening sadness and disorientation i need someone who can take an empty pliant husk and make them think blissful happy stupid thoughts by any means necessary.

consumed with this fantasy of being turned into someone’s e girl goonette who’s stupid and horny all the time, being objectified and groped, only ever interested in porn and in being slutty, exploited by her partner as porn, completely mindfucked

melt my stimmes out gooned out brain. i want to be programmed to be a porn girl. nothing else. no thoughts no nothing just making porn of myself only focused on being desirable and sexy and just like hentai

it’s my fifth time this month that i spend. 24 hours on stims doing nothing but gooning, sedting people, imitating porn pics and gifs they send me so I can be more like my idols the porn girls. my brain is so fucked by now, it’s so many grams of amfetwmines in a short period just to rub my pussy online.

I love when my mind is erased, when personalities are created, when I’m given triggers. I love being turned into porn, hypnotised to be nothing but a porn star. Experiment on me

i fell in love with hypno. it’s like a warm blanket. i’m 18 hours into a stimulant goon binge and i want nothing more than to be controlled, given triggers, have my personality changed or created. im just a helpless little thing who should be turned into a porn object.

just wanted to journal. sorry for being dumb, im drugged, gooned and sleep deprived. I did soooo much hypno today, i fucking love triggers, i love listening to hypnos in the background on loop, i love being controlled. i also did heaps of porn play and fuck if i don’t feel like a sexy, slutty woman after all this. hail porn girls my idols.

i have a huge porn fetish - i want to get reeducated on porn, made into the perfect pornstar, made to imitate porn videos, gifs, have my personality overridden by an eager porn e girl goonette.
i would also like to be hypnotised into getting off to lesbian porn, lol.

i want to be thoughtless helpless kitty very bad. I’m only starting out with hypno but it works so well for me, especially when i’m high. i really want to push my limits, use the stimulant high to the hypno’s intensity advantage.

annnnnnd i would love to get pushed in further… kitty is so pliable and wants to feel good

i recently realised that one of my dream jobs growing up was pornstar. it’s still one of my main kinks - to be made into porn, to perform, to reenact what i’m seeing, to make people cum. im having kind of a personal crisis and i started thinking about actually getting into that field. gooning to the idea of slutting myself out all day online, imagining myself in solo videos im watching, as streamers, motivated by the fact that in my gooned out little brain it’s a hobby.