u/BreakDue8198

a guy wanted to hook up with me,I refused because he was unsafe and at the end he threatens to report me to cops next time he sees me,buying escort services isn't a crime but being an escort is,what I wonder is:can he just use the texts as proof to report me to the police? and what would be the best choice I shall take if it goes down that way? obviously ain't kneeing down to a blackmail but want to be prepared edit:living in turkey so no,being a john isn't a crime here

whenever someone doesn't wants to use a condom first thing they say is:"but baby I'm cleann!" how tf you know that?! do they really think anyone would believe this crap?

what kind of a dumbass would think that bareback with a street hooker is a good idea? I swear this job would be 10 times better if all these men that wants bareback just fucked away

while walking the blade a cop car stopped by,wished good luck with the work? asked for my ID then my age and told me "you must be new here we never seen you here" and asked me what I'm doing,obviously told them that I'm just hanging around(they obviously didn't buy it)

told me this ain't a place to hang around,gave me my ID then went away

the good news is they can't do anything as standing still isn't a crime and most they can do is catching me while talking to a car or a man and give me a tiny fine

so after 8 days of working at a club I wanna go back to the blade since there is literally no bread for me here

but the problem is half of the cars that stops thinks I'm trans so this makes me wonder if I'm missing out on clients because those who seeks trans but thinks I'm cis so they don't stop.

this is a stupid question yes but is there anything to make it more clear that I'm trans?

today a guy working at a club that I meat earlier invited me to hang out at a club and offered free drink and he told me that I can work here and be given a wage and a cut from every drink the man I spend time with orders,and I will be also provided with the clothing for work...

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it's a nice offer that I would like to accept tomorrow night

I'm just afraid of not performing well...there is only one way to find out I guess

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don't know how but half of the cars that stops thinks I'm cis but after hearing my voice they ask if I'm trans lol it's so common it honestly makes me worried if after voice training I will have to state I'm trans to every single car that stops

a long story with very bad storytelling skills

she was always unstable and aggressive but last night she fucked up big: a guy came in with another swer and told us he wants us two with him I instantly realized there was something wrong,just a gut feeling however my friend just hopped in,not wanting to leave her alone I hopped in too

guy told us he wants to do foursome,the other swer girl said nope and he returned her to the corner and I said I don't wanna do group sex neither even though my friend tried to convince me to do it,he said "ok I can return you back" but my friend refused to let me leave the car saying I stay at the car

then she tried to convince the men for a one to one paid sex however men disagreed on the price and told her it ain't happening then she refused to exit the car,so we stuck for 1-2 hour in his car with him wanting to leave us somewhere but girl trying to convince her and me just sitting at the back wanting this shit to be over

then she tried to convince me to either sneakily steal his money or pepper spray him then take his money,that's when she lost all respect in my eyes,trying to put me not herself into something like this so I left

after leaving she texted and I told her that I ain't taking up with her trying to make me do something like this and she tried to gaslight me saying she was just "joking" when I called it out she just told me I can't work at any corner,she won't let me,how she has a little sister who is

crystal addict for 8 years.mfer thinks she can own 6-7 corner at the same time so now I got a turf war to fight,the good thing is the girl's only way of fighting is pepper spray which becomes useless when I also have pepper spray

I really don't know what to do

I don't know girls she just seems so eager to mess with a lot of people and even some other sexworkers at the area who does it for very little money and talks about it to shame them and very eager to use pepper spray for a lot of non threatening stuff and very aggressive

I wanna leave working with her at the blade corners for good,the only problem? apparently she works at a lot of corners and claims to own them and won't let me work by myself.I even asked some trans swers at one of the corners about her and one of the girls told me that we both should stick together

for safety and at first I told her that I don't wanna work with her again but eventually agreed to work with her again,at first it was ok but now? I'm regretting working with her again! I don't wanna work with her! the only issue is she will eventually find me at one of the blade spots and tell me to move on with the threat of pepper spray of course so guess I will have to fight with her now?

I'm working with another streetwalker girl and I realized an issue:my foot fucking hurts and it has blisters! does any of you know a way to deal with this pain? or do I just get used to it as I keep do this?

just 1-2hour earlier a guy asked my prices but I realized that he is drunk and can't even normally talk so I told him I won't do it and told him to move on,which he refused and told me to move away,tried to reason with him but he didn't listened so used pepper spray and he instantly went away

5 min later he came back with a thin bat threatening to beat me up and then fuck me told him to do it but he just pussied out lol and that's when I realized how beatiful pepper spray is! one use and your problem walks away!

while working at the blade a guy wanted to be my client,there was nothing bad till I pulled out a condom and he said how he doesn't wants it and how anal sex doesn't has risk of std and he went on about how he is

clean,how he doesn't has sex with everyone and even told me:"do you believe in allah? no? but you can believe in me" after listening to his bullshit I got up and left but it's just frustrating how some men thinks protection is a joke

today I walked around the red light distract and asked a couple of the girls what their rates are because I was thinking of it too, then after walking for some time one of the working girls approached me asking if I want to work too and invited me to their "house" which is used as a brothel!

the madam was a middle aged women gosh it felt so good meeting them! and the best part of it all? THEY ALL ARE TRANS JUST LİKE ME!

after 19 years of living I finally found a place I belong to! I feel happy! now I just need to get better clothing and walk,act,speak more femininely and welcome my new life with my trans sisters!

yeah it didn't end up good and he was dissatiafied and was lowkey angry about it and even saying that I should have been the one paying BUT he still paid for the little time he stayed so now I know what mistakes to avoid next time! wish yall good works!