u/BottleImportant3437

I’m a 19 year old male and Muslim, my first time fucking a guy gave me mixed thoughts on one hand I absolutely loved it but had some regrets. It was with a bottom about 50-60 but he was a proper bottom if you know what I mean gay and proud we started talking online and he offered me a door open ass up bareback (I know stupid but hot) meet as it was my first time with a guy, after a couple days I’m in his area and text him if he’s free which he replies he is so I ask him to leave the door on the latch and be ass up waiting. So I arrived and there he is upstairs in his bedroom ass up hooded with his fat smooth ass just waiting for cock I was instantly hard and start undressing, I prepare to stick my dick in his ass but he was so tight it kept slipping onto the side of his crack so I think to my self if I eat it out it will get looser which I start doing (was amazing) and I try again with no luck to stick my dick inside (I’m about 7.5 inches) so I start fingering him and start getting lube in there eventually I managed to get my cock in but after 2 mins I came in him and then it kinda dawned on me in inside a man’s hole bare but I was still rock solid so I keep on fucking him and eventually pull out for him to start sucking me (was great) and then I turned him around again and started fucking him and j came again in him I told him I came and he said thanks that was amazing and I asked where to wash my cock off then he came downstairs while I was washing my cock off and ask if I was Muslim which I said yeh and he said he loved muslim cock, I was kinda embarrassed cos up until that point it was a completely anonymous meet but he was a sound guy so didn’t dwell on it, I don’t really care about the anon thing but I defo think ass up door on latch is my kink.

So that was about 2 months ago and I’m kinda thinking about meeting him again but there r the thoughts that i shoudnt do it again even tho I really enjoyed it and genuinely love the thought of fucking a man’s ass

Any advice for me?