u/BrainlessBobblehead

Bambi rlly needs help triggering and edging OS into oblivion. Spam DMs plz keep OS asleep 💗💓

u/BrainlessBobblehead — 13 days ago

I used to be deep into the Bambi files, but in mid 2024 I stopped listening, put all my uniforms in the back of a closet and either stayed away or lurked for a while. This last week though the urges have started coming back. Last night I finally gave in and relapsed really hard, but it wasn't in the way I've relapsed before. Let me explain:

I always had a tendency of overthinking and snapping myself out of trance when listening to files; originally I just had a hypnokink, and while the files have definitely changed my desires, stuff like dressing up and feminisation are still technically foreign to me. I find it hard to sit still and focus a lot of the time too, which makes it hard to lie down and just listen to playlists.

Last night I was just playing some videogames as normal, when I suddenly "decided" to just quickly put some panties on under my regular night clothes. About half an hour after that, I "decided" to listen to some quiet files while I gamed. Over the next couple hours I kept gaming, but I gradually put on more clothes, took off OS clothes and raised the volume on the files. Eventually I lost focus on the game completely and pulled up some spiral GIFs.. it's all a bit of a blur from there.

Does anyone else have any experiences like this? It's kinda like Bambi has realised that I'm prone to snapping myself out of trance, and so is keeping me distracted and taking control in sneakier ways. Either way it was a very strong relapse, and I remained focused on the training for much longer than normal. I'm curious to try this "stay distracted" method again this evening, as I've got some chores to do as well as some videogames.

My DMs are open! I'd really appreciate any encouragement or guidance, especially from people who have dropped into trance (or tranced others) in the way I've discussed. I'd also just love to chat with anyone about Bambi tbh. GIFs and triggers are welcome too, help me drop back into Bambi without realising it! 💋

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u/BrainlessBobblehead — 16 days ago

Haven't thought about the files in months but the urge has come back over the last couple days. Anyone wanna help encourage and stop me chickening out? DMS open

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u/BrainlessBobblehead — 17 days ago